In about 11 hrs time we'll have a game wif wan's friend team. HUH?! WHY?!? THOUGHT BIO CHEM MJC??!! Yea.. they played me out. AFTER i booked the field and made the payment somemore. On monday i was told they not enough ppl and so pull out of the game!! Grrrr.. So wad to do.. find a new team loh. Easier said than done. I told the bio chem to try to find ppl and confirm wif me by tuesday. So tues morning they gave the same negative response. So now i panicked.. Cuz no team and the field and money would be wasted!!
Next i approached tee keong's team aka zhenghua sec. Waited until wed NIGHT den he gave a confirmation. His team not free. So i panicked even more!! I msg a lot of ppl i know asking for contacts here and here. I asked ppl from AHS MJC-ODAC MJC-PHY-CHEM BIO-ODAC MONTFORT-SEC NGEE-ANN-SEC CAMBODIANS TK-CHINESE ACS SJI. And pls, i dun haf all their contacts. i muz ask ppl.. wait for their reply.. den ask the team.. den wait for them to ask the players, den reply. It's vv vv stressful. Haizzz.. In the end i sunk into desperation and asked wan to ask his tpjc ppl. Also cannot. Den ask mohd.. also not free. Finally wan went to mosque on fri and ask the ppl there =D. Den finally found ppl to kick. Haizzz
This is not it for the week!! Throughtout the week i muz find gloves and boots. Gloves for wan. Boots for bit's bro. Asked everyone sia. size 12 boots are a rarity here.. And finally gt gloves from joel koh. But guess wad.. i asked him to play the last min. And luckily i din manage to get boots.. Bit's bro played us out..
Not stressed enough?! I gt back all my prelim results!! EOF. WAD DE HELL!!! EOF?!! At this pt!!
E for maths. Ok.. but it's not good. Infact it's bad. The average is a high D to low C la. And i gt an E!! The only excuse i can make is tt i din touch stats at all and only conc on pure maths. Afterall, my p2 pure maths part i gt quite high =D.
O for BIO!! I used to get A1 la! MCQ gt 22/40. Wad de.. my class ave was like 25. 3 marks is a lot k!! And paper 2 gt 39. My essay of 14/40 pulled it up. This means structured of 25/60! 25/60!!! So low!! And the tutors were saying p2 pulled our average up. Haizzzz.... Wad is wrong sia.. My strength were in structured and essay leh.... Lastly.. p3. I sucked at it. 15.5/60. VV VV LOW!! My answering techniques maybe?
Now chem.. Did i improve? I dunno leh.. F now still F. But i feel more confident over the months. i guess practice bah.. My answering skills also..
So this wk gt back all the papers.. Discouraging. But muz chiong now le!! For As. Do lots and lots of practice! Haizzz.....
Tt's the whole stress on me this wk.. Also!! Prom money. The final instalment is this wk. So i CG Rep collect the money from my classmates. Ya la.. not easy. $60 leh.. And muz ensure everyone meets the deadline.. So i msged those who din bring to bring twice on thurs nite. In the end, on fri, only joey din bring. haha.. i can be a loan shark =D
Btw, this song Zui Hou Yi Ci by Lovynn Kan. Rmb? HSC.. THAT one.. =D

Oh.. last thing. I ALMOST landed in hospital today. I have G6PD. And one thing i cant take i kidney beans. Today while at jack's place for lunch, the ministrone soup had kidney beans inside and i dunno. So i took my garlic bread and dip into the soup taking 2 bites. After tt i wanted to drink the soup. I stirred and to my horror!! GASP!! KIDNEY BEANS!! I called the waiter and asked if they're kidney beans. And yes they are. Luckily there's a bean in my soup. Otherwise i wun know and would haf drunk it. Leading to an allergic reaction which could leave my ATP-less. Literally.. my ATP synthesis pathway would be altered and stopped. <--Tt's wad bio is for.. know ur own condition!

I went blog browsing.. and saw tt the bio chem fac aka golgi city, haf won the phy chem fac of mjc 5-3. Chung Chi said he assisted 3 and scored 1. And followed by hitting the woodwork 3 times. =D. Anyway, their defence is almost the same as the VS defence. Some of those golgi habitants who did not play in the vs game is confident tt they can win us. But those who played wif us b4 said it's like sending chickens to the slaughter hse. Haha! Dunno la.. but we 100% record.. all wins. And loo reminded me yst tt he scored in EVERY game we had. 2 in AHS, 1 is VS (though he missed 2 open), another in TMS. So ya.. every game. Which i din notice. At least our striker is scoring. But thinking back, the weird thing is, yousheng has NOT scored YET. San Jiv Raj even Jun!! And wan scored an own goal. =D.

Juz came back from Loo's bday..

Loo weiyang and me had dinner at the food court.. haha.. Den after tt we went to KBOX!! Wif lyn and hung joining us. Sang until 1030 bah.. But when it's time to leave a bit yi yi bu she. Cuz i suppose we all wan to sing somemore. But wad to do, vin and jun are outside waiting for us.. So we had to end loh..

My 2nd time to kbox. 1st for loo and wy though.. =D

This time totally diff from the last time i went. Last time was wif 3 others from 205, and sang songs tt were totally different. Haha! Cuz last time has peirui, and he only knows the older songs. So sang more of the older ones. But today sang more of the newer songs. And since there're girls now, there were more female songs also! And also there were duets!! I realised the last visit to Kbox sucked a bit. haha! Ni zui zhen gui~~ (This is the song kelly's going to sing on mon at superfunkies tt's y i'm familiar wif it =D)

Here's the photo =D

Today played soccer. Can consider the whole say soccer bah..
From 230 onwards, we went to bedok.. played a bit wif some tj ppl until about 6. Then.. here's where the story begins.
We played wif some TK ppl.. and some of them were from mj and i recognize them. The thing is we played a goaless game wif lots of action for about an hour until we changed the rules tt u can enter the semi circle and score. This is wad i call soccer. Sweated a lot. And played a lot too.. Din play at that intensity for a long long time when the cambodians were gone...
Anyway tmr.. hmm.. haha.. dnno wad's happening also.. Would blog after tmr about tmr.. =)
One day, there was a cow and a horse. They were both grazing on the field. The cow is relatively bigger sized that the horse wif the cow having a BMI of 45 compared to the horse of 38. So naturally, the grass the cow stepped on would be crushed.
The cow likes to eat hard grass that is uncrushed cuz the 4 stomach of it would crush the grass slowly. It's its own mechanism to burn calories. However, the horse prefers crushed grass. Cuz it has only one stomach and by eating crushed grass, it can conserve energy for long distance runs. So the horse will always follow the cow behind and eating the grass crushed by the cow.
One day, a gambler came by and spotted the 2 animals. He went to the horse and said. EEE-AWWW. Before going to the cow and say: GEE-KEE-LOK-GEE-KEE-LOK-GEE-KEE-LOK. The animals turned to him. Gave him a typical "huh?!!?!" look. And turned away facing the gambler wif their butt. Enraged, the gambler took out the hidden cards under his cuff and starting throwing at the butts, expecting the animals to run. But not only did the animals not run, they begain to run around the gambler, encircling him. The gambler looked at the animals running for awhile before starting to laugh loudly.. This is because the cow is crushing the soil around him and he starts to see a chest wif the words printed largely: TREASURE CHEST YEAR OF DINOSAURS.
He was so happy, so he started running with the animals also. Thinking that the gambler was nuts, the animals decided to ignore him and continue on to their grass grazing about 100m away from him. The gambler thought that he was rich and started to pull the chest out. Amazed at its shiny-ness, he pulled and he pulled and he pulled. Finally, the chest was out! At this point, a crow dropped dead on the ground beside the chest. A pigeon dropped dead on the ground on the other side of the chest. And from the hole where the chest was dug out, a mole came out sniffing the air before climbing on top of the chest and laying flat breathing loudly. The gambler was amazed and shocked at wad was happening. He took out his mobile and dialed for SOS.
May i help u?
I've gt an animal problem at jalan bukit kayu.
What do u mean?
There's a dead pigeon on my left, a dead crow on my right, a half-dead mole on a chest i found underground, and a cow wif a horse following it behind.
So what exactly is your problem?
Oh.. ya.. I duno wad is my problem. Geez. Sorry for the call.
WHAT?! U called for nth! U waste my time, ur time, and the company's time. With that u are charged of prank call. Please leave your name, ic no and address. I know who you are.
U think i'm stupid!? Bye!
TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTt. The line went flat. The burglar went back to his chest, and saw a lock. Or rather, a piece of old wood stuck in the lock area. He broke the wood, and opened the chest.
His eyes glittered wif black. He has never seen anything so black before. The blackiness is juz so black. In the chest was "ARGHATSA BLACK PAINT -- BLACK GURANTEED TO BLACKEN YOU" The chest was empty except for the fine prints. Of course, its interior is black. Feeling cheated, he slammed the chest close and walk off.. with a BLACK face. He had indeed turned black.
After walking for a while, he saw a lady in white sitting on a lotus plant with a glow of yellow light behind her. He saw Guan Yin!! Immediately, he asked for 4 numbers to buy 4D. So guanyin behing the goddess of mercy, took mercy on him and gave him 3 sets of 4 numbers. 3814 8096 1236. This is all i can do she said, the rest is up to u... and she disappeared in the thin air.
So the gambler rushed to the nearesh Singapore Pool. Upon reaching it, the time was 1801. And no other numbers could be bought. Wanting to win some money, he used his hp once again and bought all 3 set of numbers with permutations wif the illegal 4-D-er he knows. Using his hp again, he tuned in to FM97.2 for the fastest 4-D results. He waited and waited and waited, BUT there was no result. Suddenly he remembered, it's Monday today, and it's toto day. Pondering for a while, he went to Courts and requested to take a look at the TOTO results via teletext. To his horror, the numbers were 38 14 08 09 06 12 36. And the Group 1 prize money was S$20,000,000.

Leaving himself to fate, the gambler returned home with some Ah Kong Bak Kut Teh for this family for dinner.....

Of course this story has no moral values. And it's juz a release of my crap.... It's all bullshit. Haha! I lost the mood to write it cuz the song u're listening to now touched me.. So i'm no longer crappy but touched..

What is it like to love and be loved in return? What the feeling when she says YES for the first time. Is it happiness beyond description? Hmm.. or is it ok loh? I suppose that if a lot of effort has been made, and the feeling is so strong, it WILL be happiness beyond description. But if it's nth much nth much, den it would be ok loh.. Haha.. i guess i would be happiness beyond description.. haha..

Would i make a gd partner? Hmm.. let's see.. Forget about the traits that are not changeable. But focus on those changeable ones.. Gd pt.. I fee l like i'm po-ing my self.. haha.. Anyway, gd pts.. i think i can make her happy and carefree most of the time, i can relatively sense more of the emotion and feelings in her, one-heart (haha..), pamper her (haha even more). Btw the last point is about sense of security. i feel that sense of security doesnt mean big sized and strong only, but also the trust u give her and how much she is able to believe ur words, and the matureness level shown to others... Which, i can do reasonably ok..

Bad pts.. i do things first before considering the consequences most of the time so tt give insecureness, which i think is the biggest flaw.. and also rashness..

Feel free to add to the list ppl.. =). Accepting critism is a step to becoming a better man =).

Does sincere-ness touch girls? A big question mark to this..

Another thing before i end this extra extra long post..

Liking her for 2 years in jc. U call this stupid? pei fu (admire)? or juz a smile? For me though, it's definitely NOT stupid. Definitely. A smile's most appropriate to me.

That's the end of this long long post. Maybe it's the longest ever.. Who knows.. Tmr would be another new day! =)

The prelims haf officially ended today.. But since last fri after Chem paper 2, the papers seemed to haf ended. It's not cuz the other papers are kid's stuff, cuz there's no such thing an an easy mcq even, but cuz i lost steam. Like wan to study but sian sian one...
Today actually had plans for class outing but was cancelled in the end. So basically spent wad remaining of my wednesday zuo-boing.
So thurs.. soccer in the afternoon. And in the day my class guys, which are not many, going out. Duno do wad.. so dunno to go not..
Fri.. hopefully can go for lunch for loo bday. Haven really planned it yet though. Sat most prob ball kicking again. Oh!! Nxt wkend most prob we'll haf a game wif MJC's Bio Chem Fac.. But the down thing is no san.. It's like man u no keane, arsenal no viera, chelsea no terry and real madrid w/o.. erm.. w/o.. i mean wif everyone. =D.

It's a dark and stormy night. The storms blowing wildly. Lightning flashes and thudner roars. Thats the weather now. Actually, wad really concerns me is the cool night peaceful yet extremely memorable breeze. Reminds me of lots of stuff at Kenyir. Haha.. ok..

Anyway, my legs are aching.. Think maybe too long never kick ball le.. den today kick so now leg pain loh..

I realised my blog has been a little boring lately. Cuz i've been leading a little boring life lately? Prelims maybe.. Perhaps nxt wk after the prelims i would have more stuff to blog about..

Oh.. *clap clap* =D

I juz thought that i haven laughed to the extent of stomach having "cramps" and having pains ever since sec 4.............................................

Suddenly i felt like shopping. Haha! Shopping here means to walk around and look for stuff tt i like and buy them for myself. Juz gt the sudden urge to shop.. =D

Thinking back, the last time i shopped for myself was a long time ago.. last yr i think. I haven gt anything "unnecessary" for myself yet this yr.. Shopped for others and the necessities. Hmm... should shop.. But duno where.. haizzz

Anyway, i'm a little groggy now... But still staying up waiting for the Champions league man u game.. =D

I'm now in my room sitting down on my study table with the wondow right beside me opened. I'm enjoying the warm air tt's being blowned in.. Am i mad? No, i'm not. I'm enjoying the WARM breeze. And there's a reason to it...

Today is the last day of torture. Exam torture? Nop. It's air-con torture. No air-con and too hot? Nop.. it's too much air-con. Every paper i take in school, i haf to suffer the whole paper cuz of the extra cold aircon blowing right at me. Grrrr... Cant the school do sth about it. I mean 3/4 of the whole hall is coloured wif sweaters.. Y it's the end? Cuz my longest 2 papers of 3hrs and 2.75hrs haf ended. At the end of every paper i was practically shiverring!!

And cuz of tt, i think my metabolic rate drops. Cuz i haven been sweating as much. Maybe another 4 hrs of ball kicking in the morning would do =D.

There's sth i wan to say. Does ur metabolism rate drop or rise when u're cold? I mean, ppl say it drops cuz u wan to save energy for heat. Den again to produce heat, ur metablism muz rise... Hmmm....

Recently, the mediacopr dramas are all shit shows telling ppl to give birth to more babies and all tt wif shit titles such as chicken laying eggs. Now, at least, there's a reasonable show. Beyond the Axis of Truth 2. At least it's intersting and not about some propaganda stuff.

I think i really had enough of schooling life when u need to wake up early and rush to sch o tt u're not late for morning assembly. Today i purposely went to school late cuz it's the exam period for J2s cuz i was too lazy to wake up earlier. Haa.. Anyway, there were like 100 other J2s who came late. And the bastard OM (whom i believe is closely related to Colin Ting and his surname is TNG), was making sarcastic remarks every now and then. And he asked the last person whether the bus broke down or the car had no petrol. I mean wad de hell! If he asked me tt i'll say like my key-hole got stuffed wif wax and the loan sharks writing were all over my block so i had to clear them. Anyway, he caused us to be in the hall one min before the paper started.

I juz came back from a 20++-course-buffet at Tung Lok at Paramount Hotel =D. My mum's bday la. This buffet is not the take as much as u like one. This is u order wad wan from a list, and they cook it fresh. It's better huh.. Yup. $34 per person plus plus plus la! And i'm vv full now............ But i learnt of sth tt sort of struck me. Tt my cousin, kelly, over at dubai treasures the photo the 4 of us took last yr. Sth tt did not cross my mind at all.....

Anyway, tmr's the prelim proper. I'm not say unprepared. But also not say prepared. -.-. Some where in between.. Which is not wad it supposed to be though.

Good luck to myself tmr........

At this pt, i want to do 2 things next yr. Do them during the weekends out of NS. But i'll be spending quite a bit of money leh..

Anyway, firstly is to get a driving license. Being able to drive is so convenient la!

2ndly is to, hopefully i'll haf the courage and determination, join LWSSOM. If u all know wad tt means. Haha!

I juz woke up and i'm here back blogging again. I haf to blog cuz i had 2 dreams. 2 totally different dreams wif diff ppl and diff scenes. It's been quite some time since i had dreams though...

Anyway, the first one. I was at a "posh" Japanese restaurant where sashimis costs at least $100. Cant rmb why i was thre though. Anyway, i arrived first. And ordered a plate of raw salmon with 2 slices on it, a plate of green veg wif thicken light brown sauce and another dish which i haf already forgotten. I ate the veg first. Haha! Den my bro came. We started eating. Dunno y but when i dreamt tt i was eating the salmon (which i dun really like), i was in heavens. Hmmm.. haha! Anyway, after tt my parents and grandparents all came and had a meal there. After tt, i woke up to switch on the fan. Weird dream. Maybe it's cuz my mum's bday is coming ... Haha!

The 2nd dream.. I dun even know where i was. Some sort of training camp. The ppl there are ppl whom i know. Some maybe i know y they appeared, some i had totally no idea of their appearance. Ok, so the whole group of us were running with something in our hand and when we reached a tree making, we should throw it as far as possible. After the throw, mine and another person's flew the shortest and did not reach the 2nd tree marking ahead. Ok, so we went for a "debrief" or some sort. But before tt, we were supposed to pick the objects we threw. And at this pt when i was picking mine up, i "saw" constance (AGAIN?! In my dreams...), and 2 more others which vaguely seem like shahirah and kiran. Anyway, tt's the end of them. So durign the debrief, the trainer told us tt not being able to reach the 2nd tree makring was ok and he would gif individual training. And he said tt the 2 persons who did not meet the distance was me, and ARJ... =D. And den the went on to talk about the previous group before us who had ppl not reaching the 2nd tree mark also. One of them was someone with a cock name which i cant rmb. The other one was louiza. He said tt she "smudged her arm with electricity and her arm felt numb" (wad a phrasing) AND IN MY DREAM, i knew about tt already. And also tt happened during her bday (which is so untrue in reality). After a moment or so, the trainer told us tt he might gt the 2 mixed up and the one who was having the bday had the arms numb. And at tt pt, i told Chinpoh, who was beside me, tt it's comfirm louiza cuz it's her bday. After tt, my phone call woke me up.

Weird weird weird dream. Was i thinking of LTC when the most happening things took place? Hmm.. but it was in june and not august!! Wonder why i had this dream......

I cant rmb when was the last time i blogged. I think some time ago maybe? Seemed so long ago. But if i go and visit my blog and look at the date, i dun think it's tt long. Anyway, this is the intro. And a stupid intro indeed.

Why haf i not blogged more often? Especially tt it is now the Sep holidays.. It's cuz there's nth much happening. The only other place i went besides my homes IS (not even are) the basketball court (and the street soccer soccer nearby). And that is on Tuesday. Other den tt it's at home studying and using my com d/l superstars, FM, and jun's pirated vcds which are dvd quality. I wan to ask ppl qus on msn also difficult cuz either they're offline or away/busy.

So this post is redundant huh. Yea, i thought so to. I wanted to post a qus only, but thuoght it's too plain..

Anyway, here's the qus cuz i haf nth else to crap about:

It's sort of a fashion qus. Thick eyebrows and thin eyebrows. On girls tt is. I mean, how do u know if a girl suits thick or thin eyebrows. When i say thick, i dun mean think like fang zhong hua....... But relatively thicker den the thin ones u see on the streets. Hmm.. how do one tell? Somebody enlighten me..

Btw, i gt that thought cuz i was watching jun's vcds which are full of twin's gillian. Her eyebrows are relatively thicker, but suits her...

Had my first prelim paper today. GP. And to think that i totally forgotten about it until i logged onto msn and saw jeremy's nick saying tt there's GP tmr at 11pm on sunday night. Oh man....... Luckily i saw his nick. Otherwise i woudl haf totally forgotten about it and not turn up at all.

Anyway these few days holiday. Or should i say study days. Studied everyday. But not really efficiently. Haizzzzz.....Pls gif me a C D D at least for the prelims...

Oh, Sharifah landed up in CGH for some piles-like thing....

Kelly lost in the grand final. But no sadness or disappointment though. She put up a vv vv strong fight and gave a superb performance today. I juz cant get enough of her last song.. Haha..

If ppl say to save the best for the last, kelly indeed did save the best for the last and her last was The BEST!!

Another consolation is tt 3 months ago, i nv heard of Play Music. =D. Kelly's going to Universal Music!!