Looking through old photos DOES evoke memories within me.. And i feel that I'm quite a sentimental and emotional guy as compared to the guys around me. There's probably only a handful I know who are more senti and emo than me. Anyway, that's not the point now.

I was looking through the stash of photos I have and I am so glad that I used to bring my camera everywhere and take photos. Recently, I've stopped doing that! I dunno why I stopped. I have to start bringing my camera out again to take photos and store those photo memories with me. What I would probably do now is to pass a thumbdrive around to save those photos i've missed.

My birthdays.. They have been quiet close affairs with my closer friends. This is the first time I'm doing it big, mainly cuz I'm turning 21 and there's a live band available. I'm actually quite disappointed that the percentage of my longest friends who would not be able to turn up is much bigger than those friends I met over the past 3 years. 8, 9 yrs friends... I guess the long friendship might make the celebration seem a little insignificant. Afterall, we've been celebrating on and off for a few years now. Ervin and San have gone away for sometime, and I would really want then to be at my party.. but.. yea. Saddening..

Looking through the pictures.. my 19th, 20th..

Some pics of Louiza and I. I think it's a BIG waste to let the friendship go away cuz I'm with Pris now. But because we dont really have vv close mutual friends, it's just. Hope she'll be able to go for my party too. Even TY sacrificed the boredom.. haha..

I was looking through my army days as well. POP and NS40.. Haha! Well.. I realised that I do miss the TCSS sessions i had with my army pals. I'm like a totally different person with them.. able to talk about any thing at all.. really like TCSS. =D

Hmm.. musically changed too. Ahh.. I'm really confused in my music ways. It might only be an interest and a hobby, but I'm really very very interested in it. I think I've learnt too much and become a little technical. Do i want to be an instrumentalist, a vocalist, a composer? I'm quite confused and I hope someone can come and enlighten me. Ever since I changed my blog address, I'm not sure of the traffic inflow here..

I dunno if I'm distancing from my longest friends.. I feel like I am during the gatherings. I'm lost, confused........

It feels good to know that what u've teached has a positive effect. I was literally doing producing for this guy's performance in geyao. He was really bad the first time he sang, but improved soooo much such that i'm enjoying the recording of the performance. Maybe it's cuz my dynamics followed his and i did my part vv well. Haha! =x But it feels really good. He even walked over to thank me when he won some best newcomer make vox. =)

As well as doing the harmo for another song. Correcting the harmo, and getting very positive feedback on the harmo.. Haizz.. I would rather teach harmo and singing by demonstrating and not just pointing out the mistakes that they should take note of. =(

Mixed feelings!

I was having a talk with some Voices ppl about my singing etc.. Now i'm thinking. Do i really just want to do instruments or to sing as well? I love singing. I think now I love singing more than keyboard! Hmm.. I'm a little confused.

They were saying tt my singing has no feelings (and tt's besides the point it being vv pitchy). And i should be more emo in my life as well. The most emo time i felt recently was the time I wrote Zou Le. Some parts i really agree, such as if u sing it with feelings, the pitching technique everything doesnt matter. Ok, it does a little, but yea..

2 yrs since I first touched music. I have improved ALOT these 2 years, but there's still a long way to go. I think me being pitchy is not because of my being unable to control it, but more of me being used to hearing myself going off but thinking I'm on. I would probably need some time to get my pitching right etc. I can listen out to pitching faults etc, but i just cant correct myself! It's so irritating. I know wad's wrong but I cant do anything. Haizzz..

Shiru and Vencent asked me this before. Do i want to be very good on the keys or singing. I would answer singing now. Look at Gaby.. omg. Totally no background, but blessed with a super nice voice and spot on pitching. The 5 notes zhuan yin was really cool.

Contemplating pulling out of HPT. Hmmm.....

I realized that after my stint at T3 watches, I'm noticing watches so much more. And appreciating them as well. However, I notice more of the aesthetics part that the features part, though i would want the best of both worlds. Some watches are really nice and I'm tempted to get the replicas =D. Haha!

Seeing quite a lot of high end watches in school. Saw an Omega ladies small two tone diamond constellation and a cartier tank america rose gold. Like omg.. expensive watches. They look more ex than IWC. IWC, though ex, is more plain and for those who knows them.