We spent a whole night talking about everything that happened in the past 2 weeks. From me dropping my first tear in a long long time to her crying to herself at night even on cruise. =( But overall, I am super relieved that things are ok now. Same as before. =)
Friday, December 31, 2010
We spent a whole night talking about everything that happened in the past 2 weeks. From me dropping my first tear in a long long time to her crying to herself at night even on cruise. =( But overall, I am super relieved that things are ok now. Same as before. =)
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
I thought last night that I have gotten over things, but there are always moments which I just felt that I missed you. All the rants and stuff we share.. On your tumblr.. I would really be willing to do those you posted on 27/12 for you to the best of my ability, but.. would you give me a chance?
You said you're at your wits end because of something. What is this something? It doesn't help that you are telling me it doesn't matter. There is something behind all these which I do not know about. Come on, you know how well we understand each other.
Today.. I could sense something when Xing teh-ed me and stuff, and when I opened the sweet wrapper for her and sort of almost fed her. Also, when you told me on the bus about the steamboat at golden mile.. There was an impending urge to say "Let's go leh!", but yea.. And and when you just bought the frogs porridge to share like that. Over-reacting? Haha.. or understanding a little too well. Well, it can go either way. Oh, and your red hair when I asked if you dye-ing red and you said you din like red.....
I am like a total fool now. Haha.. If it turned out to be such that I was always the spare tyre, I'm an idiot. Like I told you ages ago, and you told me to.. there isn't a need for you to do this cuz there is nothing to gain. Emotional support gained. But anyhow, up to now, I still believe that you wouldn't do such stuff. Yet, everything points to this. Is it worth it even doing such cover ups just for something I do not know. I mean, just let me know would you?? Pls... But dont tell me a white lie.. ='(
Sunday, December 26, 2010
It was dropped because I was listening to Ah Du's 下雪 song on radio in the car as it was raining very heavily outside. I din even pay much attention to the lyrics, but at that point of time, I had decided to drop it for good. And when the song played, all the happy times flashed through.. all the way to us saying we would walk down Orchard road taking photos with all the Christmas decorations. I recalled how excited I was when I was talking about it.. saying that I always wanted to do such things but had no chance.. And now, it's just all gone.
The tear was not because of any other external factor, but just me deciding that hey, it's over. All those things were just memories. They were really wonderful memories. We were "unofficially" together for like one month... Met up like 14 times in November, a good 2000 minutes talked over the phone. Endless sms-es that last from 早安宝贝 to 晚安宝贝s be it who woke up first or slept first. Those sms kisses, phone kisses.. when we both just fell asleep over the phone and woke up to see 2hrs/3hrs passed. Haha... To the point when I just had the feeling to say the 3words to you as you were sleeping, and you said had you known, you would not have slept. All these memories..
Why is fate so cruel?! Put everything together nicely just that it was dropped at the wrong time! One month earlier at least? Everything might really change. Throughout the whole thing.. it's super obvious that if you were not with him, we would really get together. But the fact is that you were with him. And the horrible thing is that we are like getting super close with each passing day and you kept on saying that you and him wun last and stuff. That's something that gave me hope, and continue doing everything I did, which you reciprocated whole heartedly.
I can make big detours just so that you do not bump into him when with me. Go big circles, take a different route, stop at a point 200m away hidden from him and stuff. Do you know how much it hurted me?? But I did it just simply because I dont want you to be unhappy.
You always said we have lots of time to do lots of things together. But has it finally run out? The photos you took on cruise with him.. your expression was just blissful. Was it all an act for him? Haha.. even if you told me that, it'll be hard for me to believe. So, I wun believe, but I would just accept.
Haha.. the irony. Everything I talked to you about even before we got close seems to be happening to me now. All these shit..
That Thurday night went I looked you up and we talked, and I told you I would do my best to not love you anymore.. The next day you kept on dropping hint. WHY?! You could have left it at there, and it would be better. No matter what I do, I'm still not strong enough to hurt you. Why on Saturday when we met, I told you I realised everything you wanted to do.. and just wanted to not hurt him. Your reaction was neutral with slight guilt. And throughout the time we were out, you mentioned his name thrice! The cruise.. omg.. haha..
Simply because I dun want you to be hurt, that's why Im still hanging on. Even up to now.. I saw the cruise pictures, and I know I really have to be strong and get away from you. But, my biggest worry would be that you get sad over it.. haizz...
Really.. understanding you too well hurts a lot.....
Saturday, December 25, 2010
First up was the pig's birthday. She planned his birthday and they went out the whole day. I'm ok with that, but somehow it just felt saddening and perhaps that the night out for supposedly my birthday was cut short and it seemed more of a date. Appreciate is one thing, feeling for it is another things.
Then after that came the news that they're going on a cruise together with her family. Wad de.. I was super duper emo. How can she let that happen if she's been telling me that all she's doing now is not to hurt him at his weakest point and that's all?! Ok, i accepted that too. Chose to believe that was the real point, and somehow felt relieved that I saw it that way.
However, in-between seeing it as it is, I met her up on 16/12 night to talk about us. By then I've decided to let it go, and try hard to stop loving her and to just be friends, and also at the same time, to let the pig know about us because I felt that enough is enough. I have really done a lot a lot to just make her feel happy and can be sad and emo and be at the background the whole time. I thought 开心就好, but it turned out that they got closer. Yj gt emotionally closer to him over the months since October when I start to really chase after her.
After we parted on Thurday, she asked me out for dinner on Friday. And it was actually ok, but why did she have to drop so many hints to me?! Did I catch the wrong ones? Choose to believe the wrong ones? Maybe, perhaps. And so, on Saturday, we met for breakfast and I told her ok, no, I understand that wad's you're doing to him is just to not hurt him, nothing else. I accepted that, and will continue chasing you. I felt the reaction. For 2 person who understand each other so well, I knew you had something in your mind then. There was a big block.
Nevermind, Saturday night I sent the super knn email to the guy telling him about her. The next day, she said I betrayed her trust and stuff and ignored me until only yesterday. Well, she was on cruise from Sunday to Wed night with her parents and the guy. I would never do such things.. she knew about the email I was going to send. Perhaps it was some rashness that included things that were slightly off.
The whole time she was at cruise, I was apologizing non stop. And did some super big surprise at her place when she came back. The reaction was rather different from wad it would be previously. Is it because she was still very mad? Or did the trip and the email somehow made them closer.
And today, I saw the photos of their trip on facebook. This is shit. A really shitty feeling. Come on! I know I chose this path right from the start when I decided to let you know of my feelings because you were already attached to him. But why did I do so? It is simply because you reciprocated. Throuhgout the months, we grew so much so much closer. All the late night talks, endless sms-es, outings.. Plans for holidays, cruise etc.. Everything! There was the "love is in the air" thing going around. I'm not an idiot.. if there isn't anything going around from your side, why would I jump further and further in?!
And the worst thing, you never explicitely say that we have no chance, or we have a chance. So I'm constantly waiting.. All the hints doesnt help.. from "I think 2 person have to be attracted to each other to constantly have things to talk about", and "It doesnt matter(that you let me know your feelings now), because the only difference is who says it first). You know how hard it is when you see someone you really love being with someone else.
I never blamed you, and am not blaming you because I got myself in this shithole. The cruise pictures on facebook really made me u know u know. I cant take it anymore now. I cant.... It's been since early October and everything, every single thing I did was so that you be happier each day. Every surprise, outings, listening ear.. BIG detours so that we do not bump into him. I dunno what you tell him about us. I do not know about now, but I do know that for a period of time in October and November, aside from being your bf, I was providing everything a bf could provide.. all the emotional support and stuff.
You dunno how hard it hurts when you rant about things he do to me. I just listened and pushed my emotions to the back and just consoled you so that you can feel better. Our pictures? Just 2 good friends doing stupid things together. Your pictures? A girl who loves the guy..
My hands never trembled so much. Not with Priscilla. You said do not compared you with her because it's demeaning. I'm not comparing. But somehow, certain things are similar. Why am I always in this shit?!
When I saw the fb photos, I wanted to cry. I really do, because if I did that, I would feel a lot a lot better. But I just cant.
Dont say I dont understand you when Im typing all these. I know you can probably do it, but I cant anymore. I cant absorb everything, and control all my thought just so that you feel happier and not so bothered about things I say. I cant.. No more.. I'm very lost.
It's a race of time now.. You make yourself clear, or I eventually drift away from you. We or maybe I fell for you cuz of personality and character. We never thought we would have anything going on. But somehow, things just happened. If you were single now, everything might be different.
I told you before, not showing, doesnt mean not having. He can cry in front of you, rant about all his shit and stuff, and you worry and wad nots about it. I dont not because I dun have. It's because I can control.
Maybe if you have no reason to love someone, it's harder to give it up because there isnt a reason why you love, so there's nth to break it. But if there's a reason to love, if the reason is gone, den it's gone...
All those 宝贝s.. and XXOOs, and phone XXs, and the hand holdings. Ok, can be nothing. I'm thinking too much huh. Fine. Den what about all the tehness, the saying 我对你最好,我最了解你..
I really hope you can come out and let me know everything. I know your point that we cannot start anything because you're with him. So.. solve it! Let me know or let him know. Wad is wrong?! This is not very difficult. I have no right to know or interfere.. but.. so?! I'm the direct party involved. ..
Thursday, December 23, 2010
It's a meaningful passage itself....
Emo-ey week.....
Thursday, December 09, 2010
Birthday!
3/12/10
I went over to Boon Lay for an early breakfast but everyone wad late!We met at JP and had this Yogurt Ice Cream thingy. We planned to just grab a bite before going over to meet the other Voices people who were at Voices Keep Fit Day at Jurong West Sports Hall, but ended up talking until quite late, and so we just took the train back to the East and hung around East Point before meeting the rest for dinner.
I treated Voices for dinner at Bedok Blk 128! =D A super sumptuous zi char dinner that had
- Birthday Mee Sua
- Cold Dish (Water Chestnut omelette, top shell, black pepper beef, seafood balls with lychee, sweet and sour fish)
- Steamed Fish
- Marmite Chicken Wings
- USA Duck
- Cereal Prawns
- Yi Ping Wo (Abalones, fish maw, sea cucumber, scallop, prawns)
- Baby Kai Lin with Abalone Mushroom
- Red Bean Glutinous Rice Dessert
Ming Ming, Kee Onn, Darren, Winnie, Roxanne, Miao Ru, Yuxing, Qian Hua, Roger, Wei Ping, Yi Kang, Marcus, Yanjia, Kendrick, Ben, Sze Hao, Jansen, Wei Hao, Angela and Hao Ran turned up! Super a lot of food, super big portions! Everyone was full to the max after that!
Well, I got rather emo after the dinner with stuff. Ngiam-ed over the phone at midnight for awhile. It was a super emo thingy for myself. I guess I was tired due to the lack of sleep as well ba! I took a short nap and woke up feeling super guilty about the whole thingy. I did an apology video hoping it would be laughed at and yea….
4/12/10:
I had difficulty sleeping throughout the night, and when I woke up the next day, I was so afraid of B-Con. I felt that it's rare to find someone with so much chemistry and understanding.. I called Angela and talked about it for an hour plus but after that, I did not really feel better. No choice though, as I had to gear up to get to Macau for a rehearsal practice with the singers.
Throughout the practice at Macau, I always had the previous night's incident preoccupied in my mind. Hoping that I would receive an sms or something. When I finally got the sms that things are ok already, and it was juz a bad night, I felt really really better. Oh, and the video is indeed funny! =D
Next was dinner with paternal side at Yan Palace which I thought is very average. They used lots of msg though.
After dinner, I went back home to chill awhile before going over to Michelle’s place for Almido’s birthday gathering for me. I received a surprise birthday call at midnight! I was super duper awesomely happy then! Haha! Problems solved, and back to normals!
I thought the idea od actually knowing that I'm with Almido and wanting to pop up and surprise me is sweet. Though it din really happen, but the thought that counts la! Haha! That's the reason why my old Nokia was not returned to me even though a new iPhone4 has been purchased. And this just means that the plan was there since 13/11 which was the day she got her iphone. Awwwwww~ Though it did not happen but it was a thought and a lovely surprise which I did not pre-empt at all!
When we ended the call, and I went into the house, they were saying that I was brimming with laughter, and full of radiance! =D I guess it was partly due to the phone call, but on top of that, it was another wonderful gathering with Almido. Even when I have no plans for my birthday, I know Almido will always plan something and that is very heartwarming!
First up was my birthday “cake”! Candles on a you tiao, and with tauhuey too! They formed JOEL on the tau huey using gummy snakes! Haha! That is very creative and I really liked this a lot! It’s the idea that really counts.
Next were the presents. Three tops. One “Shit head”, one Rock and Roll , and one dri-fit. I really liked the presents because I did not buy tops for myself this birthday and they bought it for me! Also, the dri-fit.. I have wanted a dri-fit for a super long time, and they got it too! The card’s something that you cannot but with money. As per previous years, I really love it!
We spent the night htht-ing and myself interrogated and Guitar Hero-ing before all of us turned in at 5.
5/12/10:
We woke up the next day at about 9 and headed down to Prive for breakfast! Wonderful company with good food! =)! Unique birthday breakfast together!
After that, I went back home to chill and catch up on some sleep before dinner with maternal side at Chin Huat Live Seafood.
- Geoduck Sashimi + Shabu Shabu
- Poached Live prawns
- Dong Po Rou
- Lobster fried with XO sauce
- Roasted Chicken
- Tau fu with mushrooms and Tau Kee
- Hokkien Mee
After a super duper full dinner, I went over to Macau for my first performance ever and Yanjia was sitting there waiting for me! A big big surprise! =) =) =)!! She was there to pass me some birthday presents as well as to encourage me on my first day performing! She actually wanted to pass me the presents and leave, but I told her she could stay and watch if she wanted to. So, she stayed until 2am when I ended =). My teacher talked to her a little and was like encouraging me to talk to her more. Like erm, if we don’t talk enough, WHAT IS ENOUGH!? Haha! The xiao di xiao mei treated Yanjia very well too.. Constantly checking on her drinks and offering her drinks and stuff!
After I ended, we drove around aimlessly and talked talked talked! Super duper aimlessly before we ended at Jurong Bird Park Hill Top BUT when we reached there, it was TOTALLY EMPTY. We felt awkward and quickly drove off and ended up just below her block where we took like 108137261203871 photos! Super a lot with lots of damn unglam poses! =D Did super a lot of childish and silly things… Haha!
6/12/10:
I came down with runny nose and was unwell, and so slept from 7am to 7pm! =D After that went to Macau for work as usual.
7/12/10:
I met up with Shunfa, Weichin, Dikai, YiBin, and Yanming for dinner at Pearl River Palace. They’re quite nice leh! I told them that I was treating them, but they bao “ang pao” equivalent to the price of the buffet dinner. It was Chinese ala-carte buffet dinner that was rather good! About $39 per pax on weekday nights. It has been some time since all of us had a nice meal together, and talking about the army stuff we went through! =)
8/12/10:
I was bao-ed today to celebrated my birthday but the bao-er fell sick!!! =( It was the fever and runny nose thingy, which I thought I passed to the bao-er on Monday. The constant late nights and stuff did not help the bao-er too. Therefore we only met at like 630pm instead of much earlier.
It was good in the sense that the bao-er had enough rest and was not looking bad when we met. First was dinner at this charcoal fish head steamboat place at Jalan Sultan, which soup is superb! We went over to Golden Mile to jalan jalan a little after dinner. We checked out the cinema there but all it was showing was some Tamil movies! Omg! Haha! After hanging around there for a while, we spent sometime in the car checking out the movies around. I wanted to catch The haunted House Project but no cinema was showing it though.
Next was Yong He at Geylang then Ah Chew at Bugis, before we went over to Barrage to chills and talk. =) A simple day out but it was the company that matters.
All in all, it was a really comfortable and fun day! A little tiring at the end but =)
Saturday, November 27, 2010
5 days. I hope.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
0220:
Wad de hell?! Exam period! You do not want to confront him for anything cuz it's the exam period lest you get the blame for ruining his results. And now in the midst of the exams, he comes and gives you problems. Wad de hell?!
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Mini-Concert was on Thursday and it was a big big success. One of the best mini concerts ever. I did not perform and was the Stage Manager. I guess the venue was good and everyone was feeling high after that. There were lots of improvements from vox and band, and the standards way surpassed our expectations when they first came in. Somehow, although things did not seem too right on paper, they turned out very well in the end. The Angel-Mortal game really helped Voices to get closer. I was really surprised that a good 30+ people went out for the "Qing Gong Yan" after the concert. =)
On Friday, post-concert syndrome. Nua-ed the whole day! But I had to go to school and return the NUSSU van at night. It actually turned out to be a blessing in disguise. Because "we" talked and talked and talked over the phone for like a whole 6 hours like omg. It really didn't felt that way la! Ended up sleeping only at 6am, and the next day, when she texted a "Good Morning" and I called over, we were juz sprouting gibberish and teh-ing all the way. It turned out to be 20min when we both thought it was like 5-10min. Talkative ppl la!
Ok sat, the 灯灯节without灯! Cuz it rained! =( But nevertheless it was the company la. Ate at Makan Sutra for the first time, and I thought that the food is TOO greasy. Note, not oily but greasy! Grease is the black kinda oil. Hung around, walk walk, look look, see see before coming my place to look at all the wonderful 宝s I have. ALMIDO! You guys really did a lot! I went throught the stuffs and recalled wad you did for me, really really nice! =)=)
Things were actually very happy and nice until like say 430am, when splinter came in again. So from 430 to 530, it was rather dull. Awkward a lil. =( Could have stayed on continuing the 宝s, and breakfast the vegetarian bee hoon I was talking about!
Den Sunday. Went over at night and brought some food my grandmum cook over for the family as well. Met her parents for the 3/4th time and small talked. It feels nice that all 4 of us can just talk and get along well. Mundane stuff, to holidaying in HK, to nice food places etc. =)) Hung around after that, and talked till about 215am before I left for home. Continued on the phone about rather realistic and serious stuff. Splinter....... Grrrr!
Past 4 days spent together. It was really a 开心,放松,轻松 kinda 4 days if we do not talk about the splinter! Really getting closer now, and i dunno.. Splinter!!!!
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
On Sat.. Car insurace... den silly talks, falling asleep, more silly talks.. Talk and more talks,
never ending talks! Once we start, it goes on and on and on =D, such that we have to control, and stop talking cuz the next day's an early day in school for you!
Den come Sun, juz a simple morning call made the day. Still, couldnt stop talking and had to stop otherwise we'll be late for our own appts. From the silly things to serious things and problems etc.
Mon too.. with the rehearsal and stuffs. Beef ball soup and 猪脚 to bring home.. Haha! What a silly entry that followed the previous one.
Somethings can feel it la.. =)
And if my dear splinter happens to be stalking me. It doesnt matter. 有能量就来找我吧!要不然,就随缘!
Saturday, October 30, 2010
What happens if
- the stuff I actually bring from home is shared?
- the things I do are just filling in the gabs left by the other person who's not doing much?
- I'm on wild goose chase, literally?
den again.. What happens if it's because of ONE indecisive person?
An extended period of happiness, but occassional, and getting more frequent emo-ness. Worth it? The splinter is there.. I cant take it out, and am just going to wait for it to fall of naturally. So this person here has 2 choices, either to take it out, or to make changes to everything just to suit this splinter. Namely, month-saries. I mean the dates are similar, it's quite obvious.
Each time the splinter appears in the picture, there's an inner emotion that surfaces which is constantly being surpressed. This is not a good feeling. Imagine how hard it is to surpress a laughter, this is twice harder. But den again, the splinter is already there when I decided to be involved as well. A choice I made which I ought to face? Perhaps..
Arghz! Worry, and you are able to do something, it's not too bad.
Worry, but yet, there are a lot of things you can't do.. Like
- I can't call or msg cuz the splinter's around. Either dun reply/reject/disappear.. It's like last time.. Like wad the hell...
- You wanna ngiam.. scold.. nag.. but, how much can you do so when things are at such status quo?
- Cheer you up? So many worries, so many things going on in your life! You know.. 因为太了解所以很伤心,但因为太了解,所以会觉得越多事我还真的不懂! 我没必要懂,可是因为不懂而真的很担心. 但懂了,可能会突然明白太多太多. 懂也不行,不懂也不行!
The "date", the "bake", the "make'.. 妒忌,怕,烦,矛盾.. 怎么办呢............... I'm a person who really appreciate these minor details in life. Seeing it in front of you... yet.....
On the brighter side, all these might be just paranoid? Haha....
Says come Jan when there's a split for 6 months, things would change. I'm not quite sure.. I would think it would resume after 6months.. It's painful. 真的........
Not emo-ing now. But more of reality check. I'm confused.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
I guess we only lie to ourselves to make ourselves feel better? Cowardly act? Haha.. Perhaps. I lie to myself because otherwise, I would be thinking a lot and feeling unhappy. Choosing to believe the things I want to believe even though I know there may be many other points to look out for. Or are the things I choose to believe really the truth, and I am just being too paranoid. Many ifs, many ors. But all in all, I just want to be happy. We all just want to do things that make us happy even though it might not be the right thing to do, even enough we know that things might drop drastically in future. We do it, there's a 50-50 chance it might work out, if we do not do it, 100% chance that it will not work out.
Arghz! But then again, sometimes things don't work like that...
I'm starting soon.. my nights are limited.. It'll be a start to another phase of my life.. =) But the above.. =( .. =() Haizzz..
Sunday, October 17, 2010
After that, had dinner with yj at Chikuwa Tei. Chikuwa Tei is the "new" Wasabi Tei that was at Far East Plaza. The price.. upped by a good 50% after adding the GSTs and Service Tax. We ordered quite a lot of stuff though.. I dun think it is wise to go all the way to Mohd Sultan and eat some Terriyaki Chicken with rice and that's it. Silly! Haha! Mix sashimi, Cod and veg soup, Chawanmushi, Unagi, Garlic Rice, Soba.. Costed $107. It's a lil on the ex side for 2 person, and the standards dropped. I guess it was cuz the chef's assistants prepared some of the stuff. Nevertheless, the sashimi is still as thick and as shiok as ever. I'd probably spend more on the sashimi the next time!
Went on to Sembawang Park, and saw a temple procession there.. It was some deity's birthday. The roads were closed, and people were holding the large joss sticks. There were lion dances etc too.. Quite a grand affair and there were a lot a lot of people. It's something new cuz I never seen anything like this in Singapore. We hung around a little before going over to Woodlands Waterfront to talk again. It's happier now! Talking about happy things is all it needs.
Oh ya, I was supposed to go to the Night Safari with some of my Voices peeps today, but cancelled cuz there were very little people. Some cockster spoiled the plan too, totally 猪!=)
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
Brought home-cooked ox-tail to sch today for yj too! =) Before meeting up with Almido and going over the Centrepoint for Michelle's birthday gathering. It was a small cosy gathering at Aston's Prime. She has her 21st at her place last Saturday (25/10) and catered and bought like 128937210812 food! Super super a lot of food to cater to her 70 guests! Her 3 layer cake was cool too!
Other than that, life's pretty stagnant these days. Oh.. brought yj to Khatib Dam on Sat night and spent a few hours talking about everything. Times like these are really cosy because you can talk about anything with all the privacy you want with cool night breeeze blowing at you! And it really helps that we think quite similarly and understand each other so well. =) You know.. Sometimes when talking, you are suddenly at a loss for words cuz you are unable to think of a suitable explanation for things. Then your partner just tells you that he/she gets it, and at the same time, you know it's not a fu-yan kinda thing but he/she really gets it! That's yj for you.. It's like transferring data from a computer to another.. It's very heart-warming =)
The 了解 sang during auditions really created something.. Had it been another song, things might change altogether. This is fate.. Haha.. 因为太了解所以很伤心.. 你想个孩子一样被我看穿,在你面前我试着隐瞒.. 想见你没有你时间在宣也没意义.. 想给你听我的心跳,想你知道我睡得不好.. Honey Honey 我只想对你说声对不起.. These song lyrics.. Haha.. =)
There's been THE something recently too.. Shall continue on.. Life's a give and take... And sometimes, instead of having many reasons to do sth or no reason to do sth, there's also ONE reason to do something. And the reason is that, I'm happy and smiling when I do this something. =)
Friday, September 24, 2010
Mon: Voices mini concert preps etc.. Brought Bak Kut Teh from home + Sem Buay
Tues: Voices mini concert preps etc.. Lunch at Red Star, Da-bao-ed char siew sou for them.
Wed: Whole day at office. Demoralizing yet again. I was super confident.. but boss told me more improvements can be made and still not gd enough. =( I wanna play soon! =(
Thurs: Cant believe it either. Woke up with lack of sleep, went back to Red Star to da-bao egg tarts craving for since Tues, went all the way to 取经, and all the way back. Lunched at Joo Chiat, Claypot Bak Kut Teh, before looking at the Bedok 218 Kopitiam.
Sometimes, things just can't be explained. I've explained them in another context, and it's like on me now. Haha.. Too much too much! Should chills a lil. A dangerous bet to put down if it happens. My plan? See how it goes till Aug 2011. A whole long year, well worth the queue for hot bak kua since I have time anyway. Many smalls streams join together to form a large river. Hope no floods occur! But most of the time, things don't go according to plan. Just see how things go.
Hmm.. first time things are going this way. Previously all didn't really start from crawling but more of jogging. This started from crawling to walking to jogging and so on. Or perhaps it's due to age.. getting older and starting to look for different things instead.
Going back to that things don't go to plan. Haha.. The irony... I dun like my bak kua to be made of minced meat or chicken or worst, minced chicken. But after knowing how it's made, understanding the different stages etc.. yea.. Sliced pork is still preferred, but somehow this minced chicken is just different. It helps that the chicken thought is chicken, has pork textures, and doesn't advertise itself to be the meat everyone would like, and the mincing is done very similar to slicing. Haha.....
Oh wells.... let's see if reciprocated. =)
A weird post.. but not that weird to...
Thursday, September 16, 2010
It's things like this that I want to rmb and blog about so that 6 years later, when I read it again, I get that feeling all over.. =)
Hmm.. Perhaps it's cuz I like events, I like plannings. I enjoy birthday gatherings and even though it is not a big thing to quite a lot of people, I still enjoy my birthdays. Reason being it's a fantastic excuse to gather friends together in a happy occassion, which can follow up with Xmas, New Year, and CNY =). I should plan my own birthdays this year, and boomz it a lil with many many small gatherings.
Oh, talking about small gatherings, I recall how I used to plan my long "off and leave" days during army. Before I go away from army for an extended break, I would plan all my days with stuff first! I feel that if Im taking a break from army, and I stay at home the whole day, it's like wasting time and I can do that in army too by watching my HK serials etc. Haha! It feels good that you're going on a fully planned break with activities planned. This is me! Though some would want it to be relaxed doing nothing until something pops up out of nowhere. The same thing applies to my holidays unless it's a super short trip of 3days or so. Anything far, I'd plan the itinery so that I wont be wasting my time. It's being practical =D
Friday, August 27, 2010
That's at night. In the day, I've been going back to school for Voices auditions, and I would have to say that this batch is indeed lousy. No one struck me at all! I really hope that they would be gems when we officially start otherwise the mini concert and Emerge would be a big big problem!
That's pretty much my life so far. Music and music. But I'll be having lots of free time in the day, and would have to find other things to occupy me. More money making opportunities pls =)
Thursday, August 12, 2010
2nd half of the day was at Angela's place teaching her pop piano playing. I can't believe I basically covered an entire year of Hark's pop piano syllabus in about 3 hours. A lot of self-practice for her to do though. I hope I've done enough for her to self-teach for a while. And I did not expect it to be such mentally tiring.. but it was perhaps due to me not having enough sleep the night before. I totally knocked out on the train back to Pasir Ris from Chinese Gardens. And her parents actually recognized and know my name, a big big surprise. Haha! I only met them at the airport before we flew to TW, and after we came back. 见家长!!! Haha!
A day spent with 2 good friends, did nothing much myself actually, but one of the more meaningful days of late, talking lots of Yanjia, and teaching loads to Angela. A wonderful day......
Friday, August 06, 2010
The last post was on food for Voices. I cooked for them a 2nd time on 27/7, and cut my finger while chopping chicken! =( The menu this time round was super chinese, and traditional. We had Winnie, Angela, Yanjia, Miaoru, Darren and Haoran around for dinner.
- Claypot Rice with loads of lap cheong and mushrooms, and salted fish =)
- Braised Pork Belly (Joel's special sauce)
- Braised and Baked Soy Sauce Chicken
- Sweet and Sour Fish
- Herbal Soup
- Stir-fried cabbage
- White fungus with Pear (desserts)
I liked how my sauces turned out. But as all Chinese sauces, they have to be kept at least overnight before the flavour will all seep out. If only I had cooked a day before, the food would be much better!
Next up, Taiwan! I went to TW with Winnie, Angela and Yanjia on 10/7 to 18/7. We combed Gao Xiong, Tai Zhong and Tai Pei over the 8 day period free and easy! Somehow, I am missing TW. I never missed a country I visited before and I wonder what am I missing. The food is not good, things not that nice.. Hmmm, my only take would be that it's easy to adapt there; with us knowing Mandarin and Hokkien.
10/7
We met at Changi Airport Terminal 1 at about 530pm and checked in. Their parents all came, and I went alone. So, I "met" the parents, and being the only guy, and the oldest among them, I had to like "take care" of them according to the parents. Haha.. =)
After checking in, we went over to T3 to get Popeye's before going over to our gate to board the plane. We were the LAST people to board the plane. As soon as we stepped in, they closed the door! It was so paiseh! Nevertheless, we did not cause any flight delays etc.
Plane left at about 730, and reached KaoShiung at about midnight.
There was transport arranged for us, and we were brought to our hotel. The streets seemed a little quiet on a Saturday night, then again, it was past midnight.
After checking-into China Trust hotel, we rushed out to visit liu he ye shi in which imo, had the best oyster omelette of all the places we went to. It has the famous Papaya milk shake which had celebrities signing all over it's signboard. It was a pretty small 夜市 though. Finished it, before going back to the hotel to end the day.
11/7:
We woke up late, or rather, the girls were late! =) And we all went down for the breakfast at 9:55am which would end at 10am. We had to dish the food out and put it on our tables. Despite it being a rushed thing, the food was not too bad, and the spread was rather good. I would consider this hotel the next time I come back to KS. Good service, good food, good roooms, good prices!
We went over to Cijin Island after breakfast, and it was @#$%$$@!#!@ HOT HOT HOT!! Sweated like nobody's business la! We couldn't take the walking and even rented a 4-person-cycle to cycle around the island and explore the place. Nth much there except for some temples, and beach. It was quite packed on the Sunday.
After Cijin Island, we went to 新倔江购物商圈. It is quite a big place to shop. There were many many shops around, and the girls bought quite a bit. They took about an hour plus in ONE shop. As much patience as I have and as much as I can shop for ladies stuff, I got bored after awhile and decided to roam myself. Got myself a couple of clothings in the next stalls. We had a break at a Japanese restaurant after shopping before we went to Rui Feng Ye Shi.
This ye shi is super super big. One of the biggest and most extensive ye shi i went to. Besides the food and clothings, there were games, and pets etc! Many many things. As usual, it was a Sun, and it was horribly packed!
11/7 is coincidentally the world cup final. We planned to watch it at some pub, but got too tired after the long day and decided to watch it in our hotel. Yanjia came over to my room to watch and it was fun with her supporting Holland, and me Spain, which eventually won! =)
12/7:
The girls were damn late! I went down at 945am to dish food and stuff like the day before. Grrrrr! We went to check-out and took the gao tie to Tai Zhong. The gao tie was surprisingly comfortable and fast. All of us almost overslept our stop in it!
At Tai Zhong, we changed our min su at the last min, and had to spend some time at a super atas 5 star hotel surfing around for a min su closer to the city area. We ended up with Tomato. It was horrible, and more like a hostel. It was beside Feng Jia University perhaps that's why. And I see students around too.
After checking-in, we went over to yi zhong jie to shop and eat. Ok, we ate first cuz we were super hungry. The steams guo tie kinda thing we had was pretty good! And the 黑糖奶茶!!The pearls were made up of the 黑糖 and glutinous rice flour I think. Memorable drink! This is when we started to split up while shopping. Instead of the 4 of us following together, Winnie and Angela shopped, and Yanjia and I shopped. *winks at yj, we know each other's impt sizes! Grrrrr =D
Next up, we went to International Arts Street aiming to find some interesting things to eat and see. Turn out quite a disapointment cuz there wasn't anything much! The place was like an extended holland village cum haji lane. I tried the 永和油条. HORRIBLE! PUI! We had dinner at some chinese restaurant. Rather cheap and quite good food. The mixed veg and specialty pig's trotters were good.
Seeing that the night was still young, we walked along feng jia ye shi, which was near our min su, until everything closed.
13/7:
Woke up really early at 8am to make our way to LeoFoo Amusement Park, and met a really nice tour guide who helped us purchase our tickets and ensure that we were safe and sound and playing the stuff smoothly before he went on to do his own stuff. VERY VERY NICE!
We started out with the dry park. The rides were NOT scary. There were mild. I hate the pirate ship cuz they had this automatic bar thing which presses onto your thighs. My thighs were damn pain after that. I spent half the time bitching about the bar. =) Not an interesting place. The wet park was more interesting. But we din really play cuz of personal reasons from the girls side. But we had to be in swim wear and the cap too. In the end, we just explored a bit and made our way back to the min su to wash up before making out way to 自由路 to try out the Tai Yang Bing and stuffs there. Settled on 阿明山, and bought damn a lot! =)
After getting the tai yang bing, we saw this really really cheap foorwear shop just across the road and went to buy some things. It's these kind of ulu places out of the tourisy spots that have the best stuff! Haha!
The remaining part of the day was at feng jia ye shi. Nth worth recalling really except for this braised duck neck thingy. Very very tasty!! The marinade got right into the tender meat which fell off the bones easily! I bought some giant guavas that were really sweet too. Guavas are high in fibre and aids digestion. Oh! Some random Taiwanese guy approached Winnie and Angela and asked them to buy things from him. They acted like they did not know Mandarin, and spoke in English. =) Recalls how Weiquan and Franco was talking to this guy in Clarke Quay who tried to sell them stuffs. Haha!
14/7:
We took a cab ride all the way to Tai Pei from our minsu, and checked into the hotel. Pretty decent hotel from the outside. It was rather small and only had like 8 rooms per level. Room however, we pretty big and comfortable. They provided a water dispenser in the room which was very convenient.
After putting out stuff down, we cabbed down to Wu Fen Pu. It's like some wholesale area. Cheap cheap clothings! We went for a short lunch at this 8 gong zai place near wu fen pu. We had their cold dishes such as seasoned chicken feet, pig trotter, duck etc, and their specialty soup. The stuff were flavourful and quite tasty! Healthy hearbal soup to freshen us up from the lack of sleep the past few days! The boss actually said that me and Angela were together...... Grrrr!
Shopped and shopped and shopped separately once again, and there was this peanut shavings with ice cream wrapped in popiah skin. It was quite good. But I thought it was largely due to the fresh peanut shavings. All the peanut shavings we get in Singapore are factory made, and they lose lots of their natural fragrance! =( We went across the street to Rao He Ye Shi, which I had not much recollection of, except that we stopped over at this Hu Xu Zhang Lu Rou Fan place which Darren recommended. We were so disappointed with the food though. It was more of a franchise than a really nice and popular place for a meal. Expected Boon Tong Kee, gave us Ajisen. =(
15/7:
Winnie and Angela were lazy, and so me and Yanjia woke up early to try the hotel breakfast, which was not too bad, but very very limited and cooked by one Aunty, and went on to visit Yang Ming Shan!
We took the MRT to Jian Tan station before changing to a bus to bring us there. When we reached the place, we hiked up about 1.2km to the visitors' centre only to realise that we had to go all the way back down to take their internal shuttle bus to this Xiao You Keng place to see the nice scenery. The air was cool when we finally reached there! Rather high up, nice scenery, cool air. =) There was a lot of smelly Sulphur though, and we saw lots of them sprouting out from holes in the ground. We wanted to climb up to the top which was about 1.5km from where we were, but did not due to a lack of time. =( But it was a nice experience up the mountain for the scenery! I actually like trekking and hiking up to see nice scenery. Perhaps army cultivated this with me! But i so do not like hiking and trekking with all the signal sets and rifle and sbo! Grrrrrrrrrrr
We took as bus back down and stopped by to grab this mini butter cake things at Jian Tan Mrt station. It was the best we had in TW! Some commercial things just tasted good! Like Koi Bubble Tea =)
Next, we met up with Angela and Winnie at Taipei City Hall to visit the Taiwan Storyland! Took 23872198412 photos there! It reminded me of Shanghai Toy Museum, only that it was much bigger and had all the vintage Chinese stuff other than just toys! And amazingly, the lu rou fan at this place was the best of all those that we tried in Taiwan. It was good enough for us to get two bowls instead of 1 to share among the 4 of us. 4 is a really good number to go travelling with. Just nice for amusements ride, cab rides, food to share! We shared everything there and were able to try a lot more stuff. I recall myself wasting a lot of food in HK cuz I was basically just trying the food, and threw the remaining away.
We went back to Xi Men Ding after that for Winnie and Angela to visit their Luan Jian place to do up their hair. While they were doing their hair, gluttony Yanjia and myself went around looking for food to try. First up was "Ah Zhong Mian Xian", which was basically their oyster mee sua with intestines. I am not a noodle kind of person and did not find that it was very good. Yanjia liked it though, but I thought that it was just because she was too hungry. 2nd, some duck bee hoon at some random shop. We went in cuz we saw lots of people in it. The duck and bee hoon was not too bad and had quite a bit of flavour in them. I liked the bee hoon cuz there wasn't any of the plastic bee hoon taste, and it was cooked just nice such that it was not nua. The duck was a little salty though, but matched the bee hoon quite well. It was however super expensive! We just ordered without asking for the price, which is so typical me. =( 3rd was just sweet potato balls. Trying it the 3rd time and it was the better ones. It had more sweetness in it whereas the rest were just plain sweet potato flour. 4th was "Lao Tian __ Lu Wei". There was a very very long queue outside, and being Singaporeans, long queue means must try. I bought the duck wing and tau kua. NOT GOOD AT ALL! Very normal. Singapore's You Ji, which imo sells sucky duck rice, sells better flavoured tau kua and duck!
Following the eating spree, we visited this large temple situated in the middle of Xi Men Ding, and 赌鬼 Yanjia bought her Taiwan toto. We met up with Winnie and Angela who were very very happy with their hair and visited (ye shi) which was supposedly famous for its food.
Fantastic food I wouldn't say, but amazingly I could recall quite a bit from this ye shi.
1) yan su pork soft bone ribs. (GOOD! Better than those yan su ji la! It was rather ex, but I know pork soft bones are expensive itself. Yan su chicken uses the chest meat which is super cheap. Pay for what we get =) )
2) Mutton ribs soup. (I prefer our Singapore ones. The mutton were overcooked and dried out, but luckily, all its flavour got into the soup!)
3) Lu Rou Fan from THREE different stalls. (All were horrid. The worst was a stall using lean minced meat with spring onion to make its lu rou. I cook better lu rou than them!)
4) Duck Blood Soup. (Did not like it. It had a very gelatinous feel, probably due to large amounts of gelatin put in. And the taste was odd. The spicy soup broth it was cooked in was rather unique. Sweet sour taste with a variety of spices. Layers in your mouth!)
5) Oyster omelette (So-so)
6) Mixed fruits ice. (So-so)
7) Dried meat with almonds. Something like a crispy bak kua thingy. Winnie and I bought some back home to Singapore cuz it was rather unique and tasted quite good as well.
8) Some biscuit buns with black pepper meat filling. (Did not like it, but there was a long queue. Angela liked it though. I thought the meat fillings had too much black pepper, and it reminded me of western black pepper pie. The crust was too starchy too.)
After I recalled this, I realised how much Yanjia and I ate on this day. It was DAMN A LOT!!
16/7:
We took a half day tour to this person's memorial hall, some temple, Zhong Lie Ci, some tourisy souvenir place, as well as the Taipei National Palace Museum, which photography was prohibited. I liked how the tour guide brought us around the museum and explained the artefacts to us. It was really an eye opener. I had never seen those intrinsic works done by ancient Chinese artists live before! The works are really really beautiful. Some took even 3 generations to complete but the end product cannot be matched by anything made by machines nowadays. We made a good choice to take the tour cuz otherwise, we would be just looking at the artefacts without any background knowledge. The pride of China, and Chinese peopl! =)
Next up, we went back to Wu Fen Pu to continue shopping and buying more stuff there before going over to Shilin Night Market, which was a BIG failure. The LONG queue for their world famous yan su chicken was so bad it brought me into a damn bad mood after the first bite. The outer layer was crispy no doubt, but the meal was obviously not thawed and fried frozen! And worse, they use chicken breast meat. Nth in Shilin was actually good. All bad except this Almond peanut bites which all of us brought back to Singapore. The food was damn bad! Worst of all the ye shis! We did not spend much time there cuz we were rushing to watch a show at EZ5 in which Lai Ming Wei was singing for the night.
At EZ5, we were treated to a cultural shock by one of the performers. Su Zi was very entertaining no doubt, but was very open-minded. He made two birthday strangers french on stage, and the guy had to buy everyone a bottle of beer. Angela almost got called up to kiss the guy, and she said she doesn't mind cuz he's handsome =D. Su Zi ended his set with him pulling his pants just below his butt and showing this leopard prints Thong underwear. We had a good night with the entertainment, and Lai Ming Wei was the ya zou. Very wen, but not as entertaining. He was very nice and took photos with everyone after the show. I could tell he was tired, but still managed to smile and pose and talked to everyone. That's the way of an idol!
17/7:
Lazy Winnie and Angela slept in again, and as usual, Yanjia and myself explored. We went to Long Shan Temple. It was the temple of Guan Yin, and it happened that we saw many devotees chanting when we entered. An eye opener cuz I did not see anything like this before. The man-made waterfall at the entrace was damn real too! After walking around the biggest and supposedly nicest and oldest temple in Taipei, we explored the streets, and walked through a market. Their market was rather different from ours. The animal parts were very animal looking still! Like the chicken.. they were all alive, and as we walked, we could hear chickens bring slaughtered. The feathers on the neck and head were not taken out though, and we could see the chicken, as it was chicken. Haha! And the feets were very stiff as they were placed on the trays to be sold. I supposed that was because it was struggling before it was killed and the muscles haven't relaxed yet.
We continued walking and came to this breakfast place with long queue, "周记肉粥店“. Some pork chop with porridge. VERY VERY GOOD! Their specialty pork chops are similar to our curry rice pork chops. It complemented the sauce very well. The porridge was more Teochew style with the rice grain still intact, and the soup which the porridge were cooked in were flavourful. This was the best meal in Taiwan! I always believe that the good food would be at ulu ulu corners in which you have to explore yourself! Next up was visiting Taipei 101. Atas place, nothing much! We did not go up cuz it was expensive. While we were walking back to the MRT, we came by this expo place which had a pets food fair kinda thing. Got duped by this man who sold us some promotional tickets but went in anyway. We saw many many many dogs around. Big, small, long, short, cute, friendly! The dogs in TW could roam about freely and they were very well groomed physically and in their character. They won't bark at you or attack you. The dogs were like young kids who got excited and curious about everything around them! I was plesantly shocked when I happened to turn around, and saw a dog at my eye level giving me a curious look before licking it's own lips! It was exactly like a Singapore food fair, but for dogs mainly. Exercise stuff, insurance, donations, foods, free trials/testers, what have nots. The dogs were trying out the stuff there and if it was good, the owners would buy it. If this happened in Singapore, some aunty would complain saying it's dangerous and dirty and grrrrrrrr! SCREW THESE AUNTIES! Groom the pets well, and they're clean! We saw these 2 artistes at the Expo too, though I have no idea who they are. They were promoting their new film. The girl was very pretty, but very skinny. Before we left, we saw a group of BIG dog owners taking photos with their big dogs! It was sweet! And surprisingly, I dont recall a single bark I heard over there.
After that, we went back to the hotel room to rest a while before meeting Angela and Winnie at the legendary Modern Toilet Cafe. Average food. Just the novelty as expected though. We then accompanied Angela to her Sexy Diamond before making our way down to Dan Shui. The long trip was worth it. The air was much fresher at Dan Shui, and the food was more seafood orientation too. Perhaps it was because Dan Shui was beside the sea. If we did not have to rush to Shi Da Ye Shi, I would say we could spend more time at Dan Shui. Everything felt fresher at Dan Shui, and I tried their legendary Ah Gei too. Basically Tau Pok with Tang Hoon in some sauce. Nth boomz about it la.. Before we left, Yanjia and myself visiting this Ripley's Believe It Or Not museum located in the middle of the shopping street in Dan Shui. Took lots of photos, and saw some novelty stuff. I really wanted to spend more time at Dan Shui, but as it was our last night, we had to move on to Shi Da Ye Shi.
At Shi Da Ye Shi, we saw many nice clothes. Think haji lane but cheaper and bigger. Haizzz.. I spent too much before and had no more budget for it. I would definitely come here to shop earlier the next time I go to Taipei. As we walked, we came across this Oden kinda thingy that had a long queue. Tried it, and it was good! I guess they were closing soon, and all the flavours from all the meats and veg were in the hot soup! Very very very tasty and flavourful. As there were a lot of people around, I took the wrong plate of order which was mainly vegetarian. We ordered another plate of meaty ones. Tasty too. The noodle absorbed the flavours of the soup base, and the meats and veg exuded natural sweetness!
Ahh.. this concludes our last night in Taiwan.
18/7:
We woke up and rushed to Zhong Shi for Xing Guang Da Dao recording at 9am. Grrr... we had to wait till 11am before it started. Nth much, and everyone looked the same as on TV except that Wei Ru Yun was damn unglam and Yan Yi Ge is fantastic live. I love her musicality. We left the place after the first recording and rushed to the airport to catch our place back home. Spent almost everything we had on the duty free Tu Chan store in the airport, and that concludes our stay in TW>
It was quite a good trip I would say. We covered quite a bit of places at our own pace, and I thought Yanjia makes quite a good travelling and food exploring buddy too. If there's another chance, I'd definitely consider Yanjia in my future travelling plans! =)
Back before TW, there was CAC Orientation camp from 26/7 to 30/7. That was quite a bad experience with the admin people, and the games were not very fun. I missed Ethelonter! CAC Camp had very very bad planning, and everything was very haphazard in my opinion. The worst thing that happened was when Sentosa cut off our electricity cuz they did not apply for permission to use it.....
23/7 to 25/7 was Tioman trip with Almido! It was FUN!!! =) =)
Day 1 was spent travelling on the bus there, plus the ferry. When we reached the resort, it was about 4pm and there wasn't much time to do anything. We ended up exploring the place randomly walking around the beach and having dinner at this place just outside our Bejaya Resort. We, or rather I, ordered damn a lot of food. A LOT A LOT. Our whole table was filled and we couldn't finish some of it. Haha! Cheap though.. what do you expect, it's Msia. Singapore has expensive things! We spent the night sleeping relatively early. Oh the room.. Huiting and Michelle shared a room above us, the 3 guys one room with single bed each, and Shuangying and Tianju shared a double bed. Our room and theirs were linked.
Day 2. We woke up and went for the complimentary breakfast which had quite a large spread. It was like any hotel breakfast in Msia.. same kinda things in Malacca, Genting, KL, Kuatan etc =) After breakfast, we went on our snokelling adventure around Tioman! We rented a boat and a guide who took us around the place. When I first stepped into the water, I felt small stings all over. I think it was either due to the salinity content + jelly fish toxins in the water. It was actually quite irritating, but luckily, my body got used to it after a while and it felt normal. The first stopover was boring, nothing for us to see. The subsequent stops were good! While snorkelling, fishes swam right up to our faces, and it helped that we were feeding them bread! It was a very very beautiful sight! The fishes, corals, sea urchins, jelly fishes, sea slugs and cucumbers! =) I recognized some of the fishes cuz I ate them before =D. This I quote Tianju! Haha! We saw promfrets, grouper, sea bass! Lots and lots of them. The sea urchins had super long spikes too! Different from those short spike ones we usually see. The jelly fishes were small and transparent. We tried to capture one, but I think it did and disintegrated into the water! I sort of recalled how to swim there too! For the first few stops, Terence and Russel had to move me around, and it was very tiring! Haha!
After the trip, all of us were terribly burnt! I had to apply SK2 on my shoulders and back la! =) And drank lots and lots and lots of water. We saw a rather large monitor lizard running up the staircase into the golf course building though. The staff there were non-chalent about it. I think it was a common sight and they have gotten used to it. Imagine you are doing your business in the toilet and the large lizard pops up behind you. Haha! It'll be a funny sight. They're pretty harmless to humans and only eats small animals. =)
Dinner was at the chinese eating place outside the resort as well. Not too good, but average chinese food. I guess we were all hungry after the snorkelling trip around. I saw that they kept a pet chicken in their backyard, and a cat as following it throughout. Not sure if the cat would do anything to it though, but they were playing a game of cat and mouse =)
After dinner, we nua-ed a bit before catching the 10pm World cup match between South Korea and Uruguay. South Korea put up a good match and fought hard for the draw. A pity Uruguay scored a wonderful goal late in the 2nd half and that took everything out of the Korean. It was a good match and Uruguay gave Germany a good match in the 3rd/4th placing match.
At night before sleeping, the 5 of us squeezed into the room to talk. Terence, despite having his head DIRECTLY under a lamp, could still sleep and not talk. He's a pig. Haha! Somehow, the "shuang ying guo lai~" and the lure of not trekking the next day drew shuang ying sleeping with me on the bed for a while. Haha! =D Nice sacrifice for the trek, thought it sadly rained the next day.
Day 3. We had plans to go trekking up the mountains! BUT BUT! It rained =( So we went for breakfast and nua-ed before making our way back to Singapore.
That's the end of Tioman. I can't rmb what I did from June till the 23/7 except ShuangYing's 21st bday party at the PA Chalet. I guess there was nothing much except nua-ing around. Grrrr.. How time wasting!
Now to something more recent! 3/8! Voices peeps celebrated Winnie's bday! Her bday was on 31/7 but we celebrated it later. I was PD for it. Haha! Ok, so early in the morning, I woke up and rushed off to Ritz Carlton to get the lengendary Mango Mousse Cake before going over to Mandarin Orchard to place the cake, and present 2(The microphone and Audio Interface) there. At the same time, arrange surprise with the fnb manager of Triple 3, and the Concierge. Following that, I went to get two slices of Guanaja cake from Rive Gauche to bring to Settlers'. At Settlers, I spoke to them and they had a game which had a card which could make Winnie close her eyes. So while her eyes are closed, Darren, Haoran, Ben, Angela and myself set the cake and present 1 on the table before she opened her eyes and we sang the bday song for her. Present 1 was a bottle of scented dried flowers and a piece of cardboard with WINNIE pasted on it. Hand made by myself the day before. Very very last min and I almost couldnt find the necessary materials from Daiso,Spotlight and Giant.
Just as she thought the surprises were over, we went over to Triple 3 which was having a 1 for 1 promotion with DBS/POSB cards for dinner, which Ming Ming, Miao Ru, Kee Onn and Marcus joined. Dinner was quite good with quality ingredients! After we finished the dinner, the manager brought out the cake and the card for Winnie to collect her present from the Concierge, and all of us sang the bday song once again. I did not know that Winnie would be embarrassed when people sing bday songs for her, especially loud in public. Haha! Something to take note of in future. The cake was good, and worth the money! Everyone liked it fortunately! Next up, she collected her present, and we went over to Scape to open it. She and Miaoru unglammed themselves when they played with the foam balls in the box like little girls. Hahaha! =) I was glad the day turned up smoothly.
That's all for the updates. This is a really long post and I took like more than 3 hours over two days to complete it. Nevertheless, an update to my life, in which I can read up in future and recall those fun things I did before. =) Happy Reading!
Friday, June 04, 2010
- Cold Pacific clams in sweet sour sauce (my mum)
- Shi Quan Da Pu Tang (my mum)
- Baked Pork Belly in Honey Sauce
- Steamed fish Canto style
- Steamed Minced Pork
- Roast Chicken in Pik Fong Tong Style
- Prawns in Salad Cream
- Har Lok Prawns
- Stir-fried Cabbage
- Mango Pudding
Took me the whole day, but I think I am better at multi-tasking cooking. =D Finished 7 dishes in 1.5 hours. Slow by zi char standards but for home.. quite ok la! Haha! Baked, Deep fry and steaming all at the same time.
The food turned out not too bad. But my previous attempt of the chicken was tastier. The har lok prawns were a little bland w/o the sauce. However, my first attempt of the steamed fish was damn good. Super surprising cuz my sauce was very similar to that of restaurants and zi chars. I've found the secret to creating that sauce! =D =D
Ahh~ Long time w/o posts.. Exams.. Shit. Wasted another semester. All I learnt in these 2 years in NUS were music related. Nothing to do with my degree at all. Screw it. I wonder.. should I even restart my degree in Arts if I am accepted... Now with my present job at hand.......
CAC+US was a week after exams. It was much better planned that last year and a good experience too. Perhaps it was cuz I was the main liaison and was kept in the loop of everything. The retro image we had was damn funny. Haha! We couldn't stop laughing at each other in the dressing room.
Voices chalet and qing gong yan was after CAC+US. BBQ, and we had a good time watching Emerge videos. Though not edited, it was still ok. I really hope the edited one would be boomzifying. Looking forward to it! And I became totally crazy and lost all image I had playing Polar Bear. I never knew Polar Bear could be so amusing! Haha! It's the company.. perhaps the people I used to play with were too serious! Ended up sleeping while seated at the couch shared with yj. I remember I got a shock when I opened my eyes as I woke up cuz all I saw was black hair! Haha! Somehow I ended up looking at yj's head.. it was a scare =D
Stardust next up. I was SM. Terrible project. Horrible admin. My job was not to let rehearsal overun, and smooth actual program flow. Rehearsals ended on time. And the switch over of bands during the actual show was damn fast. Playing of MMOs for vocalists were good too. A job well done by me. But overall, a terrible experience for me. I guess that's a typical NUS student initiated kinda project. =)
Got a job. Seems like a combination of whatever I've learnt. Be it frontline as a keyboardist or backline. Sounds good. Pay's damn basic for a start. But see how. Work hard for it. Screw sch I guess.. Haha..
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
I've found out that over the 2 years, she did not break up with her ex. Perhaps just cold wars at the start. Which, so happen that I unluckily came into the picture. It's like what the hell... Really...
I always felt like there's something there, but have no idea what. So yea.. It's wasn't a clean break, but whatever it is, it's a super expensive lesson learnt.
All the money lent to her "friend" is actually her ex! I am a total IDIOT. And to think I actually met up with the ex and lent him money face to face not knowing is her ex. Even when I met up with him, she told me that there'll be a girl with the ex, and it's the ex's gf. What a fanstastic show.. And I introduced the ex to one of my friends cuz he wanted more money. Eventually, my friend told me that the ex is a compulsive gambler who speaks sweetly etc.. those kinda guy. I told her that her "friend" is this kind of a person not knowing that it's her ex.
Next, I have always been picking her up and dropping her off at this place which she says it's one of her girlfriend's house. Like before we go out for Valentine's Xmas etc.. it's always this place. I was wondering why would she spend times with her girlfriend, and why the girlfriend is so buay zi dong. So now.. yea.. And there were times she was totally uncontactable when she went over. And to think I would actually wait like a blaly fool to be a chauffeur in the wee hours of the night! And yea.. the thing done when she wad uncontactable is !%^T$@#@#$%@##$%#@. Think of the worst..
Approx $2k in cash lent, $1k in clothings bought, $500 for ITouch 32. Plus miscellaneous etc.. It's close to $5k. It is so not worth it at all. If there were times that things were true in the 2 years, I wont mind. Now I so mind it.. regretting. $5k leh. Hello... 5k.. I can do lots with this 5k. I would rather spend this 5k on myself!
What's worse.. the things I do or the ex give, would end up with the ex or me vice versa. Perhaps maybe this + disappearances made the giving up so much faster and smoother...
I dont understand why some couples end up strangers. I do now... I would rather not have known this person at all. Totally full of lies from day 1..
PS: Your parents were right when they said they cant trust what you say anymore.. cuz you always lie. I should have noted that down.. and not console your sadness when you confided in me......... I never regret knowing your dad. He's a great guy....
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
This dreasm revolves around the song 我知道你很难过. It's a very nice song. Haha.. Anyway, it's quite a short story. 3 leads.. Me, Angela Shum and a guy who is a stranger.
Angela and myself became very close friends(not sure and can't rmb if we were together. But probably so cuz of the ending.) For some reason, she was bathing in a single-cubicle public toilet which door is spoilt and there's a gab. So I was keeping a lookout outside. Then comes a random guy who tries to peep. I stopped him, struggled and ended on with him kneeling on a field and me with ONE finger pushing his head down. He sang the chorus of the above song, and fainted after that. Next Angela came out and (a whole blur mess)... The guys is her ex and the song was written for her. Awww... In the end I told the guy i really liked the song and it'll become famous cuz the lyrics can reach out to people easily but not too "bai hua". The final scene was when Angela carried her barang barang and walked away slowly and lonely(it's like a scene from some MV). Haha!
Weird weird weird dream. I think it's cuz I really like chinese pop cuz of the emotions in the songs.. thus the dream. =D
Monday, March 15, 2010
Emerge-d
We have been gearing up for this since last June! A whole 8 months for the 3.5 hour concert. For the past 3 weeks, I have literally stopped my school work. I simply have no time! It has been only rehearsals and practices for Emerge....
This batch of Voices lived up to my expectation. They perform well on stage. The big performing stage did not frighten them, but spurred them on to use up everything and just showcase all they have no stage. It's something that I'm very amazed by.
It's a pity I did not have time to watch each item fully during the concert. However, for those glimpse and short clips, I felt IT again. =) I could probably feel the full force when I get the DVD. The crowd was fabulous too. All the cheers, and responses! I feel great leading this wonderful team of performers.
I only noticed one item, that's probably cuz I was playing in it, and it happened I could hear them through my monitors. It's Qian Nian Zhi Lian. I felt super high playing it. The band, vocalists, groove, climax! Everything was there! Woo-hooo!!
Waiting to meet Amos, Xin Yun and Jane to ask them about the concert.. How they felt etc.. =) Ahhh~ Mixed feelings now that everything's over.
I'll miss this group of wonderful performers.... Missing the action, missing the performing. I DO want to perform. =)
Emerge-d. I'm glad things ended right before Emerge. I had to pull myself tgt fast, and thought through things. I guess, it was easy. haha! Partly cuz it wad hovering since last June. 9 months to get over things. =) It's over, and I'm ready to move on. I juz felt 1/2 second of IT a few days back when chatting over msn. =)
NUS CAC Voices.. the managing team this year revolutionalised you.