"We were the kings of the school..." Raj

How true.... we were the kings of hsc....

My class, 04S208, split up. Some in 204, some in 205. Going by the way he spoke to me, I think I'll be in 205.. I dunno yet.. Come Mon i'll know...

Today went school to study.. a little. Haha! But I still studied. After tt watched Kung Fu Hustle. It's cock and vv lame.. but funny. It's somethin light la.. Nth much.. And today's the 30/12/2004. 2 more days and it's 2005. Time flies huh...

I gt the news tt my class, 04S208 will be split up. Some will go to the current 202, 04, 05 or 07. If based by results, I think i'll be in 207. Which is isn't tt bad from my pt of view cuz ltos of 205 ppl are there. But 208 will still be split. That means we have to have new friends again.. get used to their classroom and lecture habits. Meet new teachers. Adapt to writing 04S20_ in the notes and tutorials. Haizzzzzz....... I juz hope tt I end up in 207. But not 202. =D. It'll be vv weird. VV weird...

This yr... I will forget half of it but for the other half.. I wun forget it for a long time. A yr of mixed feelings and experience..... Until den......................

I have a knack for diving. =D. I'm beginning to find fun in diving. Nop, it's not sea diving or diving into the pool. Is diving in soccer. Ya.. it's bad gamesmanship and sportsmanship. But diving is rather fun. Wah.. i feel tt i'm a bastard when playing soccer.. Haha! I push, kick legs, show a lot of aggression =D.. now dive. Haha! =D. Anyway, today i think i did one of my better and more convincing dives. U take away the 2 steps i made after contact was made on my right foot, it would be perfect. I tripped over my right leg, fell to the ground, rolled twice before getting up. Pretty convincing huh.. I scratched myself a little during the dive.. But it's juz small scratch.. No blood also. But in football pt of view, this is nth to be proud of....

Tmr I'm going studying! Haha! From the time I wake up until the 3 of us are sian. Maybe more.. I've been trying to catch up wif the lectures i missed cuz the school gave m an option to advance at the end of one mth of holiday. Which means i missed all the lects and did not spend the extra month to catch up wif my work. Wad a school... But i still dun feel any hatred to the school or its staffs.....

Lastly, my hair's the longest in my entire life =D. Which isn't vv long la.. I haven cut it in 10 wks... which is the longest.. But I'll be cutting it soon before school.. so.. it'll be slightly shorter i guess. <-- it's like duh!

I juz came back from Genting! For the 1st time in my life, I felt the urge to blog there... I had thigns to say these 3 days. Let's start.. haha!

I dun wan to say wad I did there in particular.. cuz it's stupid. I think it's nth much to blog about. Except if I went there wif friends!! Haha! Yup, I was and am thinking of going there wif my friends nxt yr after our As. It should be fun! Last yr we talked about going there, but nth came about.. I dun mind planning it nxt yr =D. MJ ppl and HSC ppl =D.

Ok... start wif food. While I was eating the buffet meals, I kept on thinking of vid. I imagined him saying "Why u all so fast finish? Eat somemore leh.. I still want to eat" Haha! I know he would say tt. Cuz he paid "so" much for it, so muz eat more. And me saying to skip lunch so tt dinner can eat more. =D.

While looking around, i came to some conclusions... China elderly are vv fit, and hk elderly are vv frail. Hk girls dress vv much better den girls from other places. (Nop, I'm not referrgint to hung or lily in particular =D). And girls wif short hair "her" style (for my mj ppl to know) / yanru's style during sec sch.. when it can't really be tied up yet (for others =D).. look gd. Nt tt I'm referring to these 2.. but....=D. Seriouslay, they dun look so mature and better. At least from my pt of view.. Girls wif tt hair, wif a certain facial expression will look cool too! THink about it =D.

I saw someone who look vv much like yining from the side view.. Except wif longer hair. Really vv look-a-like. Saw her twice, and the resemblance was confirmed. Once was in the haunted adventure thingy, another's while walking about..

And I've been thinking of her un-constantly.. It's not constantly.. but wif gaps.. so un-constantly.... It's wan to msg but dun wan to msg tt kind. But at least I called her tt night.. So.. Aiya.. I dunno wad I'm saying sia.... I think I'm too tired..

Lastly, I like children!!! Haha! Pretty weird for a guy to say tt huh.. =D

Juz came back from Leyi's hse. Had X'mas dinner and countdown there! Haha! The first time i counted down wif another group of ppl =D.

Me, Chin Poh, Ting Yi, Megan, Yilin, Justin, Alex, Josephine(Alex's girl.. , not 208 one), Huili and her sis, Megala and her sis. That's all I think... We met at 6 den went to Leyi's hse. Hung around watching tv until dinner. Dinner! Dinner was fantastic!!

Dinner. Turkey, ribs, potato salad, mash potato, brocolli wif mushroom, lagsana, pasta. It's damn nice. Esp the ribs! Her mum cooked all of these, except the turkey. It's vv good la. VV VV gd! haha! But she muz have spent quite a bit on everything.. the stuffs are not cheap.

And drinks. it was orange juice. Wif different amounts of whisky added to it. Actually, i dun find a diff to pure orange juice i guess. And it's the first time I've drunk alcohol. It's nth much la. Haha!

After dinner, they watched Lord of the Rings 2! Oh man...................... wad a show.. Haha! It's damn boring. LOTR muz haf an hynotic effect on me. Everytime i watch it, I feel like sleeping. Juz now also. But i still managed to get past the 2hrs plus w/o sleeping. Cuz everyone was talking.. tt kept me sort of occupied. The show ended like 1145. So we dilly dallied, gt our the sparking juices, some glasses and waited till 0000. We wanted to follow the teletext clock but couldn't find the tv remote. So after much frustration, we tuned in to a new channel on scv. and GASP! It was 0001. haha! So we merry-x'mased and yam-senged the juices. Quite loud though. haha!

Talked a bit den went back. We left at 0045. Waited for bus, no bus so took a cab. And reached home. That's for today =).

Ok.. No. I wun let myself me made used of so often in future ever again. Maybe once in a while. But to be made used of to make phone calls? NO. NOT unless i'm fine wif it. =D.

Today is the day! I callde her the first time. Haha! No, I din juz gt her no. I gt it almost a ry ago but it was mostly sms. So I called her today. Talked for 29s. But it's a gd start k!! And we juz ended the msn chat wif "tc!" from her!!!! =)=)=). Haha!!! Okok.. i've overreacting. But still, it's the first time! =)

Anyway, I'll be going to genting until Mon. So.. wun be able to blog until den. See ya................

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Dear Friend

Everybody says...i believe in you

if u trust me to be different

Moments we have shared

I'll never forget

Oh laughters and tears we have had

Take my breath n i'll be with u

I fly to the sky..... retrieve u so high

hold my hand and keep me warm

don't let me be alone

i dun wan to be apart with you.

Lyrics of a song of the show Tiramisu. Rather touching i thought... It's in the background. Lower ur bass and increase ur treble for beter sound quality. =)

Watched National Treasure today. It's a rather nice show. But some parts puzzled me cuz I dun understand their language. Only some.. a vv vv small percentage. =D. But time flew by so fast during the show. Rather interesting I would say. Nxt show I'm going to watch would be Kung Fu Hustle. I think it's going to be a vv nice show. Haha!Anyway, Dreams. Wad are dream? I watched a lot of shows and they all say sth like dreams are wad ur subconsious mind think. I dunno.. I can't be sure also. I've also read about this thing call Astral Travel. It's when ur soul leaves ur body and wander about the world and realms. So wad u see in these so-called dreams are actually pictures of ur astral travelling. The difference is that dreams wun last more den a day in ur memory which astral travels do. And astral travelling also allows u to some what see the future... in a way tt isI've experienced some situations whereby they are so familiar. I think I've "astral-travelled" into the future and experienced it b4.. tt's y. But anyway, this is no the pt here today. The point is... for the past one and a half weeks, I've been dreaming, as in literally dream.. i sleep, dream.. DREAM.., of Louiza for 4 times. It's amazing isn't it. I have no idea why that happened. I'm sure it's a dream.. though i dnu mind if I astral travelled to the future =D. Anyway, I can't rmb the past 3 times, the most recent is today. Well, last night that is. I'll try to recall as much as possible...
We were somewhere wif other ppl. I can't rmb hu. Something ended and we all decided to go home. I offered to send her home. I dunno by how, as in mrt bus or wad.. Den jump scene. We were running. Run run run den suddenly end up IN her hse. No doors or gates or wadsoever. I tink the gates are opened. The thing is her place seems like a pte estate, which in reality, is not. We faced her living room. The lights are on. Her parents and only her elder sis are awake. I looked at sth on the wall.. I think it's a photo of some sort. Her elder sis walked over, said sth about me being a bf and went upstairs to sleep. Note the upstairs.. After tt her parents were suddenly gone too. The TV was off. Some lights were offed. Only some table lamps remained. Now's the weird part.. she suggested washing our shoes. Even weirder, I THOUGHT (How could i have thought of anything at tt time??) if my shoes are wet, how do i go home in wet shoes? Ok nxt jump scene, she was in the toilet, and called me in to wash my shoe. I have absoulutely NO idea about washing shoes. Btw, the toilet floorplan looks like the ground floor toilet of my hse. Anyway, i started to wash my shoes. END. I woke up hearing pzzzzt. The vibration of my hp against the table beside my bed.
Weird dream huh... guess if i din pen this down i will forget it tmr. I've been thinking about it's meaning the whole day. I juz cant figure the shoes part esp. But amazingly, I felt vv happy during the dream. Haha! Some of u should know y i fell happy in reality, BUT in dreams?? Washing shoes? Oh man... haha..
Ok den.. tmr I have sch at 9. Some CCA shit. Sooooo, nite................

The last post was on the 18th. And today's the 22nd. Time flies... 2 months went by juz like tt. From the last day in school with the Whole of my s208 doing OP and touching PW for the one last time, until now.. a few days to X'Mas. I think at the end of the yr, i would write a summary of wad I've done this yr here.....
These few days.. did nth much xcept kicked ball. Sat soccer with some TJC ppl which boosted my morale and confidence on the ball, mon went shopping (I can really shop!! Haha! Juz ask yz on his views =D), and tues kicked ball again with some muds. Wed going to watch National treasure with TY and Amir..
Wad did i REALLY do this whole holiday???!?! Nth much to do wif studies though. I juz wan to free my mind of them now. I want to rest and to chiong all the way nxt yr. And while I'm typing this, I have my Ionic Eq notes infront of me pg 35. Haizzzz..
Anyway, I'm come up wif an analysis. Watching San play is a mind-opener. It opens up ur mind to a lot of things and u can really learn a lot a lot from his style. His is the only one among them cuz of his aggression. I think only i can match tt, ONLY for aggresssion. So I wan to sort of pirate his style =D. And I can;t play under pressure, my heart and brain do not co-ordinate and i end up entangled. I can think properly, my decision making slows down, composure drops. Everything sux!
Okok.. enough of soccer le. It's been a lot a lot of soccer lately. =D. Makes me sound like a soccer freak. A guy wearing round spects with his shirt tucked in and pants pulled up high on the waist carrying a cock soccer ball wearing track shoes. Haha! Tt's MY idea of a soccer nerd. Think deep into my thoughts =D.
Ok, sth different now. I'm lazy but determined. Contradict? Nah... I am vv lazy by nature, but I'm vv determined also! I dun want to laze around so I'm determined to do stuffs. I dun like to procrastinate! I hate it!!!! I can't stand it when ppl do tt. But if wif friends.. there's nth i can do xcept suggest sth. Like those days at Econ....
I'm short and hot-tempered, but I have vv strong self control. I flare up vv easily but no grudges most of the time. BUT... BUT i only flare up with friends i am comfortable wif. That is close and gd friends. Cuz only wif them I can den show my True self w/o restraits by being comfortable. However, wif not so close friends, I can't. Even if someone pisses me of so badly, I would control and ren.... haha! I wun flare up. With the xception of drivers who horn at me when I'm jay-walking when there're like 70m away going at 10m/s. I juz can't stand them. Irritaing and annoying. Sooooo, ball-kicking ppl... smile =). I treat u all as my gd friends tt's y.
However, recently someone said some things. And i gave some thought over it.... Let's juz say tt some of the gd friends i consider think i'm some kind of push over. Well, I'm definately not. I name a few names. Ray Wan Jiv Bit San Vid Raj Yz Jun Vin Loo, in a particular order i do not want to say. Btw, I'm vv vv vv gd to friends. I dun mind spending more money to make ppl happy. Really. Tt's y they think I'm easy to cheat. Nah.. Anyway, they're ranked. I'm vv disappointed at one side. But vv happy at the other side. One side they treat me the way i treat them, vv nice, respectful, joked w/o any harm. Other side treat me like a fool. Cheat me of simple money. Hides behind a fake mask. However!!! At the centre, dun dispair! If i put it in a graph, it would be an exponential graph, so smile =)! It's not tt I dunno they're treating me like a fool, making fun of me with some degree of hypocrisy or even challenging my intellect, I do. I know wad they're doing most of the time. I juz choose to act blur, be blur and juz let them have their fun for that period of time. This Was my idea b4. But now I'm trying to change. Cuz I'm so used to acting blur tt I need some time to bring in my Sec 1 sec 2 character in.. some of them only. After all, my confidence in life skills came from being so called 'lame'. I'm lame to ppl i'm close wif only btw. Raj said he knows a lot of Joels, but of all, I'm the most 'loser'. Ok.. loser. Yea, when i heard it, I laughed it off, make some stupid comments and trying to defend myself stupidly and making them laugh at my so-called stupidity. But no.. NO! I'm doing it in 2 minds. I'm trying to ease the tension, let out some air and at the same time think about wad he really means. This loser thing is true to a certain extent. Cuz I laugh things off and act blur. My friends should know me. Yup, but! Think carefully. Recall Sec 1 and 2. ME. Recall me at that time. Compare with now. Which is "more better" <-- =D, ? I think now. I dunno how my these lame shit came into me, but it did. There was this time when i told my friend I'm retaining. Jun din believe it. Until after like 3 wks. I was touched. But I din show anything. And when a few called me retainee, i felt sad. But I din show anything either. But I chose to advance. One thing is the time factor, other thing is friends factor. This is the first decision in my life tt i made based on my friends. Haizz.....

Do I need someone to talk to at times? I dunno. Maybe.... There was Ray. But he's in NS.

Wad is my character? Think first. Juz tink. Wad do u think they are? Here are some outstanding ones.. Cunning and stubborn. Does the word cunning bother u? I hope not. It's psychology now. Cunning... wad is being cunning? Hmmmm??? I am.

Wad are other characteristics of mine? Soft-hearted, gullible. I'm soft hearted to ppl hu approach me and also gullible. I dunno how to say NO to friends and ppl really in need. However, i am most able to reject sales ppl near MRT interchanges.

It's 2am now.. I muz sleep le. Otherwise I might not be able to cope wif the 1st wk at sch... Maybe I'll continue nxt time. juz.. maybe..

I wan to meet someone kind, helpful, considerate, rather talkative, somewhat a little blur, a little lame, empathetic and sweet..........................................................................................

I have nth to do now.. so i've decided to rate my soccer ability with the help of FM2005. From a scale of 1 -10. And i will be saying hu i think is rated 10 among my friends.

Ability:(mine);(friend's name)

Corners: 7??; We dun take corners often.. so.. dunno. jiv i guess..

Crossing: 7; Bit

Dribbling: 5.5; Bit/Jiv

First Touch: 5; Bit/Andy

Finishing: 2.5; Loo?

Heading: 4.5; Bit/San

Long Shots: Getting better =D. 6.5; Bit/San

Long Throws: 3; Wan

Marking: 7; Wan/San

Passing: 7.5; Andy

Penalty Taking: 6??; Loo??

Set Pieces: 2; Bit/JIv

Tackling: 7; Wan/San/Jiv

Technique: 6.5; Andy

Aggression: 10; San

Anticipation: 4; Bit/San

Bravery: 4; Wan(maybe stupidity)

Composure: 4; Bit

Creativity: 6; Bit/Andy

Decisions: 6; San/Bit

Determination: 9.5; San/Wan

Flair: 2; Jiv

Influence: It depends.. sometimes 8, sometimes 5; San

Off the ball: 6.5; Loo?? I dunno.. n really looked OFF the ball

Positioning: 6.5; Bit/San

Teamwork: 8; Andy??

Work Rate: 9; San/Wan/Jiv

Acceleration: 5; San

Agility: 6.5; Bit

Balance: 7; Loo?

Jumping: 3; Wan

Pace: 5;San

Stamina: 7; San

Strength:7; San

My physical sux. Technical so-so. Mental rather gd =D.

Ok den.. gd nite...

I was juz thinking..

I rmb quite a few yrs back, i cant rmb when.. But i had Chinese tuition. At the end of every lesson, she would tell me to write a diary in Chinese. Juz one entry between lessons would do. Of course at tt time i thought keeping a diary is stupid and useless. But i had to hand up sth. So i wrote down the date, weather and started my entry. All my entries were the lyrics of Chinese songs. I juz copied them down. At the beginning, she laughed at them, but still made an effort to loko thru them and guess wad song. =). And sometimes i eevn copied the words wrongly. Haha! When she left, she gave me a small hard cover note book. She said tt eventually, she hoped tt i would start to keep a diary. As i grow older, i would be able to look back and laugh and cry at my own entries............

Thinking back now, she makes a lot a lot of sense. A blog is somewhat like an E-diary. Sometimes i even look back my my own entries and smile, or get watered eyes. Maybe in a yr or so, when i look at them again, i would laugh at my childishness, attempted maturity or sensibility. =)...

Gan Qing Xian by Tension is a very very nice song!!! It's a pity i cant find the lyrics online. Sad yet happy, happy yet sad.. touching.. =)

I juz finished reading lyn's blog which i stumbled upon.. and it's like i sort of understand and feel what she's saying. Esp the October posts.. it's like.. erm.. i know wad's she feeling and feel a little of tt. I've never been in a position like her's but i dunno y i can feel this way... Anyway, after finishing it, some things began to open up..

Sometimes i feel that i dun think the same way as most guys do. Guys as in pural of guy. I think of more stupid stuffs and also more emotional stuffs. For the stupid stuffs part, i guess my friends would know it.. I can come up wif the silliest of ideas and words to really "piss" ppl off. Not tt others cant come up wif wad i think, but while others think rationally first, i think "silly" first. For the emotional part.. when certain things happen, guys and girls will have different views and thoughts on it. A simple discovery would be tt guys would give logical opinions first b4 everything else while the girls would doing everything else like conforting/consoling and saying the nicest and heart-warming stuffs b4 giving logical answers. For me, recently during tt day me jun and vin ate at seoul, when "tt" happened, the guys were like bo chup and dun care and like since it's over it's over, nth u can do, let them settle themself. Xcept the only girl, who was the totally opp; help them do sth, i'm not feeling gd like tt, there's sth we can do, empathy. At tt time, i was feeling the latter and not the former. Maybe i'm XXY. Who knows. But it can't be. Hmmmm.. my brain works in a duo-gender way... Tt's juz one eg. When things happen, i do all the Cs b4 the Ls.. most of the time..

X'mas is near!! in 2 wks time

But sch's starting!! in 3 wks time.

I need to go xmas shopping soon. haha! Yup, xmas shopping. I promised TY a gift and i muz get it. Maybe a gift for Louiza also. haha..

Gd nite.........

Before Thursday, warcraft 2: Tides of Darkness was the only warcraft game i've played. After Thursday, i've played WC3: Frozen Throne. But i still dunno how to play the 'real' game. Cuz i only played the hero one. U juz chiong and be hum zi. I used to think tt it's a time waster and money waster, but no. It's quite fun. Like today.. the brown bear and white bear =D. And yst, the koping ppl's ppl =D. At least there's a variation from CS now. Not everytime CS. Play also a bit sian. Haha..........

Tmr morn kicking ball. So far so gd................................

Look at the chatter box! Tingyi reminded me 'politely' tt she wished me too. Ok den.. so it's 9 greetings this yr. Add hers somewhere in the middle. I vaguely rmb cuz she was saying about me being cute =D. Haha! <--- i know tt will bring in some comments, but..... haha!

Anyway, wif tt out of the way, i have been staying at home these few days doing some math. =D. Guai huh.. haha! I could go out these 2 days.. but din i guess. Cuz on mon, raj called me a little last min. And on tues, raj called me at abuot 12 but my phone was on silent and din see his call till about 3plus.. So now, i've reactivated my divert. At least i would get a ring on my hse phone if i miss my hp.....

Today is my BIRTHDAY!! Haha!! This yr.. nth much. I ate, as in really ate, for 4 days in a row!! Tt's a lot k. Thurs Seoul. Fri Seoul. Sat and Sun wif family at restaurants eat. Eat a lot sia. Now, shut up vin!

I gt the most greetings this yr =D. And i'm proud of the number. Greetings from the usual ppl i dun say cuz it's not worth saying. Hehe =D. i gt about 8 greetings this yr. My most!!

First from lyn sometime after MN. Den while i was sleeping, chungchi msged me at 5plus AM, wonder wad he doing at tt time =D, den Louiza msged me sometime after 1 PM. Ray and Xena chipped in at 3plus though. Followed by Clare at 8 PM. And hung about 9. After tt i came back and went onto Friendster and saw Anthony's greeting! Most of these i din expect. But some i hoped din come in. Well, there's still 10min more.. Haha! I'm living in a world of self-denial and delusions =D.

Today is the 3rd of December. But it's the 4th of December technically. However, it can still be considered as 3rd of December by layman terms. Anyway, today is the 3rd of December.

Me Jun and Vin ate at TM Seoul Garden for 4 hrs and raj came at about the 3rd hour to eat for free.... Indians... =D

Yup, after 4 hrs of eating and eating and more eating, we went to meet san. He juz came back from Cambodia today. We thought he'll be coming back at 9plus cuz tt's the only flight from Phnom Penn. But he came from some part of Thailand. The irony.. haha!!

Fragged, talked cock at the Tampines talk cock hang out, met the girls, talked a bit, den wan and joce joined the 4 of us and went back to the same talk cock hangout to talk cock. It was fun talking cock =).

Juz reached home.. of course i bathed first la.. Yup.. so tt's for today....

Btw, i have the same birthday as Thaksin

All of a sudden, from out of nowhere came this surprising, mind-wrecking and sudden news. The school is giving me a chance to advance to J2. The down pt is, i cannot go back to j1 once i've gone up. And i have until tmr noon to decide. Wad short notice!! Haizzz, now muz think carefully to advance or repeat. I think i'll choose advance, but i have to work triply hard. maybe quadruply............................

Juz came back home from Seould Garden wif ty amir and cp. Spent 3 hrs there. And my kiasu-ism of taking a whole tray of prawns surprised and humoured them. Haha! But we went home early after tt, sad huh.. Go out juz to eat. Cp and amir wanted to go home though.. bu my and ty did not. But in the end all went home, unless i went on a date wif ty.. Haha..

Tmr's Seoul Garden again i think.. wif the usual ppl la.. Btw, my Birthday is on the 5th of this mth. FIFTH DECEMBER IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

It's been quite some time since i blogged huh.. last time was like last Tues. I've been rather busy lately. I went to Johor on Thurs wif my family.. went there to shop. And i bought some clothes and Sim2. Den after i came back home at night abuot 10, i rushed off to a chalet.
The chalet's for my sec sch friends at Costa Sands Pasir Ris. That is a screwed up place for a chalet and a real waste of money. But if it's a get-together for friends, it's worth it. Me vid jun wan raj jiv vin yz stayed over. But my wy loo lyn yr joce hung jo all came by. It's sth like a 2e1 gathering wif some others.. Haha..
But wad we did there was rather limited. We din even have a bbq! So dinner was pizza.. and at night PS2 kept us occupied. The chalet was rather small scale i guess.. nth much. But we went to watched Shutter on Fri night. It's the 2nd time i watched it and it is more of a comedy to me. I was laughing like half the show. haha! Ask lyn or my =D.
So we checked out at 1030 on Sat. At check-out, ther was only me vin and jun. The rest all disappeared while i was sleeping. I returned home den and played Sims2! It's a nice game. But i miss CM and would want to get CM 04-05 asap!!
Oh ya.. i spent the Fri aft wif ty cp and amir at amir's place. We played PS1, scrabble and watched Pirates of the Carribean. And took some photos too!
These are the photos i juz developed.. =D


Taken a damn long time ago b4 Ray went NS. Some sort of a farewell for him..


They are my friends!!! Noticed San superimposed?? =D


I juz felt i looked gd here =D. But as usual, i dun look gd after being scanned..


Sentosa outing wif 04S208...


Going back after the outing.. in the MRT. I'm thinking racist... =D. Haha!!

Have u all watched Shutter? Keep a lookout in these pics! Haha! =D. At Amir's hse..



The effects here were NOT planned..


This was planned though.. Noticed it?

I watched Incredibles today!! It's damn cock. But it's a nice show, wif a nice story line. It's worth every single cent!

A lot happened today. But yet at the same time vv little happened today. Contradicting? Nop!

Went out to meet jun bit and his zhar bo. But they 2 went of for some time alone. So me and jun went to get the tics for the 715 show at 440. And we had to burn the 2+++hrs. Sian sia... We walked and walked and walked and walked about aimlessly. Finally it's time. FINALLY!!! Haha! (Shut Up Vin!!!!)

After tt went to kfc to eat and tok cock. I din eat, so i went to meet elaine. It's damn hard trying to meet her sia. Changed venue 3 times. But it's all somewhere in TM, so it's quite ok. I passed her her present den went back to kfc to tok cock.

After tt on the way home i met louiza and her friends...

A lot happened today rite? Nop? I dunno. Maybe. The irony... <-- it rhymes!! =D

Tmr kicking ball in the morning at bedok den going to meet ty and amir to watch shutter. Think a lot's going to happen.. And i'm sure i'll meet some mj friends in tampines also.. it always happens..
Gd nite.............

3 wks juz passed by like tt.. how time flies... Another wk and it's Dec. Den it's January. The start of a whole new year. Making new friends in school and spending a year studying for sth..

These 3 wks, surprisingly, were not at all boring for me. I spent almost everyday doing sth and not lazing my life away. Though mainly fun, we rest to cover a greater distance =D. While some others went to school for extra lectures, i din. Not tt i was ponning lectures but i need not attend them. Afterall i still have next year if i want.

These few days i went out alternating with my mj ppl or wif my sec sch friends. But the sad thing is.. I'm sick! and not feeling well. I had the flu and it kept me out of a soccer game wif my friends. And both my ears are blocked with ear wax!! It's damn irritating not being able to hear thins properly. Luckily now my flu has 90% subsided. And i've regained abuot 80% of my right ear. But my left ear is like 95% blocked. I muz continue aplying some ear drops to it. Haizzzz.. it's damn irritaing!!!!!

Lake Kenyir.... the first foreign place i went without my parents and with my friends. It was not a sch outing, but it's a sch-based trip. We went there our HSC. So.. there're rules and they're not set by us but by the teachers.

Ms Tay, Mr Tan, Mr Lim, Ms Goh. 3E2, 2T1, 3N2 (i think). qi jie, teck teng, kegan, li mian, yonatan, zhiyi, yonglin, leanne, grace, shihui, yining, vin, me. The so many of us (i lazy count) went to Lake Kenyir / Kuantan for this nature trip.

I shall quote vin's speechn as much as possible.. Ahem. "I realised the classes work well together but as individuals and not as a whole. We learnt certain things like yona, rmb not to get ur ass in first in everything you do. And Joel, if u wan to shit, first make sure the toilet bowl can be flushed. The food was good, the waterfalls were fun. But not the toilets, u can't even pee w/o getting insects flying over you." There's more i think.. but i can't rmb it at this time.

1st star: On the way to Lake Kenyir from dunno where via boat. The boat ride was cooling and refreshing. Esp after the night in the coach. The wind slaps as ur face. If Chungchi went, he confirm would be kaobei kaobu-ing about the wind that spoils his hair. Haha!

2nd star: water falls trek. We trekked through 3 or 4 waterfalls i think. Each was a new experience. A pity i din and dun take nature shots. So i dun really have pics of the waterfalls. I rmbed the first waterfall, i was trekking like i'm marching. my thighs went up 90degrees before i stomp down for my nxt step. Why? Cuz i was afraid of leeches. It's pretty stupid i tell u. Haha! So cuz of tt, i din tiok a single leech throughout my Lake Kenyir trip. Siong huh..

3rd star: canoeing competition. We had a competition. In fact 2. 3E2 vs 2T1 & the chapalang competition. We lost the former cuz of yonatan hu tried to get his ass in first. Haha!! Watch the video!! For the latter, vin won the whole race. Followed by Mr Tan. Cuz from the start he and kegan pakat to push Mr Tan's canoe backwards and off course. Den Kegan sacrificed and blocked everyone's way giving vin a headstart. So in the end he won by like 20s or so. And yining was screaming her head off throughout. Watch the video!!

4th star: Night boat ride. We took a night boat ride around Lake Kenyir. I was supposed to be paired with vin. But vin, knowing vin, wanted to pair wif sh. But sh was paired wif ning. So swopped and i paired wif ning for the ride. The ride was a whole new experience. Really! U go on a boat ride at night when u can hardly see around u except for the range of a torch u are carrying, with gd and close friends, keeping silent and hearing nature, with the cool night breeze slapping and u once more. That feeling left a great impact in me. Each time in spore when i feel cool nite breeze, i'l think of the boat ride.............

5th star: The walk through the river upstream. A small group of us walked upstream to some "island". Rather fun. We made " HSCS 3E2'02 was here" on the ground which was full of small stone and sand.

6th star: The food was great! Really tasty. Rather unexpected for a place without any source of treated water and direct electricity, only a generator. The guides were friendly people. I gave a tip of 5 or 10 RM i think..

7th star: Shopping at shoping centre at Kuantan. I spent like 300 sing there. When i came back, i realised i bought lots of stuff whcih are the same price here in singspore. Waste my time only. The only thing which i brought back from the trip which is meaningful are the photos and a rock. I gt the rock from the "island". It's rather big, and the "island" smell is still on it.

1st boo: The toilets, i'm afraid of flying six-legged creatures. So in the toilet at Kenyir, i only peed. I din shit there. For 3 days, 3 nights. I waited for the 4th day when we went to Kuantan hotel den i shit. Ok.. here's the nice part. I shit, the the toilet bowl gt stuck. I flushed a few times but the stuff wouldn't go down. So the bowl was filled to the brim with a mixture of shit and water; shit water. The whole room stank after tt. So we all switched room and ended up 5 person sharing a hotel room. We din report the stuck. So i guess after we checked out the cleaner muz be furious. =D.

That's my first overseas trip for you. I think after tt trip i become more out spoken, more kiap pa to weird strangers cuz of my tone and i'm absorbed some of the msia heritage... I've become a little more slow. =D. Did i say i'm not a racist?

I'm sort of an English idiom and phrase inventor. I invented "a smile of disgust", " signs of security", " wind slapping you". Pretty interesting huh. I came up with those unwillingly and instantaneously.

I can't wait for later. I'm going out wif some friends from 208. Miss them! Din see them for quite some time le.. But nxt yr i'll miss them even more. Cuz they've been promoted. But partings are part and parcel of life and i have to learn to live with it. <-- philosophical huh.. =D.

These few days have been really busy.. Except for today. When i actually could continue to lie on my bed after i woke up.
Mon and Tues, i went to sch straight after i woke up for PW. Note that i woke up later den the meeting time. So had to show some sense of urgency to get there to do PW. Which fortunately ends on wed. After Wed, we can't do PW anymore cuz it has to be handed in le!!
And for Wed.. i also went to sch for PW. Last day.. so muz go and settle everything. I thought it will take like 1 hr plus nia so i went to sch at 2. Hoping tt it will finish by 230. Cuz i gt soccer at 4. In the end, PW dragged till 510 i think. And vin called to rush me from 4 to 510. But i would feel very guilty if i walekd out on my PW group at abuot 430 when they were rushing through the GPF. So i stayed.... until 510. Den they let me off. Cuz it's juz pagination and there's nth i can do to help cuz they dun like my handwriting. So i took a cab home, change, take ball, and rushed to the bb court. Wah.. they were sleeping when i gt there. Felt guilty about it cuz i was the on wif the ball and they could not start playing unless i was there. Ok.. so wad to do? Buy everyone drink. I carried 10 1.5litre water for like 200m. It's gd practice for pull-up though.
During kicking balls, i dunno wad vid is thinking. But he whacked a ball from an angle of 20degree from the goal post , missed the post and the ball flew and hit a window with a loud bom. And the owner starting screaming and cursing. Wad de hell rite.. haha! So we sneaked around to the other side and kicked a bit more. Den after tt they went to eat, i went home to eat. And we met at hung's hse. And played monopoly throughout the night. Haha! Reminisce our childhood. Played till abuot 5am den we stop. Slacked a bit b4 leaving at 530. We back home.
It's Thursday now btw. I slept till about 250 den woke up to go to the toilet. Going back to bed, vid called to play pool. So.. ok. Go play pool. So went play pool with the usual. plus joce and lyn. After tt went bk eat. Den went to town park.
Town park... the legendary place. We hung around and talked a lot. Cock and non-cock. And we caught up wif each other quite a bit. I can't say the content, otherwise the whole world would know.
We talked from like 9 to 1130. Den went to 24hr to eat, again!, and talked a bit more. Den went back home.
Now.. it's today. Friday. Later kicking ball again. haha! The weather seems fine. IF it does not rain. Hopefully. Pls. =D.

The birthdays are all piling in. 3 days ago was san's. Den yst was bit. Today's hy's. All within one wk. Last this time i would be broke cuz of present buying. But not this year, cuz i din buy any gifts.
I bought gifts for almost everyone i know last year. Spent like $200 on gifts. Oh man.. Am i mad? Maybe.. I bought gifts cuz i thought that tt'll be the last yr we meet after we grad from hsc. But i realised i'm wrong. I'm still vv much in contact with them. Unlike in sec 1 when i lost contact with everyone in pri sch.
Let me recall was i gt for hu.... i hope i rmb correctly..
Lyn: a bracelet
Hung: a necklace (i'm not sure)
Yi Ning: 2 big display sets of screwed up figurines which i think totally cheated me
Shi Hui: Musical Box
Leanne: some soft toy
Jing yi: some soft toy
Sheryl: Big pillow with design
Elaine: key chains with some carvings (long long long story...........)
Chuon Hong: chocolate
Raj: a tee-shirt
Jun: Some pants
San: Henry shirt
Bit: Raul shirt
Ray: Ball wif greetings from us
Vid: A car figure.. muz fix himself and vv realistic
these are all that i can rmb.. i can't rmb anymore. Maybe there isn't any but.. haha..
Know wad i gt back for my bday? It's pretty depressing i would say.. 4 things over the yrs.
From lyn and hung: a cup. Nice one!!
From Sheryl Elaine Mic CH: a bottle with stars and scent. Nice one also!
From Shi Hui: a lamp, with some meaning wif it..
From Jingyi and friends: some X'mas cane sweet
Pretty pathetic huh.. none from the "usual". But i'm juz too nice a guy to feel uneasy. In fact, i feel great when i give.. even when i get nth in return! haha...
I rmb 2 yrs ago.. i bought a big stuffed dog, folded 333 stars and pasted them on 3 big stars with 111 stars each, folded 10 more stars with a msg inside, folded about 30+ plasted hearts and printed a shirt for Sheila with Elaine's fav drawing for Elaine. It's damn stupid thinking back now.. Haha! I muz look like Santa carrying a big red plastic bag from Pasir Ris to Tampines. Haha.. those were the times. Secondary sch. Joce to Elaine to Ning back to Elaine... Ya, vin qus a lot about Elaine.. but she's cute.. wad to do.. haha! She's a nice person. By now, i wan to say: SHUT UP VIN!!! Screw Ben after wad he's done. And once again, SHUT UP VIN!!!
My bday is coming soon.. i hope i get sth for my bday this yr. Really hope...
I'm an animal-lover. That's why i hope to be able to be a volunteer with SPCA. with Elaine. But tt's no the pt. I always wanted to have a pet dog. NOT a poodle. I dunno the name but i call it the old-man dog. Haha! My bro wud know wad i'm taking about. Cuz my mum brought home one b4. It was her friends and it's like stay for a few days. Yea..
Where's Sheila now? now tt her owener's in Taiwan? Hmmmm...
Lastly, SCREW PW. I'm not going touch PW again!

Today's chi A level. Yup! A-level! My first A-level Exam of my life. Tt's besides the oral and listening comprehension. Erm.. it was ok la.. same as other chi papers. Dun understand half of it, skipped the han zi part. But the compo qus were tricky. Esp this one "knowledge is stength". How am i going to write a chinese compo on tt rite.. haha! So decided on a doctor one and kop as scene from a Mediacorp drama.. Shhhhhhh....

San told me tt he'll be back by the 27/11. Cuz of Jay's concert. Haha! Ya.. and i hope tt we can have our game aginst Victoria Sec batch 2000. That is OUR batch. Hope can win them la. So these few wks practising loh. Practise our skills and telepathy. =D.

Tmr gt game at Bedok in the morning. For the past 3 wks it has been like a weekly thing. Cuz all the cabodians and thais went back so Fri nite not enuogh ppl. So we Singaporeans play during Sat morning. The good thing is!! that this is the month of Ramadan! Tt means the muds get to rest and not play soccer wif us. Playing with chinese ppl boost our morale. Not tt chi are no gd. but... haha! The only mud hu's so mad is wan. He's MAD. Fast still dun care and kick ball wif us like nv fast like tt sia. Haha!
LOU___

I juz came back from soccer.. and I’ve scored 2 goals!! Haha.. Yeah, I’m going on to rattle about them here.
The first one was from a free kick. No, I did not curl the ball past any wall. But bit tapped it from me and I blasted it past wan with a little help from vin.
The second is from open play against some outsiders. I gt the ball from wan somewhere in my own half near the half-way line. I took it down, not nicely. Almost missed controlled it. But when I thought the ball was going away from me, I hit it down and it bounced surprising the defender. With the ball under my control, I used the outside of my right foot to pull it away from the defender towards the right. I forced myself in between the ball and the defender and found lots of space. I looked towards the goal and shot. The rest is history. The pile driver flew past the keeper into the goal at the near post scraping the woodwork.
I’m tired now.. so gtg sleep le.. Noonz! =D

I’m happy. But not really happy.
I’m unhappy. But not really unhappy.
I’m tired. But not really tired.
I’m discombobulated. But not really discombobulated.
I know wad I wan. But I’m unsure of wad I wan.
I dunno wad I wan. But I know I wan sth.
I wan to have fun. But not too fun a fun.
I dun wan to have fun. But I long for fun.
I wan to do things with friends. But not too many things.
I dun wan to do things wif friends. But I want to preoccupy my time wif them.
I wan to go out wif the usual. But not too far away.
I dun wan to go out wif the usual. But I feel alone otherwise.
I wan to turn time back. But not too much.
I dun wan to turn back time. But there are things I lost the chance to do.
I wan to promote. But I worry for my As.
I dun wan to promote. But I worry for my time.
I think Elaine’s cute. But she’s also blur but fun, but others think otherwise.
I dun think Elaine’s cute. But she is cute.
I wan to play soccer tmr. But I dun have enough ppl to be shiok.
I dun wan to play soccer tmr. But I wan to exercise and be wif them.
I wan to say I’m fond of you. But I have no courage and strength.
I dun wan to say I’m fond of you. But I’ll regret in future.
I wan to know how you feel. But I’m afraid the truth hurts.
I dun wan to know how u feel. But I need to know it for my courage to rise.
I wan to study a lot. But tt’ll make me a nerd wif white hair.
I dun wan to study so much. But I wan to earn a lot in future.
I’m looking forward to Sunday’s class outing to Sentosa. But I’m afraid I’ll be quite alone.
I’m not looking forward to Sunday’s class outing to Sentosa. But I wan to join my class on their outing.
I wan to sleep now. But it’s a bit too early to start sleeping on a Friday.
I dun wan to sleep now. But I’ll be too tired tmr w/o sleeping early.

There are so many things that I am for, but there are also against points. Den wad’s the pt of it all? I dunno.. Sometimes we go wif the for points, sometimes wif the against points. But sometimes, we take a bit of both also. I dunno wad I’m typing now. So if u dun understand me, I dun understand myself either.

I juz had the parent-teacher dialogue meeting. And yup.. the truth is out and confirmed. As mentioned by the teacher, it is strongly advised, encouraged and decided that it is best i retake my year 1. In other words, i can't promote. It's amazing and surprising how i am not shattered by this and in fact the same jovial me. Dunno y? Haha..

Yup, so now i have to make a decision. To carry on, or to go to poly. But it is encouraged and i personally believe that poly life is better for me. The learning is more suited to me style. So.... i'm going to ask vid and lyn adbout their Biomedical Informatics and Engineering and Biomedical Science respectively. Soon!

If i go.. i'll definitely miss MJC. But maybe i would join in the June intake for the course. And still can be in MJC until like may and would still be able to be an OGL again for the 2nd O nxt yr. It's all my imagination la.. but it might be like tt. Very likely. So... either mjc, or tp. Most prob tp. Though i like jc style. But still, TP most prob. =)

While walking from one home to the other juz now, I thought.. Am I very optimistic or juz immature? I can forget almost all of the unhappy stuff that happened to me after a good night’s sleep. The next day I would be the same old me.. Cheerful I guess.. Sometimes I may be unrealistic; but I’m an optimistic person. I do not think of the “not good” things that would happen but only the good things. But is this immature behavior? Not being pragmatic about the things going around u and only thinking about the good times…
I should be getting back my results tmr. I’ll den confirm my promotional status. Whether I go up, or stay here. And the only thought I have is I’ll promote. But tt will need a miracle. To be pragmatic, I know I wun go up. But if I stay here, I dunno if it’ll help in the end cuz maybe poly life is better for me. Or maybe MJC is setting the standard too high such tt I dun understand wad’s taught. I still have one day to not worry about this… one more day.. and I would have to think about these le, and be pragmatic and not so optimistic; unless a miracle happens. In case I leave, I’ll miss MJC and the ppl =’.
Some people set goals for themselves, some have dreams, some follow their parents’ wishes and expectations and some do wad their friends so. For me, I’m not any one of those. I have no personal targets and my parents dun do tt, and my friends.. I’m not those kind. So I have nothing to push myself forward to. Even during Os, I dun have a target.. and was juz aiming to do well for MJC. Maybe tt’s a target.. I dunno…………..

There is a flying beetle knocking and clicking on my window now. Lunkily i am in the confines of my room with my windows shut tight (i hope) in the comfort of air-con. But the soud of it clicking on the glass irritates, annoys and fears me. I fear tt it will find a way into my room thru a small little creak somewhere on the window. I can't stand beetle.. flying ones esp. But are there any beetles which don't fly? And i can't stand cockroaches too.. whether they fly or not. If i stay on the 20th storey and the lift has one inside, i'll run upstairs. I can't stand flying six-legged miniature life-threatening monsters around me. They suck.

Got back the results this wk. Not exactly results la.. but the promo papers. I know all my marks. Haizzzz.. Start with maths.. my best among the 3 subjects. I gt back the paper.. and gt 38. Oh.. ok.. 38.. AO. Ya, AO. I was expecting AO after the paper.. but b4 the paper was expecting C. Ok, so add up.. overall AO. So 1 AO done.

Next, Bio. Gt 41 for promo paper. F. An F. For Bio. Oh man......... my A1 is luck one meh.. No wad. I personally dun think i deserved a F for the paper. I piah like 70% for the paper. Was expecting at least a D or E. Den come out kana F. Wad de hell.. i studied more den Os for this Bio paper. Die la.. was counting on it for an A. Ok.. but overall AO. So 2 AOs. Actually, i was expecting my bio and maths for an overall A level pass. But.. haizz

Now is Chem. My best subject. Yea, right. I nv did well in Chem. Never found a real interest in Chem my entire Chem life. And my foundation in Sec sch is damn weak. The same as the others in my class.. all find chem a struggle. I was expecting AO b4 the paper. After the paper.. i resigned myself to high F. But come back, gt 31. Wad right.. 31. Some ppl mcq alone win me liao. Haizzz. So overall F.

GP passed la. =P. Chi, not impt. So overall GP pass. But got 2O1F. OOF. Can i get thru? Dunno... I worry for my hsc 4e2 ppl in mjc also. We're all not doing well.

But despite the results, i signed up for OGL! If, and miraculously hopefully and luckily with some bribery, i can go J2 and be an OGL. Reggie! =)

It's Fri. I'm tired, but not cuz of sch cuz this wk is a 2 day wk for me. Anyway, today being Fri has no link iwf me being tired now..

Today is MJC's open hse. Well, if u missed it, i wun say it's ur loss. Cuz there's nth much. It's like a fun fair today. And all the plus pts are shown, but not the negative ones. No, i'm not those sort of ppl hu like to say bad things about the school. For eg like odac and canoeing, they show all the fun things but nv say anything abuot the PT being damn cham. Not tt i have any things against these 2, but still, i feel like sometimes we have to be more honest. Ok, but tt's not the pt.

I did pa duties and tour guiding today. Tt's y i'm tired. Way b4 the things started, i was busy setting up all the shit pa stuff. Den do do do do do, lay wires here and there liao, nth to do but to wait for the event to start. No, i did not rest. I wanted to rest. But i had more impt things to do. Which is to pay the remaining tic money for my class and collect the tics and pass it to them. So.... i calls mr yeow and asked him how shld i pass the $$ to him. But he said go office and ask the office ppl. So i went and ask the office ppl. Den the clerk referred me to a lady in the office. Den the lady said tt she is not the one collecting the money. Ok.......... den hu is it? So i ran all over the sch to find jos (no, ran as in figuratively), my assistant cg rep. Den find her liao, she also dunno yst she pass the money to which teacher. So i went back to the office lady and ask her to contact the teacher ic for me. So she did. And i spoke to this ms choo in the office when she was juz outside the office. So fine, i went out to look for her adn she referred me to another teacher and called the teacher on her cellphone for me. At the same time i received a phone call from a ms chen. And ms chen asked for my class's money. And at the same time ms choo is calling ms chen in front of me. How confusing the teachers can be. Ya, after this long grandmother story, finally i settled the money thing and i gt the coupons, and i ran about distributing the coupons.

Btw, talking abuot confusion in sch. There was this time i went to sch but my CT did not see me and marked my attendance as missing. During the same day, i had this MMC meeting in the GO. And in the middle of the meeting, i received a phone call from the office asking my for my whereabouts. And so, i told her i'm in the office, looked around, spotted a lady using an office phone, and said i'm behind u. She turned and looked at me. Yea.. this is how confusing the sch staff can be.

Back to open hse. After the pa and my class stuff, i did my tour guide thingy. I took 3 grp all tgt. 1st was some guys from AHS i think. They were rather "kept to themselves" and i felt bored. Luckily it ended in like 20min. Den nxt was some tkss girls. This was rather "wake me up". Not tt they're girls but they kept talking to me and did not "keep to themselves". But sadly, this nice grp had to go to LT4 for the P's speech. So, this shrot tour lasted like 10min and only for one destination. The last grp.... a grp of girls from SAC. This is THE group. I kept with them for 2.5hrs. Haha! Yup! 2.5hrs in MJC walking around. Cuz they tired the games and the things the diff clubs and societies did. So, it lasted quite long. They did not totally "keep to themselves" also. So, it was rather fun. At about 2hrs like tt, a girl from my 3rd grp wanted to go home first and i brought her to the gate. While walking past the tour guide booth, i saw HER her turn. I dunno wad it means or it is coincidental.

And in msn and sms she's so so so so so diff from real life. In msn, she would msg me first. Sometimes right after i sign in. Den sms she msged me like 2plus yst nite asking about sch. Haha.. Yea.. It's confusing. Things are so confusing. She's pretending not to notice me also. Think it's cuz of her friends. Cuz i see her friends near her i also dare not go near..Haha.. they say a lot sia. Like today, i was resting at my pa unit den she and her friends walk past. Her friends sort of like attracted my attention and i dun know y but started 'um jio'-ing. Den they laughed. Pretty weird huh.. haha...

Before anything, i juz want to tell everyone out there. NEVER get wireless even if someone pays u for it. It sucks!!!! U get no signal or disconnected for no bladdy reason! It's damn irritating.. Imagine d/ling sth big, den u kana no signal dne muz red/l all over again. Sian rite.. so NEVER EVER get wireless!
Ok.. so with that out of the way, i juz came back from the soccer match today! Haha!! We won them 7-3 i think. We lost coutn of the goals =D. Hai Sing Catholic Grads 2003 VS Anglican High Grad 2003. We won them by a big margin. Yea, that's not saying much does it? Or it does?? haha!
Goal galore! 1st half... Louis opened the scoring. Followed by Raj.. <-- this i MUZ explain. Nxt para!! Den san i think. Den they came back by Chung Chi den an own goal by wan. God knows wad he's doing shooting at our keeper. 2nd half.. we scored one from a free kick by a cambodian. Den louis, rajiv and one more dunno hu cuz it was vv dark at tt time. Can't see. Their last goal was also by Chung Chi. From a corner! From a corner!! wad de hell.. wad kind of defending did we have. He had a clear head on goal. Now the 1st goal conceded.. some bugger fouled me and made my roll on the floor injuring my arm and hitting my head before crossing to Chung Chi to tap in. Next, a clearance gone wrong and the malay shot it at our keeper hu was using the phone. Haha!
Ok, now...... for the Raj's goal. Nice play. Nice build up. Nice team work. (By this juncture u should have guessed that i played a part in it) I rushed for a ball deep inside my half. I raced towards the loose ball by wan. At somewhere near the middle of the field, i gt the ball and passed it back to wan hu was tightly surrounded by 2 buggers. So i ran forward expecting the return ball. Wan understood me (by playing often to improve understanding), and flicked the ball high up towards me. However, his ball was a little bit too strong and a bugger from MJC reached there about half a second before me. So he gt the ball. But he dilly-dallied a little and i managed to steal the ball away from him and started to rush forward. With him at my tail i went further upfield and looked up. I dunno hu's in the box bu saw blue shirts. So i crossed. As i was crossing, someone came from behind and attempted to steal the ball away from me, however, the he was too slow and i had already corssed the ball. He did prevent me from passing a perfect ball though. But still, i crossed the ball in. The ball curled and swerved into the ball. Some bugger attempted to intercept it but gt it all wrong and raj took advantage of the situation to steer the ball into the bottom right hand corner of the net. The build up was all from the right flank. Wonderful play! Haha!!!! =D
Ya, my team won chungchi's team.. Given the fact tt we had raj, vid, bit and loo not touching the ball for sometime. The longest was raj whose last touch was like 4,5 mths ago. And we did not have Raymond. This made David play out out of his fav position of LB, although we changed it during the 2nd half. With ray our attack would be stronger. The defence might be stronger too! This is one of the better matches i've played cuz i did tt assist. Haha! Usually i juz anyhow play. But hey, i improved since the last time we played as a team in hsc. Oh ya.. did i mention tt we did not play as a team for like one year?? So.. tt's how strong our team is.. Haha!
It was such fun! Not the match only but the clicking up wif the "friends of ur teenage life"! haha! =D. =)

Ok.. let's talk about yesterday.......
Went out, met jun and vin in tam at 1240. Den met raj somewhere after playing an indian hide-and-seek game. So the 4 of us. We met vid somewhere up to kenny rogers. But it was closed for renovation. So we went all the way down. Stood at the lobby for awhile before i gt cheated by them. So we went to billy bombers to eat. I paid the GST, service taxes and the drinks for the 4 of them. And including my own meal, tallies to at least $40.
Den we MRTed to queensway. Time flew by. Really! it's amazing how fast time past when u're crapping wif ur friends on the mrt. After tt we debated whether to take a cab or a bus. And we took a cab to queentown shopping centre. Paid by jun. and $0.40 from me. Cuz i dun wan the coins. We walked about and found a place to make jersey. Rather cheap. I bargained $1 from tt buggger and we gt $40 per set. And so, wrote out the name and nos. I almost put MOL as my name. But i changed it to JOEL. Sounded better. =D. Number is of course 2. Yup, den vin vid and i bought shoes.
After tt we took a Merc cab for a trip around Spore, figuratively. We took a cab, told the bugger St Wilfrid. Near Kallang tennis centre. So we reached kallang, and he doesnt know the place. So i called san and ask. Den the shocked all of us saying tt the place close liao. It was about 615 den. Ok, fine, so we returned back home. On the way, we decided to watch Jacky Chan's show. So we detoured to CS. Reached there and the price was like we went from Tuas to Pasir Ris. And i paid the whole $20 with vid completing the $0.50.The show was gd. Action and action and more action. Some parts were hilarious!!
Ok, after then show, went to BK. But met rajiv and joce on the way. So met up wif them. Talked a bit den went home. Pretty much for a day. And i watched Beckham's goal. Fantastic. Not tt i'm his fan, but fantastic.
And i have one big problem now. I have gt the people, the time and the jerseys for Tues' match against AHS. But, no place!! NO PLACE! I need a place to kick ball. But dunno where to book. Tmr i'm going aroudn Spore to find out.....

Thinking back to yst.. i think i'm mad! Woke up like 745 in the morning when i slept at like 1plus the previous night. And it's a after-promo holday!! I woke up, rushed thru my morning "rituals" and took a cab to sch to so tt i wun be too late from the meeting time of 8. In the end, i reached at 810 and i was the earliest one.. Shit. Anyway, played tennis wif chinpoh amir sengkim. Until about 12. While playing tennis 2 soccer balls fell from the sky. Ya and i was the one who kicked it both out of the place to the basketball court. The walls are high though. So a little bit of technique is required. =D
After tennis, i rushed home once again in a cab, bathed den rushed to take a mrt to tam to meet up wif chinpoh amir sengkim akrab and cassandra at kfc at tam. Bought 2 family meals and we finished them. Already tired from the tennis playing, i watched Exorcist wif them. The show is not tt scary.. felt ju-on was worse. After the show, walked about aimlessly den fragged for like 40 mins or so while waiting for akrab to come. He came, took over me, and i rushed to take a cab back home to change for my soccer game. Yes, soccer game.. to play in it.
Took a bus to the usual place den met up wif another grp of friends to kick about. Tt time i wad damn tired and couldnt think properly le. but nvm, still play. Performance sucks. As we all know, performance is inversely proportional to the level of tiredness. Until abuot 10.. den we zao. I took a cab home (again) cuz i was too tired.
From 8 to 10, i'm been out. It's damn tiring. But hu cares.. it's after prmos (screw it). I only managed to finally sit down on my com at 12plus.. AM. Yea, den played CM until like 4 den sleep. Haha.. I'm superman! So juz woke up today. And today my poly friends have all almost finished their exam. So come tmr, we'll be free. Come mon, everyone i'll be free except those in tpjc. They start their exam when everyone end.. pity them.
Btw, if u realised, i took a cab 4 times yst. And spent quite a bit. But my "motto" is, if u have it, spend it. Dun mistake me for one guy who is always broke. I'm like every other jc student hu is nv broke =D. haha! When i come into jc i realised tt everyone is hardly broke and always have some to spare. Well, i'm nv! Haha... And dun think of robbing me, cuz i dun bring much cash =P.
Cab fares added up was $15.90. Haha! And the kfc was $10 cuz we bought 2 family meals. And the movie was $7.50 cuz it's the opening day. I brought 100% out and returned with $5%. Haha!But despite these, i'm not a big spender. I usually can save up to 80% of my wkly allowance. My friends would know i save a lot =D. I dun mind spending to be wif friends esp. And i wud rather spend more on gd food than normal food...
And tt was day one of six!

The promos are gone.. the mugging days are gone.. the not-enough-sleep days are gone.. the tired days are gone.. and i'm gone too. Screw the maths and chem papers. Screw them from the top, the bottom, the side, diagonally, upside down wadever. I din study enough to be able to really do those papers.. Even an AO for the paper might be a problem. Esp chem!! Screw the section b and c. Not enough time plus not enough facts give u FAIL...

It's the first time in like 16 yrs tt i actually thought about the paper after the exam. I never did that at all. Not even during Os. The probability of me being in 05S205 is much greater... Dun ask me why 205 andnot 208. Cuz my 208ians said so.. These 6 days i want to let it all out!! But so far no plans yet. I know Fri eve is kick ball.. tmr's tennis and movie.. Dunno bout the remaining hours..

Oh ya.. i'm beginning to like my class a lot more! But is it too late? Ppl juz dun realise the gd things they have until they are going to lose them. Not saying tt to my class in particular..

4 more subjects.. 3 more days.......

No blogs for a wk! I think it's the longest time i've not blogged. Nop, it's not cuz i'm busy wif promo preparation. But it's that there's nth to blog about. The week passed by so fast. Like tt only one wk end liao. Sch is the same everyday. Except for pe maybe. Mon is soccer. Wed is softball. And today was tennis. The first time i played tennis. It's a nice game! haha..

I read my friends' blogs, and i realised everyone all saying the same thing about not blogging until after promos and to mug now. I mean, wad the pt of saying these rite. Personally, i feel tt if u wan blog juz blog loh, blog also muz limit oneself one meh. Haha.. U limit u will be under stress one. It's like wan to write den cannot write, like drug addict. Ok, nvm.

So this wk, i'm mugging, or at least, start studying. Pretty late to start huh.. With chem my priority...................

Tired, tired, tired. Of course la!! It's like 0045 now! And kicking ball juz now. Talking about kicking balls, wahlemak! Dazzling display of dazzle dribbling dazzling a duo. Note teh Ds?! Haha! But yup! I dribbled past vin AND wan. Fake and fake and fake and fake and change direction and change again and change again and finally, finished with a left legged shot into a hole which measures the diameter of the ball plus 5cm from an angle of about 30 degrees. <---- Did i mention b4 tt i could be a soccer commentator and replace the guy wif the indian accent commenting la liga games? Haha!!

Today during pe which turned out to be a free period for us, i play soccer also. The thing is 3 guys on 11 girls. Guess who won? the girls la!! we kana thrashed sia. haha! But it was rather fun. Class bonding.

And Mu's in hospital for dengue. Frankly, i dun really miss him (i'm STRAIGHT but tt's beside the fact). The class seems more peaceful w/o him around. Really!! Dunno y also... yeah..

I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so confused!! Really!! I'm not exaggerating or wad. But wad i personally feel do not tally wif wad others tell me. They say it's one side. But i feel it's returning a little. I see the way we talk and hi. But when i compare it to 6mths ago, not much diff leh.. Arh!!!!!!! Wad to do?!!?!? Promos! Fast get lost. Den hopefully i can try to clear the confusion in me..

Juz talked to elaine. and helped her solve some msn shit.. Dunno y but it was fun talking to her. haha! No, she's NOT Elaine. It was like erm.. lame + lame = hilarious. Sth like tt. Haha! =D.

Tmr's Fri.. a vv short day for me in school. With a PE and chi, which is time wasting. Left 3 periods nia. And PE's the motivation for tmr cuz of soccer. No sch on Sat!! But during the wkends sure muz go meet up do my PW shit. Screw it.

Today Chin Poh and amir and maybe leon say sth about the jigsaw shit. I sort of agree wif them. The jigsaw might not be such a gd idea.. Maybe like wad amir said.. a glove.. pellets.. Or wad chin poh said.. a big.. watch. Any other thing. Jigsaw doesn't suit. I agree. But vid bit said tt jigsaw is ok. And yz said tt dun get sth common which others can get otherwise no meaning. I believed them, cuz they're or was attached. My left doesnt agreee wif my right. Like tt how? Oh man.. but from mon, i see sth which sort of soothed me. Her friend raising her hand and waving which cant be at chin poh. Haha..

Oh ya.. did i mention tt elaine is vv fun to talk to? haha! And again, No, she's NOT elaine.

The hols are over.. 1 wk passed by so fast!! I juz hope the promos wk will pass by as fast...
I realised tt i've not really studied during this hols (who really studied anyway??). Left 3 more wks to promos le. Shit.........
Thinking back.. Sat i forgot wad i did. Sun went out early to kick ball and spent some time at bit's place. mon i slacked and played cm the whole day... Tues i read up like 2 pages, went out wif the usual watch movie den kick ball at nite. wed i played cm and read up sth and did some math. thurs i went back to sch for pw. Sucked up my whole day, practically =D. Fri i played cm, read up sth did math and kicked ball in the evening. sat i read up a little, spent some time reparing my com which had some prob. Sun, read up sth. And this's the end. So fast!! It's cm and ball kicking the whole wk!! Oh man..
Tmr's the beginning of term 4.. No more sleeping after 3 and waking after 12.. But the gd side is.. i get to see her!! Haha!! =D.
3 wks and counting... Dunno if i'm couting till the end or till the beginning, but i'm counting anyhow. There's sth vv impt tt i hope to do after promos =D Haha!! =P!

It's the hols now.. So nth much to post. Decided to flood this post wif pics..




Dun we look good? I feel that we look vv nice!!


04S208!! My present class. Bbq


I like myself in this pic.. =D. But wad sia.. i scan liao den in here not nice le..



04S205! Miss them... Bbq..


4E2 class jersey.. Mine's 2!! I love tt no, cuz of its position.


4E2..


4E2 plague getters.. notice the row of plagues on the table?? =D


Graduation day..


wif the guys again..


my cliques


3E2 Lake Kenyir trip.. it was really memorable..


This was fun!! Splashing ms tay wif the guys.


blew this up to 8R and it looked vv vv vv nice..


2E1.. i changed a lot...


2e1 bbq..


they changed me.. to wad i am now..


My PA crew of my batch. The one 2nd from right.. we forge a great partnership. Haha! He's Li Dong. One i could really count on during events...


A piece of abstract photo taken by jun. Can't believe how much he shook when he took this


My 2 trophies from MJC Interhouse. Soccer & Bowling team!! I'm susch a team player =D


My plague from HSC. For Media Club. The backgrnd's my sound panel aka keyboard. Missed it.

Wad memories these bring. ............... Wanted to post the very one photo i took wif her. But decided not to.. Otherwise it wud be so obvious.. haha.. Hey, can i take another photo wif u? Note the wif u not for u. =D

Din go to school today.. Juz dun feel like going. There's so much work to be done! Tmr's Bio SPA. And Sat's Maths CA... There're juz too many things piling up. And the promos are less than a mth away!! I hope I can scrap thru.

I juz gt the news tt i gt 22 for Bio. Quite gd rite.. But i dunno how the others fared. Think everyone will do well. So compared to others 22 is nth. And chin poh gt like 28!!

These few days i've been scrolling around ppl's blogs. I realised tt i frequent Khalisah's and Jia Yan's blogs. Their's kinda fun. Pretty interesting also.

My class... 04S208.. I think they're getting better... A whole lot better! We could like stay back and discuss sth as a class and not as groups. The love meridian day thing really helped to gel the class a little. It muz be Alex.. he's like the San of 04S208. Nxt yr i'll definitely vote for him to be the CG Rep!!

Msg Mavis on friendster these 2 days.. After reading her replies, i felt a mixture of being consoled, relieved and enlightened. Though it wasn't anything much.. but the "Jia You!=) " meant a lot! Haha..

Gtg sleep le.. muz get ready for the beginning of sch for this wk.. (mon is shit, tues wed is hols, thurs is self-proclaim vacation)

Hey.. it wasn't may fault the pa cocked up during the inter-hse competition. Cuz i was NOT the one doing the pa. I juz sit there shake leg and render support only!! The SLC ppl are the ones playing the cd. Come on, they are inexperienced! MMC wun mix up ur discs.. If we mixed up we will say it's our fault and not tt ur disc gt no track 4. Haizzz.. everyone is turning their heads on MMC now. But it's SLC.. not MMC!! I hope ppl can understand. Especially 202!! I purposely requested to play the disc for 202 cuz of... but to my horror, and yes, really to my horror, there was no track 4. Haizz... think the SLC ppl mixed ur disc up. I wanted ur performance to go smoothly but........... Sorry 04S202...

Dont fee like blogging today.. cuz of Love Meridian Day.. and sth happened to a friend..
But juz had to say this out. Saw her taking a photo wif kok yong today. Felt kinda jealous cuz they were like putting their hands round each other... Yea, i shouldn't feel jealous cuz it's nth much.. but it's like tt.. haizzz. Hmmmmm, i shld wrk on it!!

I've finally failed to take MC for a wk! It's Thurs and i will definitely go sch tmr so i have been in school everyday this week. It's such a gret achievement huh.. Haha!
Discussed about the Love Meridian day performance with my class today. Used PW period until like 730 before we left school. Spent like 2.5 hrs! But we finally solved things. I thought Alex should be the CG Rep today. He is able to bring everyone together for one common cause mroe effectively den me. Anyway, for the first time, everyone in class participated in the discussion!! Hurray!! Hope this is the start of a new era.. Haha..
Stayed back till very late on Tues doing WR. And Chinpoh and Huili told me that i cannot lead the class properly. They said that I most probably be able to lead other classes but not this class. Cuz there're too many people with a stronger say den me. There're people who's words carry more weight den me in the class. They said that in order for a CG Rep to be respected amond his peers, the CG has to choose him and the class agree. For the class now, all the reps are random. Maybe with the exception of me =D, where my ex-classmates voted for me. They make sense dun they. I sort of agree with them. During 1st 3mths Yeow made me CG Rep cuz i was the first to spoke when he asked for introductions. Well, maybe my guts made the light behind me shine brighter and attracted attention.
Saw her in GP lecture today. Think she saw me also. I was on the chair and she was like 3 occupied seats away and was sitting on the floor. I was thinking whether to stand up and let her sit, or at least offer to her. But i scared wait she paiseh cuz her friends around. And further more she doesn't know the people around me. So i thought and thought, den she went further away to have a better view of the movie.
Saw her on my way to PE yst. We walked past each other. Well, i kept my eyes on her hoping that she would turn and i can say hi. But she did not. Sth like act blur la. Like wad i used to do. Oh well.. the gd thing is after i gave her the present she showed no change in attitude. Is that a gd or bad sign???? Hmmm..
On Tuesday evening it rained heavily, and she sayed in school waiting for the rain to stop. I was doing my WR. And i could like "walking in the rain" with her. Haha.. but screw the rain which ended so fast and screw my PW WR which took a long long time.
And on Love Meridian day she's wearing retro! haha!! Really want to see her in retro!! And i want to see all my friends in retro also!! Can't wait for that day..

It's monday today!! But it's funny why i dun get the monday blues today.. maybe i've seen her for like 4 times today?? Haha!! It's like 2230 now. Sooooooo early! Can't believe that i am free now. I'm sure i missed sth.. Oh shit.. i still gt my chi compo to finish. But it's the last few lines only.. But sth's surely strange today. I am not tired at all! Not at ALL!! It's amazing. Maybe this wk i wun take MC. Cuz i have some cca committments on wed and fri. And some hsc committments tmr. So.... tt leaves thurs. But thurs is a long day for me. Would be missing out on a lot... Oh well, count the steps as i walk.

Today went to the canteen for like 15s after my rehearsal. I was so surprised to find so many ppl in the canteen doing their work.. Maybe mugging is a better word to use. I din expect to see so many ppl there. Usually it would be like 5 times smaller. Anyway, it's like 5 wks to the promos! I gt a strong feeling i'll retain..

Gt back bio today. Gt 19/50. AO pass. It's relatively average around. But i'm NOT happy. to get this kind of grades for bio tt is. Cuz my bio had always been my top sub in sch and in Os also. MSG of like 1.75?! Haha... not tt i'm bragging or wad but i feel tt my bio has really dropped..

I realised i'm more of a sad person den a happy person though i look happy and not sad outside. Why?! Cuz i've been blogging all unhappy stuff! Where are all the happy ones? The last one i can rmb is the one about my one touch cross. Hmmm... why do i have so much problems?

Yeah... i hope after nxt tues i'll have sth nice to post! Happiness brightens up one's day.. and the ppl around u also! Smile and the world smile with u! haha.. a bit spastic... but nvm! I'm smiling 70% of the time u see me! =) =)=)

Help!!!!!!!!!!! I think i'm fallling apart.... School tearing me apart. I'm not stressed.. or maybe i am. I dunno.. maybe it's cuz i've nv been stressed b4.. I still have my fair share of relax time.. and i use the com.. and i watch tv! But i feel empty yet full. I dunno wad i need.. but i know i'm saturated. With sch. everything... Maybe saturated is the wrong word to use. "Sick and tired" describes more accurately. I was reading other people's blogs and i saw sth which made me waste 45min or so of my sleeping time thinking about. It was about the passion that brings me to school everyday... I've lost the passion. I need to find it again.. or maybe recreate one cuz the passion i had in hsc can't fit into mjc! Passion, passion, passion.. The first thing i thought of was my gd friends... den Bio. I enjoyed bio lessons in hsc. Esp when ms tay's teaching bout animals. Animals appeal more to me den plants. Now in JC.. screw the bio syllabus. Everything's so chim.. u muz read so hard to udnerstand one point. And when the lecturers said O-level Bio is 10% of A-level Bio, it's true...

I've been taking MCs almost once a wk for a month now. I feel so bored and dead and lifeless in school. So i stayed at home. To do tutorials and revision exercises. Juz whn i thought i've done everything, i went back sch nxt day and rushed to photostat a piece of work which i totally forgot about. It's always like tt. Are all JC students like tt? I'm turning into a nerd soon... Life is zapping out of me. I need a break from school. Before the promos which is less den 6 wks away. But when can i afford the time?! There is no time. Even during the sep hols, i have to study and study and mug and mug to get my 1 A level and 2 AO level pass. This is shit..

Well, besides all these, i'm looking forward to Love Meridian Day. Why? I'm not sure myself too. I think it's cuz of the soiree and the retro/true blue theme. I wan to see friends in those. But at the back of my head there is a voice telling me tt i'm looking forward to Love Meridian Day cuz the nxt day i can go back HSC and reunite wif friends. and teachers who i might not have seen for 8mths..

Suddenly now i lost the mood to blog. Know why? Cuz i'm chatting wif gd friend!! yah!! haha!! I'm going crazy already. Juz like how easy it is to fall sick if the weather is very hot but it is raining.

And lastly, Lou___! Shit, i juz typed out her name. Should i delete it? Ya, i think i should.. But half of it only. I'm keeping the other half. but front half or back half? Hmm.. the back half sounds malay. So the front half den. Yup! finished blogging for today. Nxt wk's gonna be a long week. And i forsee myself not going to sch on Tues also. I dunno.. Juz wait and see..........

I've been very very busy these few days. Been busy doing hw, doing remedial exercises, studying for tests coming up every wk.. Carry on like tt and i'll have white hair (oh man!!). I can't believe i spent the whole of last Fri studying bio.. asking Mr Yeow qus until 530 when i ended at 1235. Tt's how much i absorbed. But wad i absorbed wad wad i should have known a long time ago. So, i'm still lagging behind others. Haizzz.. chem test this sat too..

Went back to school today.. was absent yst though. And had so much to do today. Can't believe it. Thought tt i take one day off and finish all my tutorials for like 2 wks so tt i can study for my tests. But discovered tt i only did maths and not chem and bio. Anyway, i lost my cell division tut.. haizzz. Wad de hell..........

Watched the 9pm show on ch 8 today. Den the xiaoyan played hard to get sia. One reach those scenes i immediately thought of one person.. maybe 2. San and lyn. Haha!! Remembered 2yrs 8 mths ago.. on tt vv day san tiok sth like pierre... But i see liao like quite fun leh.. but the guy will damn paiseh one. Haha!!
Yup, thought of her nxt after tt. Dunno y everytime we meet we like pretend to dunno tt we;re both there.. and i mean WE. Really!! Haha.. or at least i think she's pretending too. but i realised i'm beginning to be able to turn back to her faster den last time.. i.e. i pretend for a shorter time now and not until i'm like 3 m behind her before turning back. Great achievement huh...Haha..........

I was surfing around friendster and listening to Jiang Nan repeatedly. Somehow the feeling of loneliness yet having gd friends crept in me. Ya, it's contradicting.. But i feel that way. I went thru some of my friend's friendster accnt and thought that most friends made in JC will not be as stronly bonded with those made in sec and pri sch. For me, it's only sec sch.. cuz i din haf any really gd friends in pri sch.. Sad rite. So in sec sch made a few gd friends. At least i consider them to be my gd friends. Vid, Ray, YZ, Bit, San, Jun, Vin. In between is Loo. Next is be Wan, Raj, Rajiv.. maybe SMX.. haha! Soccer kakis, 'clacking' kakis, mid night movies kakis, 'get-into-fights and quarrels' kakis.. It was FUN!! Haha.. even the quarrels. I rmb the one with Karen Ng. Involved me vin and wan i think. Den after tt san also involved with her. Think back liao can laugh sia! Haha.. But it wun happen again now. Past memories gone with the time.

Of these ppl, i rmb quarreling with san a few times because we disagree on some small things. Like whether taxi can accept 5 person, or the GST in bills are counted before the 5% discount from the coupon we had or after. Quarreled with San the most times i think. I rmb one time we kick ball in Bedok gt a period i buay song him den everytime kick his leg. Stupid rite.. but it's over liao. Now was to kick also gt problem.. hardly can kick now le.

Next in line would be wan. This yr only. Cuz his bday i ask him go bb court kick ball before it rained. Den when he came it started raining heavily. He was damn pissed loh. So cold war till until recently only. From Feb until now sia. So long. But tt's the only time la..

Den finally is raj. This is damn stupid loh. Sec 1 i juz whacked him on his back. Forget why liao.. So long le.. and trival thing also.

Ok, back to JC. Although I'm with my class almost everyday, i dun feel as close to them as those MJCian i met during Orientation or LTC. I feel closer to them den my class ppl. Funny rite.. I hate my class. It's so split up. So sian. kkkkkk, i shan't go on about my class anymore. I've bitched about it enough in my blog le.

Ya, and i believe lots of JC ppl feel the same way i am. All missed their friends. Too bad for me in MJC out of the 12 i mentioned, only 1 is in MJC with me. And he has his girl with him. The rest.. in TP, TPJC, TJC, ACJC, or in sec 5 haising =D. THe worst is Ray.. in NS. Can't wait for him to come out. Denc an ask wad's NS like. Up-to-date info!!

Today is National Day!! Happy 39th Birthday Singapore!

I'm feeling very patriotic today. But den again i'm always patriotic. =D. Really!! I'm a true red-white Singaporean.

Stayed at home the whole day today. Planned to finish energetics and inqualities revision exercise. But spent the day understanding energetics, which i still dun understand. And doing Bio TYS. Yup, Bio TYS!! Haha.. flipped thru the last few papers and did the exercises on the topic tt wil be out this Sat. I'm so pround of myself. I act took out my TYS to do. I juz dun wan to kana retained. IF retained i'll enter poly with the Dec batch.. *CHOI!*

Wanted to watch the parade from the start but forgot about it until about 650pm. So started from den. I wanted to watch the entrance of PM Goh. Wanted to see the response he'll get when he stepped into the scene. But missed it. Saw it on the news though. He received a huge standing ovation. Felt rather emotional when they played his tribute. Saw all the things he did for Spore during these 14 years. And the words he say. "My fellow Singaporeans"~~~~~. And the letter to the pubilc during the SARS attack. He did so much. I was thinking if PM Goh became the PM on 1990, tt means SM Lee stepped down on 1990. 14 yrs ago.. and yet i still rmb his stepping down vaguely. Unless i am wrong and SM Lee did not step down den but some other time.. I was juz thinking, if SM Lee fought for Spore, gave us indepenndence, and set the foundation for Spore today, and when PM Goh took over and he worked on the foundation SM Lee set to bring about various policies to make Spore such a successful coutry today, what can DPM Lee do when he take over to match the contributions made by the first 2 PMs.. Well, i can only wait and see. But i think the effort SM Lee and PM Goh had put in has been exemplary for anyone to emulate..

Downloaded Jay's new album a few days ago. Haha.. tt's piracy. But anyway, his songs are quite nice. Lots of it not bad. When i first listen i thought this time his album is a failure. But listen listen listen liao den find his album quite nice. Songs like Ge Qian, Jie Kou, Yuan You Hui, Wai Po, Qi Li Xiang, Zhi ZHan Zhi Shang all not bad. Ok.. tt's like almost the whole album but really, they're not bad. Wanted to put either Ge Qian or Jie Kou up on my blog. But the web host was down. So cant... So now put Lin Jun Jie's Jiang Nan. It's not bad also. Catchy tune i think.. Btw, i dun understand y he call himself JJ Lin.. sounds weird.

And are those msgs in my phone signs of concern? Or "dun bother me anymore"?? I need help. Can an interpreter come to me asap?? I need to interpret the msgs soon, vv soon..

Finally back to blogging.. Had been very busy these few days with NDP rehearsals in school. Last till 8plus. Den being a studious person, i have to do hw when i return home. =D. So no time blog loh. Not that I have no rehearsals today. In fact today's rehearsal kept me back till 2210. Tmr's the day. The days of rehearsal were for tmr. So i pa guy cannot cock up. First major event!! Haha!
Ya, it's been a long week. School's so boring and normal.. AS usual. No change, no difference. Learnt new topics in bio and chem, and have lots of burning questions, the same with every topic.
Got back maths test today. Knew that i gt 10 a long time ago. Looking at my results and careless mistakes i made i can't believe where my As from my AMaths and EMaths came from. Simple manipulation i also dunno how to start. Careless mistakse everywhere. I need more practise! I could den at least get an A-level pass.
Passed her her bday present today also. Met her at 630. And she actually called me to tell me she had reached. Was really surprised when she did that. Din expect it at all sia. Thought she would juz msg me only. Ok, anyway, gave her her present. Her reaction was so shy and innocent looking. Haha. Well, i think i was also. The whole scene seemed very drama-like. Think back liao also like quite funny. Haha!!
Tmr need to be in school at 0615. Siao la! Dunno how to wake up sia.......

This seem to be a long week... Thursday.. Let me think wad happened on Thursday. Well, it was a long day. Very long day. Ended at 535. Anyway, during chi lesson, me chinpoh alex wenze leon and chungchi were made to stand outside of the class cuz we din pass up our file for the 2nd consecutive day. But tt's not the pt. The pt is that when she asked those who had done a summary hw to go in, although me alex and chungchi did it, we remained outside with the other 3. One for all all for one i say. We remained outside until she came out and like said to us tt if we dun go in now den nxt time no need go in at all. So chungchi went in. But me and alex went out. To me, friends are my motivation in school. Tt's wad made me remained outside with them. It may sound stupid or even childish but tt's the way i am. Me and Alex have sth in common. Maybe tt's y we both value friendship a lot.
Den comes Friday. First period was chem tutorial. Learnt something about the test tmr. Den it was PE. Did mainly arm conditioning during PE. Now my arms are aching. Not tt badly. But bad enough. Drained all my energy. But evening still gt strength to play soccer wif my old friends. Though i would very much prefer to sleep at home, "FRIENDS".. tt's y i went to play soccer. Bonding time i wud say. =D. And tonight is the night the malays supposed to pay me. But vin talked to them, and they say they'll pay tmr. Anyway 2 wks can be tmr also. So give them some face la. Haha!
Today felt tt i did sth stupid. Really stupid. Cuz i wanted to get her a earphone for her bday cuz she needed one. But her friend told me tt she said tt she's gonna buy it later. Den i tried all sorts of ways to get her not to buy it today and at the same time not hinting tt i wanted to buy for her. But in the end din manage to. So at night told her the truth. Of course the usual replies like the thought coutns come in. But now dunno wad to get le. Shit..
And i wan to change the music here. But i cant!! Cuz the website hosting the music is down for dunno wad reason. U can't even listen to the music even. Makes my blog so lifeless. Haha..

Had interhouse semis today. We drew Yellow 1.. the same hse. Haizz met them so early and one of us had to go out. Good thing for us, we were lucky and the better team. We beat them 1-0. Courtesy of James. But the team played vv vv well. Din try stupid and risky solo stuff like players from other teams. We played as a team! =).  Shawn, Sam, Faiz, James, Chung Chi.. Those 5 buggers played damn well. But overall it was a vv gd match. Can encore it!

Den we gt into the finals. We played against Miranda. Dunno their players but they taiko taiko taiko scored first deep into 2nd half. Tt killed our team. But in the first place i dun understand why Muralee subbed Chung Chi when he was doing quite well. I believe tt sub caused the 1st goal. After the goal Sam subbed me. Told him to stay on but he refused. So juz played loh. Haizzzz.. conceded a needless penalty and did not pressure hard enough to prevent the 3rd goal. Underestimated tt bugger and he scored from the cockiest of angles. Like 5 degrees only. Wasted la!

But our team gt 2nd. Not bad la.. hope can get medal. Den can act a bit. =D

Inter house games started today.. I joined soccer =D. I'm in Atlas 2. Well, amazingly, we went thru the group stages. Winning both matches with scorelines of 2-0 and 4-0 respectively. I scored one ine the 4-0 victory. =D. It's a bit.. very little bit taiko only. Very. Very very. Haha!
Now rather tired.. had pe in the morning also. It's was a boring day.. but wad's new! Mrs Quek has picked up our sense of humour, and attempted to tune herself to our frequency to understand us better like we know wad she's gonna say next. Like, u understand? den u show me. Or when when i'm talking u keep quiet. And Miu-rear-li.
This is a short one.. not really in the mood to blog today. Nth much happened. Nth..