Recently it started.. I can think properly. As in i dunno wad the next step i'll take be.

Normally, i dun plan my days. I usually can haf a rough idea wad i'll be doing the nxt day. It's like i can tink of wad i'll do. But recently, i can't seem to think wad i'll do nxt. Or wad i shouldnt do next. Is it stress? I wouldn't know.

Sometimes on my way home i suddenly feel lost. And when i'm at home, i juz want to lay back on my chair and daze at the ceiling. Each time i daze, the thought that As are coming and i know nuts come, so i haf to stop dazing. Yet when i try to do sth else like read my notes, i cant seem to think. Ah!!!!!!!!! Someone help me!!

The worst so far is that i dunno whether to sleep or not to sleep when i'm vv tired at night. Cuz if i dun sleep, i'm afraid the nxt day i wun wake up in time or feel vv tired and cant concentrate in sch. But yet if i sleep, i'll be wasting the day away as the nxt day would be a brand new day with new worries.

I need to get my clear thinking back.