Well, it's been the first time we met since stuff happened. It's been like one week + since we last saw each other. Was it awkward? Haha.. It was to me. It helped that we were with a group of people who do not know the story and all we talked about was our HK trip.
I thought last night that I have gotten over things, but there are always moments which I just felt that I missed you. All the rants and stuff we share.. On your tumblr.. I would really be willing to do those you posted on 27/12 for you to the best of my ability, but.. would you give me a chance?
You said you're at your wits end because of something. What is this something? It doesn't help that you are telling me it doesn't matter. There is something behind all these which I do not know about. Come on, you know how well we understand each other.
Today.. I could sense something when Xing teh-ed me and stuff, and when I opened the sweet wrapper for her and sort of almost fed her. Also, when you told me on the bus about the steamboat at golden mile.. There was an impending urge to say "Let's go leh!", but yea.. And and when you just bought the frogs porridge to share like that. Over-reacting? Haha.. or understanding a little too well. Well, it can go either way. Oh, and your red hair when I asked if you dye-ing red and you said you din like red.....
I am like a total fool now. Haha.. If it turned out to be such that I was always the spare tyre, I'm an idiot. Like I told you ages ago, and you told me to.. there isn't a need for you to do this cuz there is nothing to gain. Emotional support gained. But anyhow, up to now, I still believe that you wouldn't do such stuff. Yet, everything points to this. Is it worth it even doing such cover ups just for something I do not know. I mean, just let me know would you?? Pls... But dont tell me a white lie.. ='(
I thought last night that I have gotten over things, but there are always moments which I just felt that I missed you. All the rants and stuff we share.. On your tumblr.. I would really be willing to do those you posted on 27/12 for you to the best of my ability, but.. would you give me a chance?
You said you're at your wits end because of something. What is this something? It doesn't help that you are telling me it doesn't matter. There is something behind all these which I do not know about. Come on, you know how well we understand each other.
Today.. I could sense something when Xing teh-ed me and stuff, and when I opened the sweet wrapper for her and sort of almost fed her. Also, when you told me on the bus about the steamboat at golden mile.. There was an impending urge to say "Let's go leh!", but yea.. And and when you just bought the frogs porridge to share like that. Over-reacting? Haha.. or understanding a little too well. Well, it can go either way. Oh, and your red hair when I asked if you dye-ing red and you said you din like red.....
I am like a total fool now. Haha.. If it turned out to be such that I was always the spare tyre, I'm an idiot. Like I told you ages ago, and you told me to.. there isn't a need for you to do this cuz there is nothing to gain. Emotional support gained. But anyhow, up to now, I still believe that you wouldn't do such stuff. Yet, everything points to this. Is it worth it even doing such cover ups just for something I do not know. I mean, just let me know would you?? Pls... But dont tell me a white lie.. ='(
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