I was having a talk with some Voices ppl about my singing etc.. Now i'm thinking. Do i really just want to do instruments or to sing as well? I love singing. I think now I love singing more than keyboard! Hmm.. I'm a little confused.

They were saying tt my singing has no feelings (and tt's besides the point it being vv pitchy). And i should be more emo in my life as well. The most emo time i felt recently was the time I wrote Zou Le. Some parts i really agree, such as if u sing it with feelings, the pitching technique everything doesnt matter. Ok, it does a little, but yea..

2 yrs since I first touched music. I have improved ALOT these 2 years, but there's still a long way to go. I think me being pitchy is not because of my being unable to control it, but more of me being used to hearing myself going off but thinking I'm on. I would probably need some time to get my pitching right etc. I can listen out to pitching faults etc, but i just cant correct myself! It's so irritating. I know wad's wrong but I cant do anything. Haizzz..

Shiru and Vencent asked me this before. Do i want to be very good on the keys or singing. I would answer singing now. Look at Gaby.. omg. Totally no background, but blessed with a super nice voice and spot on pitching. The 5 notes zhuan yin was really cool.

Contemplating pulling out of HPT. Hmmm.....