Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Looking through old photos DOES evoke memories within me.. And i feel that I'm quite a sentimental and emotional guy as compared to the guys around me. There's probably only a handful I know who are more senti and emo than me. Anyway, that's not the point now.

I was looking through the stash of photos I have and I am so glad that I used to bring my camera everywhere and take photos. Recently, I've stopped doing that! I dunno why I stopped. I have to start bringing my camera out again to take photos and store those photo memories with me. What I would probably do now is to pass a thumbdrive around to save those photos i've missed.

My birthdays.. They have been quiet close affairs with my closer friends. This is the first time I'm doing it big, mainly cuz I'm turning 21 and there's a live band available. I'm actually quite disappointed that the percentage of my longest friends who would not be able to turn up is much bigger than those friends I met over the past 3 years. 8, 9 yrs friends... I guess the long friendship might make the celebration seem a little insignificant. Afterall, we've been celebrating on and off for a few years now. Ervin and San have gone away for sometime, and I would really want then to be at my party.. but.. yea. Saddening..

Looking through the pictures.. my 19th, 20th..

Some pics of Louiza and I. I think it's a BIG waste to let the friendship go away cuz I'm with Pris now. But because we dont really have vv close mutual friends, it's just. Hope she'll be able to go for my party too. Even TY sacrificed the boredom.. haha..

I was looking through my army days as well. POP and NS40.. Haha! Well.. I realised that I do miss the TCSS sessions i had with my army pals. I'm like a totally different person with them.. able to talk about any thing at all.. really like TCSS. =D

Hmm.. musically changed too. Ahh.. I'm really confused in my music ways. It might only be an interest and a hobby, but I'm really very very interested in it. I think I've learnt too much and become a little technical. Do i want to be an instrumentalist, a vocalist, a composer? I'm quite confused and I hope someone can come and enlighten me. Ever since I changed my blog address, I'm not sure of the traffic inflow here..

I dunno if I'm distancing from my longest friends.. I feel like I am during the gatherings. I'm lost, confused........


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