When ppl ask me whether i feel weird, or lonely, or bored. i dun wan to say nop, give a smile, laugh a little, turn away and my expression change. I dun wan to for a smile or a laugh when i talk to my new classmates to show that I'm friendly. I dun wan to think twice before I say or do anything in class cuz I'm afraid of portraying the wrong image. I dun wan to act in front of my classmates and friends.

I wan to do and say wad I feel like saying. I dun wan to thinking about the words or actions i say or do. I juz want to speak my mind freely. I dun wan to have any restraints on my actions. I wan to be myself and do wad i normally do. I juz wan to be MYSELF COMFORTABLE. Comfortably... This is the key word. I want to be comfortable wif my classmates. It's vv vv tiring to put on a false mask. VV VV tired...

Good night...