Played soccer today. Yup, so i'm sun-burnt. But surprisingly, i'm not tired. And i ran a lot a lot today. Cuz my 2.4 timing sux. Muz improve.

Anyway, we took a cab home. And we gt a cock driver who doesnt know directions. And bad-tempered also. Cuz of some shit events, he quarreled wif some driver from another car cuz he din change lane properly. .........!!!

Juz now, while searching for my integration summary notes, which i couldn't find in the end, i noticed i had lots of catching up to do. Once the syllabus ends, i will have lots of tutorials to either attempt or re-attempt cuz i hardly do those last yr. Haizzzzzz.... And time is running out!

Did she come online cuz of me?? Hmmm.. haha...........

I think i'm falling sick. Due too insufficient sleep. I can feel a headache coming up, the back of my throat is damn itchy, and my throat is dry. These are bad signs. So now i'm drinking lots of water and taking some antibiotics. Hope tt helps. And i also ate some oranges for vitamin C juz now..

Oh.. i talked to her online yst. Haha.. yea.. nth much though. But we haven talked for quite somet time le k... =)

Haizzz.. shit. These few days have been really bad.. lots and lots of assignments to complete. I can choose not to do some though, but being the hardworking me.. =D. And now i have my Poisson assignment in front of me.

Sth's wrong wif my blog! the music cocked up. I dunno wad's wrong yet. But i'm sure it has gt to do wif angelfire. And since lyn's using my account, her blog also doesnt have music. Shit.. i muz solve this.. but first, i muz have time....

Poisson..... e power negative lumda, lumda r over r factorial.. Wadd e hell....

"when two normal frens became closer right..den they can sms or chat online n talk anything under the sun..den when they actually see each other in real life right..somehow things dun go right..they dun talk..maybe there is some kinda awkwardness in them..they can sense each other's presence..but they just dun seem to care on the surface" -- i gt this from a blog.. hope the person doesn't mind..

How true is it? I dunno.. but i feel the same way too. Unless of course the person i took those lines from were referring to "her".. which cant be.

It's been quite some time le..... haizzzz

Finally.. for the first time this weekend. I can sit down, relax, and say to myseld " I've done all my hw." Although the word ALL isn't quite accurate here, it's good enough to last me until wednesday i hope...

I though about sth yst after i saw sth =D. If let's say a couple goes out for a meal. A planned meal let's say.. den the guy orders the food and stuff. When the food comes, the guy is the only one left eating after 5minutes. The girl stops cuz of stupid reasons like eating too much (it's a planned meal btw). How would the guy feel.. Personally i wouldn't like it. The girl could at least make it clear that she dun wan to eat so much so the guy wun like order so much food. AND also to eat slowly if the difference in portions is like 5:1 ..

I love this password thing. But i dunno if it can be broken by a lot of ppl yet.. getting someone to help me check. I feel less exposed. Haha!

Btw, the answers to the qus are elaine, desmond and alex respectively. Any answer can allow u to enter. So ppl who find this fun, u can try it. U can try it lyn =D

Sth is wrong wif me. I have never been so tired in a week before. I'm so tired that i even felt like sleeping during tutorials. And at night i juz need to lie on my bed and i can feel myself going to sleep. That's how tired i am..

I juz realised how much i gt for being in mjc's 1st 3 mths. Not academically though. Besides the friends, i met mr yeow, mr koh and ms huda. And it so happened that after the 3 mths, mr yeow is... mr yeow. ms huda became my ct in j2. and mr koh, the vp, who i had a litle talk wif today. Btw, if some over paranoid ppl happen to see this and thought tt mr koh din do wad he was supposed to do cuz he knows me, juz 2 words.. fuck u.

I'm thinking of password blocking my blog.. to only close friends. I'm thinking how close the friends should i allow in.. that is the question i'm going to set........

Not blogged for quite a long time eh.. a little unlike me. Din really haf the free time to blog these days. Until today, though i still have 6 stacks of papers infront of me.. haizzzz.

Anyway, me and bit went to CMPB on Thurs afternoon for our medical checkup. Those ppl made us wait for like 45min for the final station, den told us to come back the nxt day to complete the vocational test. It's like so far away la.. grrrrr.

And on Fri, we went back, i completed the supposedly 2hrs test in like an hour and wow! go all the way back to CMPB juz to spend an hour in front of the computer figuring wad's sin2xcos2x.

Also, we gt back our PW results on tt day. I gt a 2. So did 94.1% of mjc.. all gt at least a 2. I was expecting a 3.. guessed my OP pulled my grades up.

Finally, it's amazing how many pl are reading my blog. So.... dun laugh at me cuz of sth i put on it thinking that it was silly for me to do so. Wadever i put here, i thought through a little and also, i want to rmb wad i put here. Juz like the constance dream ya.. i wan to rmb as many of my dreams as possible.

Talking abot dreams, here's another from last night. I dreamt i went to Ceresi. Yes, the store that sold children's clothes. Forgot wad happened but roughly, while walking and browsing throught the clothes, i saw some of my "long-lost" clothes there. Blah blah blah, i took the clothes, paid for them. Juz as i was about to walk out, i wondered y i wanted to pay for the clothes cuz they're already mine. So i approached the cashier and said sth tt the clothes were mine. Amazingly, the cashier replied tt the clothes were left in the shop for more den a yr but an unknown person. And even more amazingly, i gt the receipts for the clothes i bought and showed it to the sales person. The cashier looked at my receipts for a long time, den "ring!!!!!!!!!!". My alarm rang. Wad a dream! Haha!

Actually i have nth to blog and wan to sleep early cuz waking up for liverpool game later.. but...... i visited a website. And i'm amazed..

http://www.sajc.moe.edu.sg/images%202004/soccer_final2.htm

The pictures of last yr 'A' Division soccer final. It's so grand la.... the semis din have that even. Imagine wad the players feel in that atmosphere.. and the fans.. Oh man....... =)

I like my hair now =D. Not tt I've changed the style or anything. Juz that the fringe is long~~ Haha! Dun think i ever had fringe this long before. But tt's not the pt, the pt i i can "drape" it over my forehead nicely. Haha! The down pt is, i need some substance to maintain it cuz otherwise it messes up wif the wind (nudges chungchi), and also i cant do this in school. Will kana caught for long hair.

Ok, now.. shut up vin. Ur hair sux. CUT UR FRINGE!!!! I know u r reading this. Yes, i have supernatural powers. It's amazing! <--cambo tone.

I've gt this muscle ache in my left thigh. It's sth I've not felt for a relatively long time =D. Today is the first time for like 1 mth i really jogged long dist. I guess it's cuz of tt bah. Weird.. cuz i play soccer and i'm sure i covered more den wawd i did today, but there wun be any ache..

Tmr morning, as usual. Bedok in the morning. For 2 wks we din play at all. A long time......

Another shit blog entry....

I've juz discovered that i have a cd i compiled wif the best songs from the "yang guang xi lie" series and some other nice songs. The days when i was using 56k way way way back in sec 2/3 i guess. The sogns are damn gd!!!

I wanted to blog sth. There's this sth i wan to say. But i dunno how to say it. So i left this screen here alone and surfed around, visited mtv4.net, msned a little. Juz realised lin jun jie gt new album. Anyway, tt's not the pt. I wan to add sth to my previous post.

The bdays of guys and girls will not be the same. The way the celebrate and the "meaning" of gifts. Of course u cant give a girl and guy the same necklace.... It's the meaning behind gifts. Girls treat their bdays, and other bdays as rather BIG days. Guys dun usually do this. <-- Obviously this is a hasty generalization. So... i dun treat bdays smally. Treat it quite bigly. Both mine and my friends.

Going to my hsc friends, scroll back to sometime in dec if i'm not wrong and u'll get a post on my bdays gifts. Anyway, this yr, for ALL my best friends, i'm going to be the usual planner and plan sth for them. Why? Cuz 18 le mah! 18 is a big thing k... Actually 16 also. Talking about tt, basket! On our 16th and 18th, both impt bday yrs are also impt yrs! Os and As. Ok. Btw, for my best friends, only guys =D. No, i'm not gay. Cuz the girls have their own "planners". The guys dun really. So i sacrifice loh. I gain happiness in making ppl happy =D.

Returning to the guys girls diff thing.. I envy the stuff girls get. No THE stuffs, but the meaning behind the stuffs. Juz ask ray. The ball wif our msgs and signatures. Simple, but big big meaning. Sth like tt. Oh shit! I think i sound like i'm deprived of bday gifts! Well, from my friends, to a certain extent, i am. Esp from my best friends. None leh.. Maybe we're too close le bah? Btw, juz a thought. Am i contradicting myself. This post and the previous one? Maybe, but who cares? this is MY blog!!!!

Ask me wad's the feeling i wan to really feel now? Not estacism. Juz a simple one, juz to feel touched. No, i dun wan anyone to touch me literally. Figuratively. Go figure. =). A guy wif a certain level of girl thoughts maybe.. note, girl not girly.

Sometimes, i juz envy girls a lot. Not cuz they're able to dress up and all that but cuz of how they treat their friendship wif ppl...

Guys and girls both treat friends differently. In general. =D. The most obvious is that girls will do stuff that really show how impt their friends are to them while guys dun usually do tt. Girls themselves will be closer to each other than guys. But in the long run, it's the totoal opposite.

Aiya, actually i'm not sute wad i'm saying here. Juz read ziting's blog and really felt that maybe i dun have a lot of friends hu really make me feel an impt friend...