Sunday, July 24, 2005

This is a tag reply to wan. But it goes out to everyone.
"money aint everything.. attitude matters.. ".The story is that we were in a cab going away from haising from downtown side. Wan wanted to stop at the bus stop opp his hse, but i told him to stop after the cab came out and at the bus stop nearer to his hse. It made sense rite? On the way everything. But no, reply was bad. So wad else can i say to bring my pt across? "I pay, i decide".That's the trump card.
Why i posted this? Cuz EVERYONE out there hardly listens to my comments and views. It's called selective biasness. Wadever i say, u look on the surface, and think it made no sense. Think deeper. If i'm crapping, u can tell from my expression. But when i'm serious, i get irritated with response like vin's blahblahawearjakjhfhl jdsakajkhfkd.
A certain amt of respect has to be given. I think san would feel sth like tt. And to wan again, no, i'm not saying u dun give me respect. In fact u give me a lot of respect. But sometimes, ya..
I let u all tease me and all that, but there's a limit to everything. I'm spelling it out right here for the first time. I'll get irritated and disappointed.................
Dun see my easy-going nature as my weakness. For the old friends, guess u shld get it. Newer friends, well, juz rmb that. Easy going doesnt mean i'm a punching bag. Think of wad i've done.. everything.. juz think and not say "ya la, i know u did a lot but hu cares". Put urself in my shoes. Juz think......
To wan again, this entire post is not exactly for u. Only the first para or so. And i've nv flaunted wad little cash i haf in front of u all and use money as wad i did today. All the while my cash was used for things that make all of us happy and grow closer. Rmb the 50 from me 30 from san for pre-o-level bbq? Ya..... Today was a last resort and cuz it's so near the turn. And in a cab, i feel vv paiseh when we all or shld i say u all or they all talk about money, cuz there's the driver. PMS in short... My attitude? Needless to say. U all know it. It's proportional to how much i'm irritated.
And now to haoming. Juz one thing to say. And after i say it, juz relate it to urself and not find any other stuff to think about. Juz concentrate on urself den forget it. During all the time i've known u, u r vv sensitive. But wad's annoying me is the things u say when u r sensitive. When u say those things, u r insensitive to wad the ppl u r referring to feels. Think i'm crapping? No, think more. Juz think and not defend urself. Think... If u're uncomfortable wif this part on u in my blog, den tell me and i'll remove it. But think....

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