In a few minutes, it'll be my birthday. I'll be turning 19. My last -teen birthday. I dun wan to be twenty.. cuz i wan to remain young. There'll be more things for us to worry about as we grow older! Haizzz...

However, i want to turn 20 soon. Cuz of the stupid army. Once i'm twenty, it'll mean 2 mths and 3 days to ORD-ing. And tt means it's 1 yr 2mths 3 days and a few minutes till my ORD date. Seems soooo far. I have been in the stupid army for 8 mths already and i can say i've learnt shit! I've not changed both physically and mentally AT ALL. Well, maybe i'm juz fitter.....

But i cant deny the fact that i've made quite a few gd friends in the army. That's the only plus point in these 8 mths.

Hmm.. i said sth about this yr being very monotone for me cuz of army. Guess wad.. i'm right. Juz look at the no of posts i put up ever since enlistment. Explains everything. I think the total number in 8 mths is equivalent to the no in a mth during JC days.

Let's see wad i want for my birthday this yr..

Realistically, i hope for.....

15 greetings.. i hope i can reach tt no. Of course i'm not counting the ppl i see everyday like my family and army ppl..

3 cards and gifts? Haha! Pathetic huh.. and similarly, i'm not counting the ppl i see everyday like my family and army ppl..

myself to be able to do well in my singing class. Haha! I pay like about 30% of my monthly pay to learn it monthly k...

myself to be able to juz play the keyboard.. Simple chords tt allow me to sing along and correct my bad pitching would do.. And yes.. i'm paying 60 a mth for this one..

a holiday to Melbourne, Aus.. with either the whole grp of sec sch friends =), or a gf, if i have one. haha! And no, i'm not hoping for want in this list.

Tuition jobs.. so tt tgt wif my allowance, pay, subsidies, etc.. my input would be at least $1200 a month. I need money. Why i need money for? I dunno.. i juz need it. See.. this is wad i mean about getting older.. I'm starting to worry about my FAR future.. starting a family and stuff..

Army ppl to leave me alone and not bother me. The whole hierarchy thing is getting on my nerves. And i get irritated easily..

I've lost the mood to blog now.. haha.. shall contd some other time la..