I was watching Yoga performing perhaps a year ago? During Xing Guang 1, and to see everyone grow and improve.. It's really touching. Although I've just been following the show, I sort of feel for them. It's a little emo-y, but a nice feeling.. =)

I dunno how long would my love for music accompany me from now.. But I do hope that It's for some time.. Esp after my Uni years. I would probably still want to perform, and play, and compose. Hmm..

I’m feeling super emo today. But it’s not the sad kind of emo, but the touched kind of emo. I have been watching 2 programs and am super touched but them. Haha.. Though I know that to most people, it’s nothing.

The first program was some pre-national day program on channel U. Every year without fail, I would be feeling so proud to be a Singaporean. I can’t help but smile to myself after seeing all the changes that has happened since 1965. Furthermore, the program is a documentary revolving around a guy who was born on 9 Aug 1965. I dunno, but I just felt so patriotic then. Haha..

On patriotism… I dunno if ppl would consider myself to be patriotic, but I would say that I have been supporting everything Singapore since I was able to make my own decisions and think properly. I support the movies, music, books, sports.. everything that I know of, I’ll definitely support. No idea why, juz feel this way =)

The 2^nd show is a HK drama on Japanese food. The ending is some happy ending that touched me albeit it being a common ending. It’s some wonderful love ending la.. haha.. And yes, I’m easily touched by it. So far, I believe Under The Canopy Of Love is one of the best love dramas I’ve watched. It’s fairy tale yet realistic. It really really touched me when I watched it then.

Hey, watching TV is useful ok! I learnt quite a lot of life stuff from TV. Including my A-level GP essay.. It revolves around constant watching of ESPN. Haha!

I was also thinking when at home just now. The strong cool wind blowing into the living room while watching TV reminded me of the times at Lake Kenyir and Genting.

Memories at Lake Kenyir was very strong! Almido-ans, we SHOULD go and enjoy there too! The beautiful nature, water, canoeing, trekking, waterfall… The night sky, full of stars. Cool strong breeze blowing as we were on the speedboat going around the waters. It’s really very romantic I feel.. the night boat ride with the sky FULL of stars. My first truly jungle-ly outdoor experience as well as first time traveling out of the country without my parents by my side. It was when I was 15.

Genting… Everyone’s been there a couple of times before I’m sure. What had the strongest was the one I had last yr. I went over with Jun Vid and Vin. Just the 4 of us, 4 guys. It was really, really really really fun and memorable!! It’s because with such close friends, the theme park seemed more fun! In fact, everything was seemed more fun! We met 2 Msian Chinese girls there who used to work at Genting, and they took us to places around Genting we never knew existed. Like a 24hr prata shop inside a carpark (which I had stomachache 30min after consumption), and this park at Genting overseeing KL’s night lights, star-ful sky, and with birds flying about real high up. Those birds were luminous ok! Haha! Ppl, go watch Journey to the Centre of the Earth =D And the last thing was thinking about going on a first holiday with Pris.. To genting would be a good idea. Prob the end of the year if her results are good enough. Haha..

Anyway, I was thinking of the things I cannot not do if I am not 21 and a Uni first yr student. I realized, truly, time in army was well spent working on every musical aspect of myself. Those 2 years improved me a lot. I regret not starting earlier.. very much earlier! Another would be those fun games and stupid things. I dread reaching a point when we would have to be mature and all.. It’s quite sad not being able to do silly and stupid things.

I was thinking about the conversations with the Almido ppl too. Do I really know a lot of stuff? Perhaps it’s Jack of all trades master of none. I guess Harold Sim and Chu Cheng Chwee really tweaked my thinking and reasoning skills during army. The former being the positive one, and the latter.. ya.. Haha!

School’s starting once again in a few days time. Scared. Scared that I’ll be alone in lects and tuts. Maybe he’s right.. I’m afraid of loneliness, and that’s why I always plan things to ensure that I’m never alone. I’m already starting to think of what I can do for my 21^st birthday. I guess for the Usuals.. A cosy meal probably? I dunno. I was thinking of asking Almido to plan my a chalet with fun filled programs for my other friends. But it’s not really a good plan. Cuz I want to hang out with different groups individually cuz every group talks in a different language figuratively.

I juz ended the Almido Chalet. It's amazing how people can get along with one another when everyone starts to open up. You can tell when one has opened up when u see this person doing all unglam things in front of you. Haha!

Anyway, the chalet was totally fabulous! Seriously, it was one of the best I've been too. Usual chalets would be filled with card and game console playing. This wasn't at all. BBQ, Talentime, HTHTs =D, Night cycling. We filled the time with really meaningful programs. In my opinion, I feel that HTHTs are things that we cannot not do if we are not in a chalet cuz the atmosphere and feeling is different.

So much food such that it lasted us 2 days. Well, it's always like tt when i order the food. =D

Talentime was ok, average. The act for the quarrel between me and Wendy was rather ok. At least Elicia believed it. Haha.. HTHTs was nice. Hey, my name was mentioned a few times ok! For reasons I cant say. And night cycling, my first time. Really happy that I learnt cycling about a yr ago. My first night cycling and it was really fun.. really really really fun!

Looking forward to our next homely gathering. I really want us to be close for a very long time. =)