I was reading some of my past entries and at the same time listening to a vv sad song - Zhang Zhi Cheng's Hen Xiang Ni. I realised the comments i made about 108 were true from my heart, and those i made on 205 is shit. It was like fictional writing. All the feelings were faked! At that time, i only wanted to appease everyone. And thinking back, i realised that having to answer to ur own blog entries is stupid.

And also, after 7 mths with 205, there isn't one third as much happening than wad happened the whole 7 mths with 208. I'm come out wif a hypothesis. My pro-activeness has decreased tremendously this yr cuz of the splitting of 208. Self-explanatory? I guess if the VP asks me about pro-activeness, i would say that.

And i teared a little with thi song and previous blog entries conbined....