This seem to be a long week... Thursday.. Let me think wad happened on Thursday. Well, it was a long day. Very long day. Ended at 535. Anyway, during chi lesson, me chinpoh alex wenze leon and chungchi were made to stand outside of the class cuz we din pass up our file for the 2nd consecutive day. But tt's not the pt. The pt is that when she asked those who had done a summary hw to go in, although me alex and chungchi did it, we remained outside with the other 3. One for all all for one i say. We remained outside until she came out and like said to us tt if we dun go in now den nxt time no need go in at all. So chungchi went in. But me and alex went out. To me, friends are my motivation in school. Tt's wad made me remained outside with them. It may sound stupid or even childish but tt's the way i am. Me and Alex have sth in common. Maybe tt's y we both value friendship a lot.
Den comes Friday. First period was chem tutorial. Learnt something about the test tmr. Den it was PE. Did mainly arm conditioning during PE. Now my arms are aching. Not tt badly. But bad enough. Drained all my energy. But evening still gt strength to play soccer wif my old friends. Though i would very much prefer to sleep at home, "FRIENDS".. tt's y i went to play soccer. Bonding time i wud say. =D. And tonight is the night the malays supposed to pay me. But vin talked to them, and they say they'll pay tmr. Anyway 2 wks can be tmr also. So give them some face la. Haha!
Today felt tt i did sth stupid. Really stupid. Cuz i wanted to get her a earphone for her bday cuz she needed one. But her friend told me tt she said tt she's gonna buy it later. Den i tried all sorts of ways to get her not to buy it today and at the same time not hinting tt i wanted to buy for her. But in the end din manage to. So at night told her the truth. Of course the usual replies like the thought coutns come in. But now dunno wad to get le. Shit..
And i wan to change the music here. But i cant!! Cuz the website hosting the music is down for dunno wad reason. U can't even listen to the music even. Makes my blog so lifeless. Haha..

Had interhouse semis today. We drew Yellow 1.. the same hse. Haizz met them so early and one of us had to go out. Good thing for us, we were lucky and the better team. We beat them 1-0. Courtesy of James. But the team played vv vv well. Din try stupid and risky solo stuff like players from other teams. We played as a team! =).  Shawn, Sam, Faiz, James, Chung Chi.. Those 5 buggers played damn well. But overall it was a vv gd match. Can encore it!

Den we gt into the finals. We played against Miranda. Dunno their players but they taiko taiko taiko scored first deep into 2nd half. Tt killed our team. But in the first place i dun understand why Muralee subbed Chung Chi when he was doing quite well. I believe tt sub caused the 1st goal. After the goal Sam subbed me. Told him to stay on but he refused. So juz played loh. Haizzzz.. conceded a needless penalty and did not pressure hard enough to prevent the 3rd goal. Underestimated tt bugger and he scored from the cockiest of angles. Like 5 degrees only. Wasted la!

But our team gt 2nd. Not bad la.. hope can get medal. Den can act a bit. =D

Inter house games started today.. I joined soccer =D. I'm in Atlas 2. Well, amazingly, we went thru the group stages. Winning both matches with scorelines of 2-0 and 4-0 respectively. I scored one ine the 4-0 victory. =D. It's a bit.. very little bit taiko only. Very. Very very. Haha!
Now rather tired.. had pe in the morning also. It's was a boring day.. but wad's new! Mrs Quek has picked up our sense of humour, and attempted to tune herself to our frequency to understand us better like we know wad she's gonna say next. Like, u understand? den u show me. Or when when i'm talking u keep quiet. And Miu-rear-li.
This is a short one.. not really in the mood to blog today. Nth much happened. Nth..

Started off the day by running 800m... haizz. Ran 2 round the track for going to school late. 1st time in my 11th year of schooling. Actually supposed to be in school by 710 to do PA. But din do today cuz was supposed to discuss about my class's dabate thing. In the end traffic jam den late loh.

My team won the dabate today!! Opposition. "That advertising misleads and manipulates."

End of day.. after PW period. Juz wanted to discuss some simple stuff wif the class. Things that will be put into the Annual. But fuck la! Can't even the get class together to do this. Only half or 2/3 of the class was interested. The rest all bo cup and can't be bothered. Can't even spare like 5,10min on something regarding the class. Did their own work and talked. Now i know how Mrs Quek feels.. only tt wad she feel is worse. I was supposed to fill the shit in MYSELF. But i thought it's better to let the class participate in sth concerning them also. Some CG reps would juz fill the shit in themselves and the class won't know about tt shit at all. Sth as simple as describing the class in a word or short phase also wu tai ji. Wad de hell! In the end the interested part of the class came up wif sth. If nth is is come up tmr, i'll juz give wad we came up. I can't be bothered anymore.

When we left i was very surprised that Leon msged me... Saying sth tt it's not my fault and it'

s the class  and the class dun have anything against me. Very surprised tt sth like tt came out of him; who is one of the best and finest cock talkers i know. =D

When i opened my mail today, saw tt i had a msg in friendster. Opened it and whew! Breathed a sigh of relief. I finally have the help one of her better or best friends in school. Tt's a start.. =D.

 

Normally i would put this at the end but anyway.. Now msning wif her. Although i said hi and the reply was a simple smiley :), it felt great! Ok, maybe i'm overreacting.. But it doesn't matter!! I asked for hints... maybe tt's one.. MAYBE.. yeah.. i'm dreaming already.. Haha!!
Now comes the daily shitty stuffs.. I'm discovered I've become more hardworking now. Maybe the exam results have made an impact in me. At least I do my work and understand the lectures now. Paid more attention in lectures and my willingness to learn has increased. Maybe I'm juz optimistic. But hey, being optimistic is better den being perssimistic.
Also discovered that i'm sort of a racist.. not liking the smallest of the larger group of ethinic group. Well, go figure.. Felt a lot of class bonding during Chi class today where it's all chi ppl. yeah, i'm a racist...
Did PA today also..  finally an event.. or 2. Rehearsal for Council Investiture and doing this Racial Harmony Day shit... Did i say i am a racist?
Btw, i'm addicted to this song Jet- Look What You've Done
Nice song.. really, sent to me by........ =D

I am vv tired now.. Can juz fall asleep the moment I close my eyes when I lie on my bed. It's like 0036 now.. Nop, it's not exactly considered very late to my standards but I'm juz tired.
Woke up at 6:37am today. Though I set my alarm at 620.. In the end late for PA duty for 10-15min. So far ever since I was down for PA duty every morning, I was never early on even on time. Always at least 5min late. My thinking is since tt there will surely be at least one other person who will be on time and set up the stuff, there's no point in me coming so early and juz sit on the sofa and stone.. In the end also waste time do nothing. Early morning juz wake up also no mood to do much mah. So might as well reach at about 725. 5 min before the council ppl call for assembly. Instead of 705, which by den, 20min wud have been wasted.. Although the official reporting time is 7am la.. Aiya, but wad can I do? Nth much except to hope loh. Not like in Hai Sing, last min come also can cuz head mah..
HSC PA was so fun! Every now and den also gt event need PA. Den gt new challenge each time. At the end of rehearsal gt debrief for my members. Before the actual event gt small briefing. Den once actual event finish liao will have a great sense of achievement. Miss tt feeling man! The best feeling was my sec 3 post-exam activities.. gt 3 events running co-currently den using wad little man power I had spread them out. Den when I go MMR check on my sec 1s they were doing fine. Even connected a system there. Den I walk to the hall where there was kick boxing I think. My Sec 3s were doing quite well. Den I walk to parade sq. and see my Sec 2 doing PA for kickboxing. All's well. Den I go to class see wad my friends were doing… Tt was the best sense of satisfaction felt! Think the fruits of ur labour.. sth like tt. After all ur hard work paid off. I was looking forward to teachers' day every yr in HSC. The PA challenge was even greater cuz only 1 or 2 teachers were involved and we had to do everything ourselves w/o any teacher guiding the PA. But tt's wad I like about it. Sometimes the teachers talk too much! Haha! Of course during events I can't be doing both PA and the mic rite.. so gt my right hand man Li Dong.. We both same level of seniority.. started off the same time, ended off the same time. Both specializing in different aspects of Sound Engineering (Chim Seh.. Haha). Without him PA won't have survived these 4 years. Well, now tt we've both graduated from Hai Sing, haizzzzz, Sound Engineering plunged. Simple event like speech day the sch also employ outsiders to do the PA.. This shows how much faith is left in Hai Sing's present generation of Sound Engineers.
Ya.. this is why I joined MMC in MJC. To achieve the same level or even greater sense of satisfaction. But I doubt PA in MJC would be as fun as tt in HSC.. With tt Azar (maybe spell wrong) guy doing everything, PA members like me feel very bored. Joined PA not for the pts.. but joined it with passion and interest. Which means I wan to do a lot and not slack slack and slack. SIAN ARH!!!! Wad I want is the challenge of events.. to spearhead the PA duties for tt event, to make it successful. So far PA always cock up during events in MJC.. juz hope for now tt the nxt event which I'll be doing sth, nth will cock up.
Today had PE.. whole body's aching now. It's not tt I've not exercised for a long time.. I have!! But today den I really did the fitness & conditioning..  Have been slacking the past few sessions. Den after school at 7pm went kick ball again despite having aching thighs. But din play much though. Cuz we were interrupted by some Malays. We were playing minding our own business den the malays came and ask to play league. Andy talked to them and asked them to wait 15min den we zao. But they siao one la.. Like tt only buay song. Den like wan to fight like tt.. act like gangster. In the end quarrel loh. They went back call their ppl and San's friend call his ppl also. In the end like gang fight like tt.. only thing nv fight is verbal only. HENG arh… I'm surprised at the ppl san's friend know. All like 369 type sia! But in the end also nth. But a bugger kicked by ball away. But in the end he still have to go look for it and return it to us. But he kick too far den lost it. So in the end have to compensate us loh. Wad else.. $70.. btw, I bought it for like $22 only. =D
I wanted to tell this to her at first… but decided to juz put it up on blog. Maybe tell her some other time.. or maybe not. Today saw her walking up the steps from hall to E-block there. Dunno she really nv see me or fake one. (cuz sometimes I see her also pretend act act like nv see her.. heart beat too fast la.. den dunno wad to say.. SOMETIMES only.. haha). Anyway, gt attracted to her hair this time. It's not tt cuz she cut her hair short. But it's cuz when she walk her fringe like gt wind effect like tt move up and down. Haha.. hana hana.. enough le k.. =P
Oi, u!! I'm a shy person by nature.. give me hints k.. at least let me be prepared for the worst.. I dun wan type out ur name wait u not happy.. But u should know more or less le.........

Juz realised today tt i use 'wad the hell' a lot. I type it vv often in msn, in sms.. sometimes i even say it often to ppl. Wad the hell. Ya, i juz used it. Also realised tt i'm vv inconsistent in my ball kicking. One day can do the "beckham-used-to-do" thing. Another day can't even trap properly. Muz reall improve on consistency. In ball kicking, in daily life work, in sch work! Feel happy, great, and so on now.. haha.. juz signed out of MSN.. guess y? =D

My house blacked out for an hour or so today.. Luckily i was out and came back to experience only bout 15min of it. My dad called his friedns in to come solve the prob. Luckliy now gt electricity le. Otherwise cant come online, cant on aircon, cant even on fan, can't on light..

Today gt back GP.. failed by half mark after asking for a couple of marks. But in my class quite average la. Failed chem and maths. But surprisely, my maths above ave in my class sia den i not compoulsory to attend the remedial lessons by Mrs Quek. Chem leh... haizz, lowest of all my subs. But pretty much the same as everyone else. Bio.. supposed to be my strongest sub, but AO nia. Considered very low le. Cham la.. scared kana retained. Now wan work harder. but no self-motivation. Dunno wad to do la.. It's now wad?.. 11weeks left. Time flies. Juz rmb finishing my Os and hiong and chiong everyday. During the hols sleep very late wake up very early kick ball also can. Now wake up go school also gt prob. Esp this term! When i have PA duties everyday. Muz wake up 20min earlier so that i can reach school by 710 to do PA. Before this i always reach school on the dot. Thought of going school early also sian. S

chool seems so sian now.. No fun and excitement. Feel so sian with my class sometimes.. dunno should step down as CG rep not. Cuz feel tt i can't do anything to help the class bond. I look at 206 only i envy them a lot. U see their class den u understand. My CCA also so boring.. no challenge at all. Usually if people tell me this i wud tell them to look for the fun and challenge themselves and not juz let the fun and challenge drop from the sky. But i realised that it's not that easy. My class disappointed me quite a lot of times, but wad can i do. That's why i adopted this bo chup attitude. Yeah, it's not the right thing to do. But wad to do? Only can wait loh. Time's everything now. Aiya, enough of this JC thing le.. i can write a whole story about it. Now thinking back.. maybe JC isn't the right place i should be... Or maybe i should juz thicken my skin 5 times, beter manage my time, be more hardworking, and be more outgoing. Maybe den i'll find JC fun.. Juz maybe...

Today played soccer after sch at the usual place. Supposed to start at 630. But everyone was late and we ended up starting at 8pm. Waited for 1.5hrs.. aka 90min.. a FULL match. Wad de hell! Anyway, it was fun seeing the old friends and kicking ball tgt after a long and boring week in school. I had ONE assist in the game!! Haha!! Ya, it's only one.. but it's the quality not the quantity tt counts here. =D. Superb assist! =P! a one-touch inch-perfect cross from a reverse ball into the area onto bit's bro's head! (I can be a soccer commentator and replace the guy regulary commentating on La Liga games with an Indian accent and can't pronounce names properly.) Ya, it doesn't seem tt great here. Beckham USED to do it regulary. But to me it's extraordinary. It felt beter den scoring a goal. Even bit said pro (or sth tt MEANT like tt). I dun have a great record of providing quality assists.. neither am i a prolific goal-scorer.. But i love my right-back position.. haha!! Number 2! =D.
Tmr still gt Chi A-level listening comprehension.. think should stop here bah.. Tmr's going to be a long day for me... packed from the moment i wake up till 6pm at least. Better go sleep now.. after i wish her tt is.. haven wish her yet.. haha...

Din go to sch today.. guessed the real reason was tt i'm too lazy. Was kinda guilty about the whole thing. I stayed at home and finished my blog. How i wished i had tutorials to do now.. at least i wun feel so guilty as i have learnt something.

Sch this week was so boring.. the only fun part was yst when i took my A-level chi oral. Yup, the oral was fun. The conversation esp. Started talking to them about my friends and my own life experiences. And the waiting time was fun too. Talked lots of shit to my classmates around me. I was the 3rd last person, but it took slightly more den an hour to reach me only. My Os took 3.5 hrs. Comparing my 04S208 to my previous 04S205, i missed 04S205 a lot a lot. It was really a very fun class. Esp with Mr Yeow as CT. Haha!

Well, my blog turned out fine in my browser.. i hope it does turn out well in other's browsers too.

Finally!!!! I've more or less done the important parts! Wohoooo! Spent 2 days scratching my head on javascripting figuring why it din work and wad meant wad. Now exams over and nothing to study, for tests ie. So gt time to do this blog. Found it rather fun setting up this blog. Today gt back all 3 papers.. Bio, Chem and Maths.. grades.. OFF. Haizz.. wonder if i'll still be in J1 nxt yr. Tmr's timetable is packed to the end. Juz looking at it makes me wan to take MC. But can't.. otherwise promos how to pass sia.......

Juz started this blog. Can't believe i spent like 1.5 hrs juz on figuring out the javascripting.