Lying to others.. This is rather common. Happens naturally all the time. How about lying to yourself? Hmm..
I guess we only lie to ourselves to make ourselves feel better? Cowardly act? Haha.. Perhaps. I lie to myself because otherwise, I would be thinking a lot and feeling unhappy. Choosing to believe the things I want to believe even though I know there may be many other points to look out for. Or are the things I choose to believe really the truth, and I am just being too paranoid. Many ifs, many ors. But all in all, I just want to be happy. We all just want to do things that make us happy even though it might not be the right thing to do, even enough we know that things might drop drastically in future. We do it, there's a 50-50 chance it might work out, if we do not do it, 100% chance that it will not work out.
Arghz! But then again, sometimes things don't work like that...
I'm starting soon.. my nights are limited.. It'll be a start to another phase of my life.. =) But the above.. =( .. =() Haizzz..
I guess we only lie to ourselves to make ourselves feel better? Cowardly act? Haha.. Perhaps. I lie to myself because otherwise, I would be thinking a lot and feeling unhappy. Choosing to believe the things I want to believe even though I know there may be many other points to look out for. Or are the things I choose to believe really the truth, and I am just being too paranoid. Many ifs, many ors. But all in all, I just want to be happy. We all just want to do things that make us happy even though it might not be the right thing to do, even enough we know that things might drop drastically in future. We do it, there's a 50-50 chance it might work out, if we do not do it, 100% chance that it will not work out.
Arghz! But then again, sometimes things don't work like that...
I'm starting soon.. my nights are limited.. It'll be a start to another phase of my life.. =) But the above.. =( .. =() Haizzz..
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