Friday, October 29, 2004

I’m happy. But not really happy.
I’m unhappy. But not really unhappy.
I’m tired. But not really tired.
I’m discombobulated. But not really discombobulated.
I know wad I wan. But I’m unsure of wad I wan.
I dunno wad I wan. But I know I wan sth.
I wan to have fun. But not too fun a fun.
I dun wan to have fun. But I long for fun.
I wan to do things with friends. But not too many things.
I dun wan to do things wif friends. But I want to preoccupy my time wif them.
I wan to go out wif the usual. But not too far away.
I dun wan to go out wif the usual. But I feel alone otherwise.
I wan to turn time back. But not too much.
I dun wan to turn back time. But there are things I lost the chance to do.
I wan to promote. But I worry for my As.
I dun wan to promote. But I worry for my time.
I think Elaine’s cute. But she’s also blur but fun, but others think otherwise.
I dun think Elaine’s cute. But she is cute.
I wan to play soccer tmr. But I dun have enough ppl to be shiok.
I dun wan to play soccer tmr. But I wan to exercise and be wif them.
I wan to say I’m fond of you. But I have no courage and strength.
I dun wan to say I’m fond of you. But I’ll regret in future.
I wan to know how you feel. But I’m afraid the truth hurts.
I dun wan to know how u feel. But I need to know it for my courage to rise.
I wan to study a lot. But tt’ll make me a nerd wif white hair.
I dun wan to study so much. But I wan to earn a lot in future.
I’m looking forward to Sunday’s class outing to Sentosa. But I’m afraid I’ll be quite alone.
I’m not looking forward to Sunday’s class outing to Sentosa. But I wan to join my class on their outing.
I wan to sleep now. But it’s a bit too early to start sleeping on a Friday.
I dun wan to sleep now. But I’ll be too tired tmr w/o sleeping early.

There are so many things that I am for, but there are also against points. Den wad’s the pt of it all? I dunno.. Sometimes we go wif the for points, sometimes wif the against points. But sometimes, we take a bit of both also. I dunno wad I’m typing now. So if u dun understand me, I dun understand myself either.

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