Sunday, April 11, 2010
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Ok.. I think I've gotten over it. It's been fast, but the numerous "disappearances" during the 2 years add up to approximately a year. With the last one about 6 month.
I've found out that over the 2 years, she did not break up with her ex. Perhaps just cold wars at the start. Which, so happen that I unluckily came into the picture. It's like what the hell... Really...
I always felt like there's something there, but have no idea what. So yea.. It's wasn't a clean break, but whatever it is, it's a super expensive lesson learnt.
All the money lent to her "friend" is actually her ex! I am a total IDIOT. And to think I actually met up with the ex and lent him money face to face not knowing is her ex. Even when I met up with him, she told me that there'll be a girl with the ex, and it's the ex's gf. What a fanstastic show.. And I introduced the ex to one of my friends cuz he wanted more money. Eventually, my friend told me that the ex is a compulsive gambler who speaks sweetly etc.. those kinda guy. I told her that her "friend" is this kind of a person not knowing that it's her ex.
Next, I have always been picking her up and dropping her off at this place which she says it's one of her girlfriend's house. Like before we go out for Valentine's Xmas etc.. it's always this place. I was wondering why would she spend times with her girlfriend, and why the girlfriend is so buay zi dong. So now.. yea.. And there were times she was totally uncontactable when she went over. And to think I would actually wait like a blaly fool to be a chauffeur in the wee hours of the night! And yea.. the thing done when she wad uncontactable is !%^T$@#@#$%@##$%#@. Think of the worst..
Approx $2k in cash lent, $1k in clothings bought, $500 for ITouch 32. Plus miscellaneous etc.. It's close to $5k. It is so not worth it at all. If there were times that things were true in the 2 years, I wont mind. Now I so mind it.. regretting. $5k leh. Hello... 5k.. I can do lots with this 5k. I would rather spend this 5k on myself!
What's worse.. the things I do or the ex give, would end up with the ex or me vice versa. Perhaps maybe this + disappearances made the giving up so much faster and smoother...
I dont understand why some couples end up strangers. I do now... I would rather not have known this person at all. Totally full of lies from day 1..
PS: Your parents were right when they said they cant trust what you say anymore.. cuz you always lie. I should have noted that down.. and not console your sadness when you confided in me......... I never regret knowing your dad. He's a great guy....
I've found out that over the 2 years, she did not break up with her ex. Perhaps just cold wars at the start. Which, so happen that I unluckily came into the picture. It's like what the hell... Really...
I always felt like there's something there, but have no idea what. So yea.. It's wasn't a clean break, but whatever it is, it's a super expensive lesson learnt.
All the money lent to her "friend" is actually her ex! I am a total IDIOT. And to think I actually met up with the ex and lent him money face to face not knowing is her ex. Even when I met up with him, she told me that there'll be a girl with the ex, and it's the ex's gf. What a fanstastic show.. And I introduced the ex to one of my friends cuz he wanted more money. Eventually, my friend told me that the ex is a compulsive gambler who speaks sweetly etc.. those kinda guy. I told her that her "friend" is this kind of a person not knowing that it's her ex.
Next, I have always been picking her up and dropping her off at this place which she says it's one of her girlfriend's house. Like before we go out for Valentine's Xmas etc.. it's always this place. I was wondering why would she spend times with her girlfriend, and why the girlfriend is so buay zi dong. So now.. yea.. And there were times she was totally uncontactable when she went over. And to think I would actually wait like a blaly fool to be a chauffeur in the wee hours of the night! And yea.. the thing done when she wad uncontactable is !%^T$@#@#$%@##$%#@. Think of the worst..
Approx $2k in cash lent, $1k in clothings bought, $500 for ITouch 32. Plus miscellaneous etc.. It's close to $5k. It is so not worth it at all. If there were times that things were true in the 2 years, I wont mind. Now I so mind it.. regretting. $5k leh. Hello... 5k.. I can do lots with this 5k. I would rather spend this 5k on myself!
What's worse.. the things I do or the ex give, would end up with the ex or me vice versa. Perhaps maybe this + disappearances made the giving up so much faster and smoother...
I dont understand why some couples end up strangers. I do now... I would rather not have known this person at all. Totally full of lies from day 1..
PS: Your parents were right when they said they cant trust what you say anymore.. cuz you always lie. I should have noted that down.. and not console your sadness when you confided in me......... I never regret knowing your dad. He's a great guy....
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