Tuesday, December 14, 2004

I juz finished reading lyn's blog which i stumbled upon.. and it's like i sort of understand and feel what she's saying. Esp the October posts.. it's like.. erm.. i know wad's she feeling and feel a little of tt. I've never been in a position like her's but i dunno y i can feel this way... Anyway, after finishing it, some things began to open up..
Sometimes i feel that i dun think the same way as most guys do. Guys as in pural of guy. I think of more stupid stuffs and also more emotional stuffs. For the stupid stuffs part, i guess my friends would know it.. I can come up wif the silliest of ideas and words to really "piss" ppl off. Not tt others cant come up wif wad i think, but while others think rationally first, i think "silly" first. For the emotional part.. when certain things happen, guys and girls will have different views and thoughts on it. A simple discovery would be tt guys would give logical opinions first b4 everything else while the girls would doing everything else like conforting/consoling and saying the nicest and heart-warming stuffs b4 giving logical answers. For me, recently during tt day me jun and vin ate at seoul, when "tt" happened, the guys were like bo chup and dun care and like since it's over it's over, nth u can do, let them settle themself. Xcept the only girl, who was the totally opp; help them do sth, i'm not feeling gd like tt, there's sth we can do, empathy. At tt time, i was feeling the latter and not the former. Maybe i'm XXY. Who knows. But it can't be. Hmmmm.. my brain works in a duo-gender way... Tt's juz one eg. When things happen, i do all the Cs b4 the Ls.. most of the time..
X'mas is near!! in 2 wks time
But sch's starting!! in 3 wks time.
I need to go xmas shopping soon. haha! Yup, xmas shopping. I promised TY a gift and i muz get it. Maybe a gift for Louiza also. haha..
Gd nite.........

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