Coming Wednesday, 31/8/2011, it would be my last day as a LSB 老师. Mixed feelings really. On one hand, I do really want to quit cuz I'm having a hard time juggling school and work and sleeping only 2 hours a day. But on the other hand, I'll miss having to touch the keyboards everyday, and be so close to music. I guess I made the choice, that I will put music aside, and do culinary.
Over the 9 months, have I improved musically? I would say yes definitely. Aside from musically, i've been officially exposed to the LSB environment, and seeing how money is thrown around. Way back in Dec, I was discussing with a vv good friend about how much I would change after being in this line, and thinking through it, I do not think I have had any negative changes. Changes definitely, but all positive.
I've grown to take up the role as a 老师, and from one who doesn't know anything, to one who people respect, and earned the name as 百度老师，and not 豪门小老师. These 9 months have really passed by super quickly! I've been playing the same songs over and over and over again such that I do not have to think at all. I'll miss the night life, the 老师 life. I do not think I would ever go back to being a 老师 again given my schedule. DCA, start my own restaurant, move on with life...
老师 aside, after having being in touch with music daily, I hope I will not get rusty. I want to perform regularly still. Rusty fingers, rusty ears, rusty brain... I hope not!
I've seen flowers for a show totally to $120000.. see how grand things are, seen the antics of the old men. All in all, a good experience. I love it when I saw 2 old men vying to help the girl they like to get the most amount of flowers for the night, and when both of them drew at 13.5k, they stood up, shook hands, and laughed it off. Kids at clubs would juz whack each other. I don't miss the entertainment, I miss the learning experience. I've come to a standstill, and sitting comfortably in my comfort zone... Im sad. =(
Till my next stint at RWS as a chef trainee!
Over the 9 months, have I improved musically? I would say yes definitely. Aside from musically, i've been officially exposed to the LSB environment, and seeing how money is thrown around. Way back in Dec, I was discussing with a vv good friend about how much I would change after being in this line, and thinking through it, I do not think I have had any negative changes. Changes definitely, but all positive.
I've grown to take up the role as a 老师, and from one who doesn't know anything, to one who people respect, and earned the name as 百度老师，and not 豪门小老师. These 9 months have really passed by super quickly! I've been playing the same songs over and over and over again such that I do not have to think at all. I'll miss the night life, the 老师 life. I do not think I would ever go back to being a 老师 again given my schedule. DCA, start my own restaurant, move on with life...
老师 aside, after having being in touch with music daily, I hope I will not get rusty. I want to perform regularly still. Rusty fingers, rusty ears, rusty brain... I hope not!
I've seen flowers for a show totally to $120000.. see how grand things are, seen the antics of the old men. All in all, a good experience. I love it when I saw 2 old men vying to help the girl they like to get the most amount of flowers for the night, and when both of them drew at 13.5k, they stood up, shook hands, and laughed it off. Kids at clubs would juz whack each other. I don't miss the entertainment, I miss the learning experience. I've come to a standstill, and sitting comfortably in my comfort zone... Im sad. =(
Till my next stint at RWS as a chef trainee!
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