I've been having thoughts lately. Thoughts of what I'm going to actually do after graduation. Rushing in to open my own eatery is a big big gamble. I need help. Lots of it. Next up, what kind of eatery do I want to do? Recently, I performed at Shuffle Bistro Bar at Clarke Quay, and read through their menu. Simple to do items, reasonably priced with reasonable profit margins. That's aside from the entire A3 page of alcohols to offer. Also, I just saw the revenue breakdown of a popular French dining place, and the profit margin of drinks alone make up the same amount as the food. The thought that came in was that, should I just do Chinese food like Soup Restaurant, Dian Xiao Er? Drinks make profit. Should I do something like Shuffle, or even Switch. I'm a little out of touch now, but I was very into this events performance kinda thing. Now, combined with the knowledge from the kitchen, I would have techincially experienced almost all operations from something like this. Music, food, events. Thinking.. Oh well.. 3 more months.. time is running out! I enjoy cooking, I enjoy performing, I enjoy doing up events. Hmm..... And the need to secure employment within 1 month from graduation too. My ideal setup would not be fine dining.. more of a casual dining/bistro. Live music goes well with these. Marcus.. I'm all alone now....

Back to music.. I'm getting more feel from songs now. Something I lost for a good 2 years or so.. ever since I stopped composing. I guess it's because I can feel more for the song lyrics.. That I cannot lose her in my life. Someone whom I never guessed would be so important in my life. Things just go this way sometimes. Someone who is independent enough, but would be a little girl at times, someone who breaks down to me sometimes, and someone who I can break down to. I never broke down to anyone before. Surprisingly. Someone who is perhaps as hot-headed and as stubborn as myself, but we cool down as fast as we burst. Just 4,5 months, but it feels long.. so much learnt... I'm really hoping for a wonderful journey.. Lots of differences that actually fills up the other's life.. I'm happy for that. I love her. a lot.