Why do I get more emotional and sentimental more frequently? Why do I feel my eyes start to fill with tears so much more these days? No crying but juz the tears filling up.. well, it was only once in January, at my secret hideout now.. =D Also, why do so many song lyrics suddenly just strike up to me when they never did so before. Haha.. the 哭点 seems to be dropping! No good no good... Is it just simply because my life is not as busy as it seem it is? Not really.. ever since HK, I never really had a full day to myself.

A lot of people ask if what I'm doing is really worth it? I dunno myself.. all I know is that with each successful thing done, the happiness on the person's face is worth all my effort. And furthermore, at this point in time, if I do not do the things I did, I would have nothing to do. Now, would it be similar had it been another person.. perhaps not.

Being able to cry is a great thing.. I would want to be able to cry more easily, but I dun want to =).

Now that Im working, I'm really look forward to all gatherings and outings with sec sch friends, Almido, Voices etc.. But the sad thing is, most gatherings are at night and I have to be at work at 9 daily. Is this job paying me very well now? No, not really.. I hope it'll get better after the 3 months probation period, and after 22/1, I can devote all my time on this by catching songs, coming in earlier to prac etc.